Saturday, March 27, 2010




Hi peeps :D!
I'm back from my grandma house yesterday night.
Today morning went grandma house, watch tv awhile then dozed off.
Woke up, go bathe, prepare, darling came to my grandma house, talk talk, make hair, head off to mrt.
Then went down to cube, to find PengSiong.
Starting we play 1 hour, actually wanna go Suntec one, but we don't feel like going so we add extra 2hours.
I play L4D 2 with PengSiong, I keep play &shout &laugh. LOL!
Darling beside me see me play, she say me crazy, she also laugh, cause I chua tio.
I JUMP UP YI XIA LEH, OMGOSH. LOL!
Saw ahting, domb, dote, xiaocute, LFORLIING, moka, &forgot already.
But!, all I remember is MOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. ;make.
He say he 5 or 6 reach, reach already he on com play.
It's like, HE DAMN CUTE LAH, keep make me laugh laugh laugh, somemore keep bully me. ;eeks.
Got this girl, Charlene, she so random.
Suddenly stand behind us &talk to us.
I asked her about something, she told me some part of her story.
When I heard that, I then realised that I'm so stupid to BELIEVE in him!
Omgosh, seriously, HND, I give up already, Lol.
7, went down to Novena with darling.
Met ~Lin, don't know who lai de, then went to see my grandma.
Keep see see see, buey song me just say lah, don't need judge me one right, &you've no right to do so. -.-!
When we're about to leave, talk to mother awhile.
She say something makes me &darling laugh like mad. LOL! x:
Then went back to take mrt back to cube.
Halfway darling almost fall down, she just grab me, I shock dao bodohzxc. ._.!
Cause she wearing high heels, cannot blame.
Went back cube awhile, then we go eat.
Ask mosa what time he going off, he say later.
So we went to eat first, then he called me, he say he at smoking area, awhile he jiu go home already.
I heard that I was like, zz, ask him stay longer he say he's uncle from msia come back, going fetch him.
I know he won't lie to me, cause of something.
Me &him yesterday night in audi had a secretive talk, &I found out something really sad.
Heart pain for him..
But, yea you know, he's someone who I can talk to easily. (:
Sigh, I miss him..
After eat finish then we went back cube, see see, &go take mrt back to Aljunied.
Darling walked back home, I took bus home.
Actually today meeting Jason, but, didn't manage to meet him. Oh well, (:
Reached home, father come back, KPKPKPKP again. -.-!
Grr, whatever lah.
Going off to audi awhile, then go sleep already.
Tired. ._. Byes :D!














, Everything's gone, you left nothing but a full bunch of lies &pains..


Sunday, March 21, 2010


Hihi. :D
Yesterday went cube with Ting.
Like, no people one.
Awhile later Trex, Gurl, Ehsiao came.
Blahblahblah, played 3hours.
After that head down to TTSH, then walk to RenCi Hospital.
To see my grandma of cause, saw 4th uncle there.
He say want eat, so we walked to TTSH the Kopitiam eat, packed for ahmah.
Walked back, saw 2nd uncle there.
Awhile later Xiao-gu & 3rd uncle came.
Talk talk, blahblahblah.
&I know something that really pissed me off, HND. _l_
8+, went back with 4th uncle back to grandma house first.
Mama, Hsienyung kor & papa stayed there awhile more as they reach not long only.
Reached grandma house, called darling.
Ask her out talk talk awhile, then walked back home.
Reached home audi, then went to sleep.
Today morning woke up, prepare, in audi awhile, saw pigu onlineeeeeeeeee. :D!
Stupid Junwei extra, -.- 17April maybe fam outing, bbq, not sure going a not. Tsk.
Anyway, went to take bus down to eat as usual.
Eat finished went to take bus again to cut hair.
&on the way, I realised something.
To my family, boarding the bus is much more important than me. ;duh!
Want know what happen? Ask me. (: !
Reached there, cut cut cut, then I suddenly feel like cutting short. ;eeks, but scare regret. Lol.
Cut finish, me &mama went to This Fashion to see clothes, in the end I bought one. x:
Took bus back home, which I just reached now, post post yi xia.
Cause after this post, I don't know how long later then I'll update again.
As I've mention on my previous post, I'll be staying over night at my grandma house for like, 1month?
So I've no com to use, no audi, no blog, no fb, no show. ;cry!
Win already, I'll be bored to death. ._.
Bo bian, cause of some problems I've to stay there until my grandma is back from hospital. ):
But heard that my uncle want apply internet, like that I stay at there how long also can. HAHAH. x:
&Feel free to text me if you want, if it's important, I'll reply, if not, yea you should know. (: !
Going to see her later, must must must must remember to bring my eeyore go, if not I can't sleep. Hehs, :3
Okay lah, I shall end here.
Going to pack pack &audi awhile, byes. :D
&the picture is just some random picture, casue I miss my darling too much, ;shy!














, Fake a smile.


Friday, March 19, 2010

Hey peeps.
I'll be semi-mia-ing now, as I feel abit better, but I don't feel anything going the way I wanted you see, sigh..
First of all, I wanna thank darling for pei-ing me this few days, laughter &sadness with you. Lol.
Machiam taking prize like that, ._.
Okay, I did mention that my ahchor just passed away, so yea, wednesday was the last day.
Tuesday darling &her mother, not me lah, her real mother, came to my ahchor's songka.
&something really qiao one is, my xiao-yi is darling mother's secondary school friend. OMG. LOL.
The world is so small.
They stayed there until 11+ then theygo home, actually wanna stay overnight with darling but can't. ):
Wednesday morning go had breakfast with mother, saw Bryan &Caleb.
Bryan crazy already, he saw me he just hug me. LOL.
Don't think so much, he's just like my little brother. (:
Then head to the songka &blahblahblah.
Darling came to pei me song my ahchor all the way. Tyvm. (:
After that we decided to go out.
Took cab back to my house, &realise something very stupid, I forgotten to bring my keys out. -.-!
We then took bus back to my grandma house, take key, cab back home again. Lol.
Bathe, prepare, &we went to Orchard to watch movie, what movie? Being human.
I know I know, yea, I've watched it again. Funny can, especially the Uncle Wong. LOL.
Watched finish, went to cube, darling met her couple there.
I was feeling very very very down that time, so I just told darling that I go home first, let she &her couple tmm.
Went to take 65 back home, forgot what I did already.
Thursay morning, went to grandma house, &something bad happen.
Grandma fall down, backbone crack or break I not sure, then sent to hospital.
I felt like crying, so asked darling to come down awhile.
Met her, sit at staircase awhile, cry cry abit, went to eat, then went to library.
See see look look for books, in the end we both lent one book.
Then went to meet mama at mrt &went back grandma house watch tv.
I stayed overnight at my grandma house, me &darling actually wanna sneak out one, but we two feel sleepy so never sneak out already. Lol.
Today morning woke up, blahblahblah.
Darling came over my grandma house, prepare already, we went bugis, she buy shoe, then go PS.
Went in cube see see, saw Trex, OMG. ;luv.
He today eat medicine, that time he damn quiet, today he very talkative sial. LOL.
Then went to Pizza Hut, $46, WOW, ex $5 more.
Got this bunch of boys beside us, keep talk talk talk, awhile later jiu diamdiam, then they say something make me &darling keep laugh.
When order, I say Hao-wa-win, instead of Hawaiian. LOL!
We both keep laugh laugh laugh like maaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
Eat finish, we went back cube see, no people one.
All fly to arcade, ting say something make me quite pissed off, z.
Then took mrt to Tanah Merah to meet mother, darling alight at Aljunied.
On the way, father call to kp me, what the fcuk. ._.
Meet my mother, she say go Novena, nahbei, then I go tanah merah for what? I was at Dhoby leh. -.-
So went down to Novena, father see me, kp kp kp, z.
Reached hospital, saw grandma, she look okay, I think.
Had a talk with her, brother is there too.
&ya, I won't be posting &audi for sometime, cause I've to live at my grandma house for a few days, or weeks due to some problems, ty.
Then awhile later took mrt back to Aljunied &went home with brother first.
Online audi, knn, something really makes me PISSED OFF LIKE NO TOMORROW. _l_!
Fcuker, liar, bastard, jerks, bytch, cc'bk, pbyaosiewk, *#^%&(#%^#&*(()&#*(&^*$&(@!
Say what give you time, still have feelings for me, think for you, those text affect you, PUI!
Knn, stop giving me false hope can anot fcuker.
You know how I feel anot, don't know right, cause you never had that feelings before!
Fcuk off lah bytch. _l_ zzzzz.
I feel like I'm just 3years old kid, being cheated by you again &again, zzz.
Ccb, you think very fun is it.
Care care care, care ge lan lah, only know how to pengwei.
Fcuk 21th lah, WHY DO I STILL HOPING THAT 21th WILL COME BACK!?
Rubbish!, NJY, why can't you just forget 21th!? C'b, 30th can forget, 21th cannot, what's wrong with me!?
Why do I still miss you so much, nahbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh lah.
I really feel like crying & banging the wall lah, zzzzzzz.
BYTCH BYTCH BYTCH BYTCH BYTCH!, FCUKER BYTCH!
I'll make you pay all this back, bytchyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!, _l_!!


Miracle.
Boy, meets girl you were in my dream, my world.
But I was blind, you cheated on me from behind.
So on my way I feel so all alone.
Though I know it's true I'm still in love with you.
I need a miracle, I wanna be your girl.
Give me a chance to see that you are made for me.
I need a miracle, please let me be your girl.
One day you'll see it can happen to me.
I need a miracle, I wanna be your girl.
Give me a chance to see that you are made for me.
I need a miracle, please let me be your girl.
One day you'll see it can happen to me.
Day & night, I'm always by your side.
Cause I know for sure my love is real, my feelings pure.
So take a try, no need to ask me why.
Cause I know it's true, I'm still in love with you.
I need a miracle, I wanna be your girl.
Give me a chance to see that you are made for me.
I need a miracle, please let me be your girl.
One day you'll see it can happen to me.
I need a miracle, I wanna be your girl.
Give me a chance to see that you are made for me.
I need a miracle, please let me be your girl.
One day you'll see it can happen to me, it can happen to me.







, BYTCH IS ALWAYS A BYTCH. -.-


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

To all.

Hey guys, sorry to say, I will be mia-ing from all of you.
There's really a lot of things happening, I'm really really really very tired..
Knowing something today, really breaks me.
I can't take it anymore.
I'll not be replying any text or answering any calls.
Don't ask me what happen, it's really a fcuking FCUK UP thing.
Mia how long, me myself also don't know how long, days? Weeks? Months? Years? Lol..
Maybe until March holidays over? Not sure.
I know no one will miss me, so who cares right? ;duh.
Just in case if you had something to ask me, &I never reply, later you angry or what, now this is fyi.
Yinhong, sorry for all this, you take good care of yourself.
I know you need me now, but I can't face anyone else for the time being.
I hope you understand me, &hope all of you understand me, &spare me thought.
In fact, no one understands me. ;duh..
Lynn aka darling/nuer, thanks for all the funs &laughter.
Was having a great time with you, but sorry, I can't have that with you for some time.
You also take good care of yourself, last long with Benny aka son-in-law.
Don't think of _____ already, what's past just let it be, at least you have been with him before.
Last but not least, Happy 9months anniversary with you.
Julia aka aiai, I've nothing much to say but take care of yourself.
Don't think too much, don't cry for guys like I cried for a Jerk until my eyes are swallon.
It's not worth, &crying it's not good for your eyes, it only makes your eyesight more poor.
I know, there'll be someone who really treats you &love you well okay.
Pearlyn aka pigu, i've nothing to say to you.
Just take care, &last long with your stead. 2months+ already isn't it, jiayous, (: ..
Weiting, thanks for always accompany me to cube.
Although you sometimes keep ps me, but, it's okay.
Can't conf with you &LFORLIING for some time, so, have fun conf-ing.
Don't keep say all those bo liao stuffs, &stop calling me E-TATA. ._. ..
Very funny right?
I can console people, but not to myself. Lol..
&YOU, last long.
I'm such a really stupid ttm person who believes your words again &again.
If you don't want it, you should tell me in the first place, don't keep give me false hope, it's irritating.
&it's not funny at all, I'll just go crazy.
Don't say &step one you really cared for me, your care is nothing, empty, understand?
You've hurt me really really really deep, it's triple pain from the previous time.
I've already clear some of the pains, but it all come back &even more now..
I don't know how am I going to cope it.
Fcuk life, fcuk love, fcuk everything.
&I'm not typing all this to get your care &pity me, I don't need okay.
It's my blog, I type &say what I want, you've no right to judge me, don't like it just fcuk off, or should I say, you shouldn't come to my blog in the very first place. (: ..
Although I really miss you.. but I know I can't have you anymore.
I hope miracle can appear on me..
Take good care of yourself guys. (: !..
64526486 ..





















, Love..


Monday, March 15, 2010

Today morning went to grandma house.
Sleep till 9+, Pigu called me, but didn't answer.
Continue sleep until 11+, mama called me, I tiao qi lai you know.
Then darling asked me whether I can go out anot, so anything, I went to bathe &she come my grandma house.
Then went mrt to meet her couple, OhyeahHarder.
Knn, he keep walk away, then keep msg msg msg, sibeh pekchek. -.-
Me &darling just tap in &head down to cube.
Reached cube, go in see see, no people one.
Only saw Xiaored &Skyheaven, stupid Trex dua me, say today got go, in the end never. ;eeks.
So played one hour &wait Yinhong to come down.
Stupid Junwei keep disiao me.
After that jiu blahblahblah, no mood to mention everything. -.-
I went down to the funeral, help help awhile then come back home.
Cc'b lah, kpkb kpkb kpkb kpkb kpkb, shout so loud gamlan.
Go out got wrong?
I also not everyday go out, z.
I also never did anything wrong, I also not go out play shirt or what.
I'm also a human leh, I need freedom also, he's my father &he doesn't understand me. -.-
He go out jiu can, I go out jiu cannot, what logic is this?
It's my holiday now, he know what's HOLIDAY anot.
I know I need to study, but this one week holiday at least let me go out play &relax abit right.
Knn, stay at home also nothing to do, keep stare at the four walls, I'll go crazy. -.-!
I'm already fcuking stress over a lot of things already, he didn't show some care yet he still scold me like no tomorrow.
I WANT TO CRY LAH CCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB.
There's no one in the world who understands me, WHY AM I BORN.
Why life is so miserable, why do humans have feelings, why why why.
YOU'RE SUCH A JERK &FOOLISH &KAMGONG PERSON, 654!
No matter how many billion times I tell you, you just don't care it. _l_!
Forget it forget it forget it, JUST FORGET IT NJY, zz!!













, STUPID.


Sunday, March 14, 2010


Hey peepos.
Yesterday whole night didn't managed to sleep again. ._.
Today morning woke up, went to see show, audi play club awhile, then ahting online, help her find couple.
In the end, she was conf-ing with LFORLIING & ~BARNEY~. Lol.
Then Hsienyung kor asked me whether wanna go out watch movie anot, so I anything lor.
We actually wanna watch two show at a time, "Being Human" & "Kidnapper".
He say he wanna watch the "Kaiji" also. Lol.
But in the end, we watched one movie only, "Being Human".
He booked ticket, we went down to Orchard, Cathey watch.
We was like, late for a few minutes, then in front a bit never see. ;eeks.
It's damn funny can.
Got one part is Mark thought Nono scold him vulgar, then Nono say, lalalalalalala~ bye. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
Watch until 5, went to don't know where, 313, a lot places to see the CD, SNSD, as my kor wants it.
Went in the shop, don't have the CD, Lol, but I saw BIG BANG's CD. OMG, G-Dragon. ;luv!
Walked to PS, go up see see, then saw BIG BANG's & G-Dragon's file. ;luv!
But didn't bought it, no money. ;cry!
After that went to eat, Long John. Lol.
Then he say want eat Ice monster, o.o! So we really went to eat Ice monster. LOL. ._.!
I was like, wanna vomit already.
Got this auntie, she repeat her words 3times leh. I tell my kor, we laugh like hell &he say next time talk to me must repeat 3times, &he really did that. LOL!
Eat finish went back to grandma house.
Lie down awhile, papa say go already.
Go to don't know whose funeral, mama is there, so we took bus down to there.
Reached already, I asked my mother, whose she?
Know what she told me? She's my ahchor, which is my mother's grandma.
I was like, what the fcuk?
From I was born till just now I don't know I stil have a ahchor.
Now I know, &she's gone from this world. Lol? ._.!
I don't get to know her well, really can bang wall die sua. -.-
I not easily get back the mood that had been spoiled for so long, now let me know this, the mood of yesterday come back again, z.. KNN LAH. _l_
Sit down awhile, then I come back home already.
Don't know what to do, audi? Sleep? Stone? Lol.
Feel like going cube, sigh..
I shall end here.











, KNN, FORGET IT.



, 10.53p.m.



Saturday, March 13, 2010




Hey peeps. (:
Yesterday night dozed off when texting, hehs.
Today morning ting text me ask me want go watch movie a not.
Told her no money, she say she treat me watch. Lol.
But I told her next time I meet her again then return her 7.
Wake up, bathe, prepare, head down to amk hub meet her at usual place, 77th street.
Then head down to Dhoby Ghaut, on the was telling her about ______.
Reach already, went in cube see see.
Saw ~ShortDaiMe~ aka mama, ~Resplendent, -XINKEN, -HUSKY-, -DOMBDOMB, babyMOKA, &still got a lot, lazy think &type out.
Then me &ting decided to play 1hour.
At counter, saw Junwei. -.-!
Nehneh lah him, keep poke, hit, say yo here&there, block my way. _l_!
Saw -Trex-, actually he's another one who ask me go down cube cause he want me to don't know support him semo dong dong dance one.
Played 1hour, went up to PS to buy ticket.
Actually watch 4.20, but the sit seperate one, so we watch 7pm.
In between, went back to cube to play 2hours.
Trex keep follow me, sit beside me, help me play. LOL.
LFORLING came, we three are mad. -.-!
We saw SH. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. HAHAHAHHAHAH. LOL.
Then we went to chicken rice shop to mammam, then LFORLING &Trex gtg already, so bye.
Then me &ting went up to cinema, buy porcorn &drinks, go in watch, Alice in Wonderland 3D.
Quite nice lah, there's some crazy &funny characters.
Before the show start, papa called me, z.
Keep scold scold scold, say what I 3days never go back grandma house already, I very li hai liao, blahblahblah, say when I reach home he will cane me whatever shit.
Cc'b, go out only mah, like that also cannot. -.-!
After the show went back to cube to see there still got who.
Saw -Pom-RakTer, then forgot still got who.
Anyway, then go back to aljunied.
Mean time, something happen, makes me damn pissed off, z!
Went to darling/nuer's house rest awhile, then go back home.
Later going to kanna get cane already, maybe. Aiya, whatever lah, canedieme BEST. -.-
I FEEL LIKE CRYING MAAAAAAN, THE FCUKING TEARS JUST DON'T WANNA COME OUT. KNN. _l_!
It's like, if you don't want me to go, why ask me in the first place? Lol. No link.
Whatever. (:!
Everything is just NOTHING. ;duh!
Okay, I'm off to audi awhile.
Bye.














, _l_


Friday, March 12, 2010




Hey peeps :D!
Back to post already.
Ah, kinda forgot what had happen this few days already.
But I remember that, Liru, Lina, Emily &me is crazy during maths lesson.
We keep laugh like HELL can.
Especially about Jingxi. LOL!
This few days I'm so guai, after school go back ahmah house sleep.
But today after school, met Yinhong awhile, then go back home bathe, went to daaaaaaaaaarling's house.
Yinhong need go work, so yea.
Darling brought new com, means she's back to audi :D!
We decided to go out, but no place go, since she's back to audi, so we went grandlink play 2hours.
When I went in to the counter, I thought is a auntie or uncle, I almost called out, but then I hold back, cause it's a guy there. -.-
Blahblahblah.
Yinhong after work come down to find me.
Went to buy things for my kor to mammam as he ask me to do so.
So we went to buy then met Yinhong at the library entrance.
On the way, was talking with darling about Jason, Andy, a lot of people.
Fyi, the Jason I just mention is not JACD.
After that send darling home, &she's home safe. (:
Thanks daaaaaaaaarling for the day, have lots of laughter with you, whenever we go out. <3!
Yinhong then pei-ed me walk home, thaaaaaaaaaaaanks.
Reached home, was texting with him until 2+, &he dozed off first, noooooob. x:
Suddenly JACD text me..
Sigh, anyway, later got cross country, &I'm not sleeping. LOL.










To JACD.
Boy, looking at the text you sent me, I'm really touched by you.
After 22days without you, I finally know why did you do that to me.
I cried over you, again & again.
But now I won't anymore, cause I know you still love me.
You were crying, don't cry, there's nothing to cry about.
It's all over, accept the past as the past.
Even if it goes back, everything won't be exactly the same as usual.
&you said we're impossible, yea, it's true.
Thanks for sparing a thought for me.
Everything came too sudden, I can't get back to you now.
Like I said, I can't afford anymore break-ups, wish you can understand me.
But hey, it's not the end of us.
We're still friends isn't it?
We can still sit down, laugh &crap together.
Maybe to me, I prefer audi life, maybe it suits me better.
You're really a foolish guy.
Although this things happen, but, I'm always still here for you whenever you need me.
Either a listening ear or shoulder to cry on, I'm okay with it, just give me a text/call. (:
I know you won't see this but, just fyi.
(: ..











, &No one's perfect.
Edited.
Back to post.
Didn't slept for the whole night, morning just prepare &met LiNa at bus stop.
Went down to bedok there, had our cross country.
Stupid Archer house, over take our Means house winner. ;wild
After cross country went back home with Lina.
Reach home bathe, then on show watch awhile, then meet Yinhong.
Something in between happen, didn't wanna mention it. (:
After that met daaaaarling/nuer at her house, then walk to mrt took mrt down to paya lebar.
Yinhong went to Bugis to play arcade, Lol. Crazy freak. x:
Went to eat Long John, &we saw this bunch of boys, LOL, make us laugh like mad.
Then walk to grandlink, play 2hours.
Yinhong came down to find me, then send darling home first, then Yinhong pei-ed me go home.
So we slackslack awhile, Jasmine aka grand-daughter, called me.
Then had a talk with her, I don't know how to help her but, best way is to let it go.
I know she won't see this but I hope she makes the right decision.
A lot of things happen just in a sudden, sigh..
Anyway, going off to audi to pei my that daaaaaaaaarling/nuer soon.
Byes. (:
To QYH.
Bi, I'm sorry, seriously.
But please, please believe that what I say to you are true, it all came from bottom of my heart.
I know you're losing faith in me, but still, believe that i still love you.
I've told you everything, cause you said that if there's anything happen, just tell you, even though if it's wrong.
I did, I did listen &do what you told me to do so.
If I know this problems is going to bring as apart, I'll never tell you.
I felt, felt that you're so hot &cold to me now.
I want the QYH I used to know, treat me like he used to treat me.
Please stay close to me, CLOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I don't wanna lose anyone anymore, especially you..
You're mine, now &always isn't it?
I'm so scare now..
I'm so into you when I saw the text you've sent me.
It's like, damn sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet can.
You said you won't cheat on me, won't leave me so easily, treat me good, love &care me wholeheartly.
I take your words really seriously, please don't take my trust for granted.
I'll put my trust in you, truely.
I need you a lot..
Sigh..
, Be my last romance..


Saturday, March 6, 2010

Hey peeps, (:
Was texting with Yinhong till 4+ then I dozed off.
Today mama sot alr, early in the morning 8+ wake me up, say go do ic. ._.!
I mean, go there ask ask if can do anot, cause haven't receive letter.
Head down to Lavender, then ask, in the end can do.
So I've done it, &next month I'll be collecting it, I think.
Maybe going to work, like that no time to go down to cube already.
After that went home, bathe, prepare already, ahting say meet her at amk &go down to cube together. Lol.
So I did, went down to amk, meet her, go down cube.
Si aiai, say hao 2.30, she 3+ then reach cube, ji cute yi xia xia lor. ;eeks!
Saw Shawn, Xinkai, Hao, Junwei, Domb, Skyheaven, Dote, xiaospade, others I forgot already. Lol.
So we play 2hours, I play 1hour+, 30mins give skyheaven play.
Went down to Aljunied, waited for Jason at mrt for 40mins, sitting there like an idiot. -.-!
Met him, then blahblahblah, &I'm feeling so hot, -.-! Like got fever.
He say he pei me go see doctor, he pay, I don't want.
He force me, but I still don't want, then I went down to Bedok.
Go down meet Yinhong, went to his working place, lan shop.
He login his acc &let me use, &I'm using it for FREE. LOL! :3
But kinda boring lah, ownself sit there play. Tsk.
Then he send me home.
Took 66 back to my house, then slack slack awhile, talk about a lot of things.
I almost cried, -.- Thanks Yinhong for your comfort &sending me home. (: !
Although I know he won't see this, HAHAHAHAH.
Feel like sleeping alr, nights. :D!














, Don't leave me..


Friday, March 5, 2010

Hey peepos, I'm back to post. (:
Anyway, a lot things happen, which I don't really wish to mention it.
Those whom I've told about what had happen, please keep your promise as you promised me that you won't say a single word of it out.
Thanks. (:!
Anyway, few days ago things, I'm not gonna say.
Today went school, had recess with nuer/darling.
Thanks Liru for finding G-Dragon's picture for me. (:! (although she won't see this.)
After school went back home, saw Bryan, Andrew, Johanna they all at staircase when I'm walking down.
Si Bryan, keep nagnagnag at my ear, ask me lend him $2, like beggar sial. ._.!
So I lent him, &just nice my bus came. :D!
&that Bryan, anyhow pinch my face. _l_!
Went home, &a lot a lot a lot things happen.
I cried &cried &cried &cried, when I saw what Yinhong wrote, I cried more jialat. -.-
I'm sorry, that's all I can say.
I didn't really wanna do this but I've no choice, it's complicated..
Anyway, tag-ed my aiai awhile &went to Nuer/Darling's house.
I reached her house she tell me that she want wear high heels. ;eeks!
So went back my house, changed, &went to take mrt to Orchard.
Reach Ion, she say she want eat Pizza.
So we went all the way back to Plaza Sing, went to Pizza Hut.
Total 41.50, what the fxck. _l_!
It's damn expensive can.
Then went to cube inside see see still got who.
Actually no one alr lah, so late alr. LOL.
But I saw Pom, Xinkai, Sehseh, Gonggong, &forgot alr.
After that went to take mrt back to Aljunied.
Nuer/Darling's mama at there wait for her, so yea, I went back home myself.
Stupid Yinhong, ask him pei me go home he need do things. ;eeks!
He will never ever saw this. MUHAHAHAHAHAH. :3
Tommorrow should I go cube? \:
Still need meet Jason. -.-
Sigh..
I'm kinda lazy to post up photos, sorry.
Going audi.
Byes, (: ..












, I'm sorry, just forget it..


Tuesday, March 2, 2010




Monday nothing much happen lah.
After school went Emily's home play audi.
Then went back school for the oral enrichment thing.
On the way was on phone with Yinhong.
&I found out a very SHOCK & WTF thing, -.-!
Okay, &the oral thing is realling boring. ._.
Today went school, I 7am then wake up, wtf.
Heng never late for school, HAHAHAHA. :3
Was so tired during SS, si Liru keep wake me up. Tsk.
I'm so shooooooooock today morning, didn't expect that will happen. Heeeeehs.
Happydie. x:
Today no maths class, bio class people all going the Body World see see.
I'm one of them of cause. :D!
Went there, walk with Lynn aka Nuer/Darling, Angie, Qicong &Gran.
It's damn er xin can, it's all real peepos. ._.!
Scary, actually cannot take photo one, I secretly snaped one. HAHAHAH. x:!
Then blahblahblah, reached school, 7.25pm.
Walk to Singapore post had LJS.
Then took bus back home.
Si bi, keep ask me on audi. Tsk.
So reached home, bathe, here to post, &going off to audi alr.
If not someeeeeeeeeeeone is going to nag at me, shhhhhhhhhh. x:
Byes, :D!












, 02March'10, TKJ's.




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I write whatever I want.
You've no right to judge me.
Continue to stay if you are happy.
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Vera / Jiayun. ♥
First cry on 02Jan'95.
I'm single.
Respect and treat me like how you want me to treat you. ^^
I'm a fan of SHINee, B2st, B1A4, BTOB.
Overall, I'm friendly and a little insane, feel free to add me in facebook/twitter @veramissyou.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it.
I just wanna put everything down and let go.

" She’s a little girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."




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Name: Kim Jonghyun.
Nickname: Bling Bling Jonghyun.
DOB: April 8th, 1990.
Position: Lead Vocal.




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DOB: June 6, 1991.
Nickname: Sonseuko, 16 D.
Name: Son Dong Woon.
Specialty: Piano and traditional chinese.




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DOB: November 18, 1991.
Name: Jung Jinyoung.
Position: Leader, Vocalist.




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Name: Shin Dong Geun.
Stage Name: Peniel.
Birthday: March 10, 1993.
Position: Vocalist, Dancer.



You end everything with "I'm sorry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable.
& now, there's nothing I could do to bring you back to me.


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