Thursday, October 18, 2012



Hi earthlings.
It's been a lousy day today.
Well, shall start with where I left off last post.
Wednesday, I didn't went to school too.
It was counted as the "last day" of school.
Stayed home to study again.
Around 3plus father called me and asked me to bring a key to my grandma house.
I can't say no.
So, ya, I did.
I took the key and went to my grandma house straight.
Deposit there and I went to deposit money, and walked home.
I reached home and continue to study.
Ya, so my post will be all study study study and study.
Studied until around 6, on tv to watch channel 8 awhile.
Until 630 went to bath, went to buy dinner for brother, and ate with him.
Eaten and back to study awhile.
Well, more like revising my practical notes at that point.
Until around 10, I kept everything aside and came to use computer.
Was talking to Ronn, a new friend maybe? On twitter.
We end up coupling in audi Lol O:
We had been talking throughout the night.
He told me he came to read my blog, woah, surprising though.
Anyway, I must admit that, yea, he made me smile.
Cause he really talk a lot rubbish, more like talking to himself HAHA.
He went to sleep first, I slept after awhile.
Morning woke up, revising my practical notes again.
I was hoping Ronn would message me, but, he didn't.
It was quite disappointing though.
Went to prepare and took bus down to school.
Met Wanwen and Zoe at traffic, Cordelia went in school to buy ruler first.
We went to assembly area, at band room, and settle down.
1230 report, 2pm then start practical.
Everyone was nervous.
But, everyone was like talking about something else instead practical. Lol.
Around 150, we went to our venue.
Mine was at bio lab.
It was good because it can only contain 6 students and we have our own table.
Whereas for chemistry lab, a long table with 2 students.
I started off with bio first, then chemistry.
What makes my day so damn lousy is because, I didn't manage to finish my practical.
It is so so so frustrating.
More worse is, I didn't fill in any words for conclusion.
The practical wasn't that hard, nor it is easy.
I could actually do all they asked to do, but, argh.
Why chemistry suddenly need test for so many solution!!
Came back home right after that.
I went to take a short nap, woke up and bath.
Studying/revising my POA notes right after I came out from shower.
I suddenly feel like posting so I came to post first.
My brother has been stressing me.
Every time he see me not studying or using computer, he would keep say "why you never study" etc etc.
Every single time, every single minute.
Fcuk, he is not encouraging me, he is giving and putting more stress to me.
The more he force me, the more I lost interest in studying, the more I do not want to study.
I can feel that pressure in me.
And yea, as I mentioned earlier, Ronn didn't message me.
I do not why I would feel this way.
I can feel that I am actually looking forward for him to text me.
I feel disappointed when he didn't.
I must be insane.
But still, I hope he would message me, though I know he wouldn't.
And of course.
I still miss him badly.
I wonder how is he right now ..
Could you guys like talk to me asap?
I'm dying to talk to you ..
Yet I do not want to be the one texting you first, I know you wouldn't reply ..
This just sucks.
I need someone, desperately ..
I know I sound like I'm such a weak person but the fact is, who doesn't need someone isn't it ..
Sigh ..
I'm waiting, still waiting ..
Just get your hands on your phone and talk to me please.
Shall get on back to hell, yes, study.
Do miss me ok!
Nights earthlings.




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