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What am I thinking.
What had happen to me.
It's the fact that you're no longer mine, impossible to be mine again.
I want you back badly..
I miss those days being with you, it's so much fun.
I know, accept the past as the past, but I just can't let it go.
You don't understand, you don't care, you don't know anything.
How much I cried for you, every tear, really meant a lot.
How silly am I to still cry, love &miss you even though I know you won't come back anymore.
Why do everything end up this way.
You promised, promised me that you won't leave me no matter what, but it's just a broken &empty promise.
I'm just a nobody to you, why did you still bother about me?
It hurts, you know? you understand? No.
Didn't expect that the guy is really you.
I don't know is it to laugh, or to cry. Lol.
Is pushing you away a good way to forget you?
Cause it's so selfish of myself to keep you with me.
Sigh..
Forget it.
You won't probably see this.
So what's the point on writing?
I don't know..
I want you to know that I'm still here for you.

, Your love is a lie.

Hey peeps :D!
As I said, I'm going cube on those two days.
So I did, I went yesterday, with aiai &ting?
I went home straight after school, met ting at cube first.
Then aiai came, we play until 10 then they go home.
Yinhong came down as I told him to do so. LOL.
He actually going Bugis, but in the end never go alr, so I asked him to stay.
He play, I watch.
After Ting& Aiai went home, I pei-ed Yinhong go eat Long John.
Then, he cab me home, then blahblahblah.
Had a funfun time with him, thanks for your comfort, (: ! (althought he won't see.)
Then today, went cube with, ting?
Aiai can't make it today, so yea.
Gurl mama also there, she hug-ed me, o.o!
LOL, then we playplayplay.
I forced someone to come down, HAHHAHA. x:
So he did, but never talk to me. Tsk.
Quite a lot of people go.
Junhao say he got go, still behind me somemore, but we didn't notice each other. Lol.
OMGGGGGGGG.
I'm so in love with him. ;luv !
Okay, random, anyways, I saw someone that I don't wanna see. -.-!
After that went to Pizza Hut with ting, &we eat, talk about something.
She bought me a Piglet, so cuteeeeeeeeeee. :3 Hahs, thanks. ;mua!
Then we went back to cube, see see, then we go alr.
Went to st, boring can. Had a talk with Hweeling.
That Yiwen keep take my piglet say what sit high high. _l_ LOL
Then me, Kaikai, Gekteng, Damian played few rounds mahjong &I went home.
Cause, that ahting online alr, I'm going to pei her now.
But I came to post yi xia xia. Hehs.
Tmr got tk, siaaaaaaaaaaan.
Okay, byes (: !

, Boy, I want you back, pleaseeeeee..

Hi again peeps :D!
Yesterday went to Bugis to buy books.
I actually wanna buy, "Why men wants sex &Women wants love." or "How can I ever trust you again?", but I can't find this book. Tsk.
But then I scare I can't buy, later xiasuey, so I bought another book.
A new book, "Have a Little Faith."
It's by Mitch Albom which is a similiar book to "Tuesday with Morrie."
I had to buy a book, cause I told my mother that I'm buying a book.
Can't expect me to "two hands empty empty" go back home right.
Then pei-ed Lynn aka Nuer/Darling go buy things.
Went to the Paris Miki shop, some kind of spectacle shop.
Went in to ask how much is the colour-ed contact lens.
It cost me $42 to wear 10times, 8hours max. WOW.
After that went back home.
Today morning before going school, kanna tio gan. LOL.
He shout at me, didn't care much you see. (:!
Went school, kept talking to LiRu, it's like, so much to talk lah.
Cause hor, I 2days neh talk to her alr. Lol.
After school, went to Nuer/Darling's house, wait her bathe blahblahblah.
Then went to Sing Post to help Hsienyung kor get his SNSD, Girl's Generation thing.
He bought the DVD &posters, Lol.
After that went to Bugis, buy those contact lens. ;luv.
She teach me how to wear &take off, my eyes jitao red.
So coooooooooool, but then hor, SHE ASK ME CUT OFF MY NAILS. _l_!!
Walan, ):! After that we went to eat Pasta Mania.
Went back up again, to 77th street, &I pierce second ear hole.
It's damn paaaaaaaaaaaaain lah. ._.!
After that went to Bugis street to see clothes as Nuer/Darling want see.
Seriously, we just any how walk &concentrate on talking only. LOL.
Then took bus home, back to my ahmah house, bathe, then do homework.
Awhile later papa called, ask me go home with kor first.
So I went home, which I am now.
HE TODAY NEH TEXT ME, ):! What the fcuk lur. Sigh..
Okay, going off to audi soon, find conf with Aiai again. Lol.
Yesterday night conf was funfun, cause I talk to Weeyong, it's like, so fun lah.
Keep ask him go bang wall, then what fish tank, what oreo. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
Friday maybe going to cube with ting, mama, &aiai? MAAAAAAAAAAAYBE.
Sat think going also, with aiai of cause. :D!
Hope someone is not there on this two days, -praaaaaaaays-
&up there is just a random picture which it was took during 190309, last year. LOL.
Okay, off off, tatas :D!

, So much words, so little time. How I wish we're still together..

Hi peeps.
Yesterday went school but halfway went home, as I'm not feeling well.
Was lying on bed for the whole morning &afternoon.
I'm so tired, but I just can't sleep.
I'm always making myself to cry &sleep.
It's really like, what the fcuk lah.
Then Tyco called me, conf w/ ahting &him.
Ting ask me friday go cube, with --GURL-- aka Mama.
Don't know leh, maybe saturday going? ._.
We talk talk talk, halfway kup. Lol.
Didn't care much lah, just continue to read my storybook.
The, "Tuesdays with Morrie".
Hey, it's a nice book okay, a lot of meaning.
"Accept what you are able to do &what your are not able to do."
"Accept the past as past, without denying it or discarding it."
"Learn to forgive yourself &to forgive others."
"Don't assume that it's too late to get involved."
"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, &to let it come in. Let it come in, we think we don't deserve love, we think if we let it in we'll become too soft. 'Love is the only rational act.'"
(It's all quoted from the book.)
Anyway, today went school, but went home.
Went to my nuer/darling's house, we talk talk, then went mac to eat.
It's been 3days ever since I eat a full meal.
Was extremely tired.
Night 12+ sleep, 1+ woke up, sleep, 2+ woke up, sleep, 3+ woke up, until I very dulan, don't want sleep alr, until morning wake up went school. Lol.
I'm currently at my nuer/darling's house posting.
Actually is sleeping, but I can't sleep, so wake up to post awhile.
She's like, sleeping machiam a pig alr. x:
Hehs, don't tell her har. MUHAHHAHAHAH.
Anyway, maybe going out to buy some storybook.
Tonight going to tio gan alr. :D!
Done posting, tatas, (:!

,I guess uoyevoli is one of your trick &I stupidly fell in love w/you deeply.

Hi peeps.
Just feeling bored at home, so come &anyhow post something.
By the way, I went to see the movie, "Percy Jackson &The lighting thief."
It's nice, seriously, you should catch it. (:!
Percy is shuai bodoh. x:
&I went cube with aiai &her friend, Ivan yesterday.
We played 3hours, &cube it's like, nobody? ._.
I mean, as in all playing L4D one.
It's damn lag, shouldn't went there. Tsk.
Went to buy a present for aiai.
Pigu also gave me present, two soft toys &one flower that she fold herself.
So sweeeeeeet. :3
Today went to Takashimaya, walkwalk, then walk to PS.
Walkwalk awhile &tok bus back home.
Later going ahmah house, sian 1/2. ._.
Okay, off to audi alr, aiai miss me to much liao, keep ask me on. x:
Tatas :D!

, I'll be waiting.

Hi peeps.
Just feeling bored at home so anyhow find a picture to post.
This picture was snap during last year, at my grandma house, 060409.
I remeber that time we were "studying". LOL.
Something really bad happen on thursday.
Don't wanna mention it, but sigh..
I just wish &hope that someday, that day will come back. ):
Anyway, maybe going cube later with aiai &her friend? Lol.
Wanna go out &play &don't think about what happen, it really hurts me, but I'll wait.
&&&&&I'm back to audi. :D! ;love.
My skin is no longer orhjiao alr, I change back my original skin. (:!
&I bought too much cash alr. -.-
Lol, btw, thanks Lynn aka Nuer &Darling for pei-ing me &seeing me cry, so ugly. x:
Hahs, okay, going out soon, tatas (:

, Please come back.

Hi peepos,
I'm here again, :D!
First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR & VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE (:!
It's getting boring &boring each year. ._.
But one thing that's not boring &we children love to do is to collect ANG BAOS.
Heeeehs, today morning prepared &went grandma house.
Before that went to baibai my grandpa, &wish him HCNY.
To _____, please do not take me compare to you.
I know you're more good than me, but your attitude sucks ttc.
&you've no right to judge me. (:
Back to topic, yes, I keep walk here &there, see show, after that ahpek they all came. o.o
Talktalk, then they go alr, we went the Marina there, UK Fun Fair I think.
The sun is so BIG &it's freaking HOT.
Rush back home &rest, FINALLY.
Later going my grandma house again, but then today no steamboat eat. ):!
As today all become vegetarian. Lol.
Yesterday uncle gave me 200, o.o!
I'm so shock can, finally I have money to keep in my bank alr.
Cause it's like, so dead? Lol. ._.
Anyway, I came here to post &that's all, byes! :D

, So near; yet so far.

Today morning went to baibai my ahgong.
Then come back home.
I'm felt so confused, guilty, &sorry.
I don't know how am I going to face them again.
Was thinking &thinking, asking &asking, but I just can't get the answer I want.
Was really pissed off by them.
I'm such a useless person that even this I can't even get it done.
Please forgive.
I know it's weird to post this kind of thing now as it's New Year Eve.
But, yea. (:
Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE TO EVERYONE, :D!
Was here to post this only. LOL.
I saw Lynn's blog, &my eyes is watery now? ._.
As, I suddenly miss _____, (Lynn should know who).
I had a lot of things to say to ____, but just I don't know how to tell him.
I know I shouldn't but, I don't know what to do anymore.
____, had already forgotten everything but I still remember those memories.
I miss that.
Wonder how's ____ doing. \:
Okay lah, going my grandma house to eat steamboat already. ;make.
Anything text me, :D! Bye.

I can’t believe I’m standing here been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the queen to rein my heart.
You changed my life so patiently and turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams.
There are questions hard to answer, can’t you see...

Baby, tell me how can I tell you that I love you more than life?
Show me how can I show you that I’m blinded by your light.
When you touch me, I can touch you to find out the dream is true.
I love to be loved by you.

You’re looking kind of a scared right now; you’re waiting for the wedding vows.
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me, like sunbeams on a summer stream
And I got to close my eyes to protect me.
Can you take my hand and lead me from here please?
Yeah, yeah

Baby, tell me how can I tell you that I love you more than life?
Show me how can I show you that I’m blinded by your light.
When you touch me I can touch you to find out the dream is true.
I love to be loved - I need to be loved -
I love to be loved by you.

I know they’re going to say our love’s not strong enough to last forever.
And I know they’re going to say that we’ll give up because of stormy weather.
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven-sent,
We keep on going on and on ‘cause this is where we both belong.

Baby, tell me how can I tell you that I love you more than life?
(I always love you more than life)
Show me how can I show you that I’m blinded by your light.
(Show me how, yeah, yeah, and yeah)
When you touch me I can touch you to find out the dream is true
(Baby, when you touch me, don’t you know?)
I love to be loved - I need, yes I need to be loved -
I love to be loved by you.
Yes, I love to be loved by you.

, Please come back.

Hi peeps. ;duh. Monday, Mr Sim say want meet me 3.30pm at HOD room outside, I didn't go. x: Need do things you see. Tuesday, went to Lynn aka nuer's house. Then went NTUC buy things.

Then come my house, do things. Momo came also, yoreyore most happy alr. Cause they're in love. LOL. ;shy. We talk a lot a lot a lot of things, plus we laugh until we lie on the floor.

After that pei-ed her walked to her house, helped kor buy things, head back home. Wednesday, stupid AK, talk cock, don't want mention what happen. -.- Lynn pei-ed me wait for AK, then he say tmr. ._.

So again, went to Lynn's house. &we decide to go out. Wait her bathe, then go my house, wait me bathe, blahblahblah. Took bus to mrt&went Bugis. We went to eat Pasta Mania. Momo&yoreyore ke lian, see us eat. LOL.

Then we went up&take new print. We took 2times. Second time one nicer. ;eeks. After that took bus back home. Thursday, she didn't went school. I 2.10 end school, went her house, told her I wanna go out.

But I'm meeting my mother to buy shirt first. Met my mother, &she know everything. _l_ Then buy alr, took bus back home, text Lynn say she can come over alr, as my house here got direct bus to PS.

She came, awhile later then we go take bus alr. Got two 65 came, we board the one in front. &got this uncle, he keep make until me, is like, really irritating&er xin can. -.- Lynn should know what I'm saying.

We thought we took over shot, so we get off&see, still got 4 more stops then reach DG station. ._. But just wait awhile then 65 come alr, cause hor, the bus is the one behind the one we board at first.

Reached PS, went to eat XinWang HongKong Cafe. Expensive. We eat halfway, comething damn bad happen. -.- Don't wish to mention it also. Then we paid the bill&head towards the mrt.

Before that we went down cube inside see see got who. No ppl one, tsk. Then we went to take mrt, pei-ed Lynn go buy her dog's food, then walk halfway, I go back ahmah house, she go back home.

Reached ahmah house, he didn't say anything? It's like, huh? Ah, forget it. Then went NTUC buy drinks, etc. He say next day then come back buy. Went home, &kor lend from his friend the Wii for one night.

We both play like mad. Plus mama also got play. Funfun, play until 1+, sleep. Today Lynn spam called me. Don't know today wanna go school anot. So asked her if Jasmine aka my grand-daughter, got go anot.

She say have then I don't go alr lor. At least she got her pei. Like that I pahseh Liru, whurps. x: Maybe today stay home whole day? Not sure bah. New year&Valentine's coming. ;luv. Hehs, post until here lah, byes. :D

, Confused; not sure what to do.

Hi peeps. It's been 1week ever since I've post. I don't really remember what happen few days ago alr. Lol. Normal days lor, morning school, then go back ahmah house sleep. Tsk.

Oh, I kind of remember alr. Mon I went Bugis with Sophia&LiRu. I forgot there don't have mini toons, tsk. Then LiRu went back home first. Me&Sophia went Bugis street see see.

We both bought one top. After that took bus back to Aljunied, back to ahmah house. Tue, meet Aiai as she was at Tampines only. Pei-ed her go mac eat, then decide something for Valentine.

Wed, meet her at Hougang mall. Buy things, back to ahmah house. Thurs, skiped NE training with Codelia(forgot how spell), then went to meet Lynn&Aiai. They come my house do things, Yingshi came along. ._.

Until 9+, went to mac&buy drink, sit sit awhile, pei-ed Aiai go bus stop, &i walk back home. Fri after school went Sing post with LiRu, which she forced me to pei her go, &it's like so far.

Went there&take her idol, Hong-Gi, ring&landyard? LOL. Like graveyard. x: After that she went GG, I stayed at canteen help her sketch her A.N.JELL. Suddenly Michelle, Lisha, Lidan&Sophia came.

They eat, I continue to draw. Until 2.30 we went up to hall&sign in for badminton, we're late cause we should be there by 2.15. x: Then we play 10points, all keep say who vs who. E.g Glen(Sophia), Ron(Lisha), Jason(Me&Michelle).

LOL. Glen keep win, angry. We play until like a bunch of mad ppl, keep laugh laugh laugh, still can laugh until sit on the floor. LOL. Then Jin-ting&another Michelle join in&play. Blahblahblah.

Went home with Sophia. Reach ahmah house, bathe&sleep. Tireddie. Went behind with mama to buy things. Then on the way back, told mama about some problems in school, almost cried. -.-

Sat, whole day stayed home. Sketch sketch sketch, then do something, sketch again. Tiring. Went behind to buy things for Hsienyung kor, we eat&watch the 'Final Destination 3' together. Very erxin can.

Then today went eat with parents&Hsienyung kor. After that went Vivo, he buy a converse shoe, then actually want buy belt, but never buy alr. Went Bugis, walk one round&went home alr.

Sibeh dulan can. Never buy the belt then keep give that jb face. Somemore Bugis street so many people, can't expect me to stop&see clothes right, z. Went home, came to post yi xia.

Later maybe going amk buy, &mama say go back vivo buy that belt. Anything lor. Mon-Fri I also no time to buy alr, shedule full. Okay lah, nothing to post alr. I miss you laaaaaaaaah. Grr. Tatas (:

, Be mine&only mine always.

Hey peeps.
This is my blog.
I write whatever I want.
You've no right to judge me.
Continue to stay if you are happy.
Not happy? S-C-R-A-M. :D
Tyvm. :D

Vera / Jiayun. ♥
First cry on 02Jan'95.
I'm single.
Respect and treat me like how you want me to treat you. ^^
I'm a fan of SHINee, B2st, B1A4, BTOB.
Overall, I'm friendly and a little insane, feel free to add me in facebook/twitter @veramissyou.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it.
I just wanna put everything down and let go.

" She’s a little girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."

Name: Kim Jonghyun.
Nickname: Bling Bling Jonghyun.
DOB: April 8th, 1990.
Position: Lead Vocal.

DOB: June 6, 1991.
Nickname: Sonseuko, 16 D.
Name: Son Dong Woon.
Specialty: Piano and traditional chinese.

DOB: November 18, 1991.
Name: Jung Jinyoung.
Position: Leader, Vocalist.

Name: Shin Dong Geun.
Stage Name: Peniel.
Birthday: March 10, 1993.
Position: Vocalist, Dancer.

You end everything with "I'm sorry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable.
& now, there's nothing I could do to bring you back to me.

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