Saturday were at home whole day.

At night went grandma house awhile.

Mother called, say my father will be back home late as he go drink.

I want bang wall when I heard that.

If early tell me then I go out with darling liao. ._.

Walked home myself, walked halfway saw baby.

She pei-ed me go buy bbt &I sent her home before I continue to walk home.

Reached home continue watching SHINee's Hello Baby.

&yeps, I've finished watching.

After watching went to bedroom &on tv.

I was watching tv while waiting for my that silly dear off work.

I almost dozed off. x:

Finally he off work &he slept at around 4plus.

I'm feeling kinda unwell, like having fever, thanks to my brother, he pass to me one. ._.

Whole house not even one thermometer.

Slept &woke up at 9, 5hours of sleep, &I couldn't get back on.

So I woke up &used com, prepare &out to have lunch with parents as usual.

After eating, mother ask me where got sell clothes as she's going for a wedding dinner tonight.

I say I don't know, amk seems very far, &she gave me attitude.

Pissed off. -.-
Called darling to ask if she know where, &she said City Plaza.
Took mrt down to paya lebar, &she say she don't want already, cause weather very hot.

I told her don't regret, so we took bus back home.

Feeling so dizzy now. /: ..

Stupid father, ask me go for the wedding dinner.

Nahbeh lah, I don't want go. -.-!

Tomorrow don't feel like going to school. Tsk.

&my dear is so sweet nah, heeeeeeehs. :B

Shall go bathe. -.-

I used to be nice, soft and tender but if I keep going crazy like this,

You'll change me into something really bad.

I have put a spell again on a puppet that looks like you.

I beg you to break up with her, break up with her.

Every nigh I'll be with you.
Do you love her?

Do you love her?

Everday I dream of you.

Do you love me?

Do you love me?

Bring, bring, I want to hold you in my arms.

I will do anything and even more.

Bling, bling, you are my fantasy.

I'll put everything on stake to have you.

I need to stop thinking about you because I can't take it anymore.

In the name of God, why do I worry about you.

You're stuck in my heart!

I've put a spell again on the torn picture of us.

I beg you drop her, drop her.

Every night I'll be with you.

Do you love her?

Do you love her?

Everyday in my dreams.

Do you love me?

Do you love me?

Bring, bring, I want to hold you in my arms.

I'll do anything and even more.

Bling, bling, you are my fantasy, yeah.

I'll put everything on stake to have you.

I'm in the Voodoo Island.

I do it for the sake for my plan to have you back.

Almost everyday you make me cry, my last step towards you, yeah yeah.

She holds your arm and kisses your lips.

And I hate it that you are in her imagination.

In this spell I have the desire to hold you.

Lalalalala, lalalala, lalalalalalala, lalalalala.

Lalalalala, lalalala, abracadabra execute it all.

Let's go.

Uh-uhuhuh, ha-hahaha!

Yeah, I'll cast a spell again.

I'm like a supervisor.

I control you, I am the emperor, you can't get away from me, from me.

Bring, bring, I want to hold you in my arms.

I'll do anything and even more.

Bling, bling, you are my fantasy, yeah.

I'll put everything on skate to have you.

I used to be nice, soft and tender but if I keep going crazy like this,

You'll change me into something bad.

I pretend to be cool, what a surprise.

Pretending to leave and meet someone, yeah.

, Pissed off.

Heyoz. :D

Last post says that I'm at my darling's house.

Yea, after awhile I went back my grandma house bathe &went down to wait for the van.

Reached tk, like no people.

Stupid Yiwen didn't go, no one laugh with me.

Ended, kanna suan, cc'b. -.-

Darling thought I sleeping, so didn't had dinner with her.

Went back grandma house, bathed &sleep.

Morning woke up, went school.

Whole day at school was just take script &do correction.

LiRu started working on thurdays at KFC.
I told her me &darling will go down find her, but I was just joking.

She took it real &she texted me to ask why I didn't go down. LOL.

That night I slept I dreamt of LiRu, Cordelia, Kyrene, darling, &Kris?

Fyi, Kris suddenly become my new dear, so weird. ._.

Today went school, first 4 periods before recess our class is damn free.

Teacher all go outing with Sec 2s, only relief teacher.

After school accompany darling go home put her sketch book &she came over my grandma house &we were watching "Just Follow Law".

Funny, "Good, ho. Goodder, jing ho. Gooddest, sibeh ho." HHAHAHA. :P

Today is suppose to go for don't know what Navy thing, but I skipped.

Leah say need serve detention the next day I go school. Siaopeh one. -.-

Didn't cared, me &darling went to sleep awhile.

1 hour later darling woke me up, I was like, half awake only.

Darling talk to me, I stone few seconds later then reply. Lol.
She say her mother wants her to go home early as later she's bring her to see iphone.

She say she maybe buying, so good right.

We went to have lunch first, sent her home &back to grandma house watch tv.

Watch until 7plus came back home.

Aww, my eye just twitched. /:

Shall continue to see SHINee's Hello Baby, tatas. :P

, Man man ha ni - U-Kiss.

Back to post.

Sunday night was watching tv until don't know what time, &slept.

Monday whole day rot at my grandma house.
At evening, Geoffrey called me to ask if I'm free to help him.

Ask him what, he called me &say if I can go down to TTSH to help him take care things.

I ask him to ask his friends he say ask already, no one can.

Yea, another one, got problem then find me, no problem just leave me like nobody's business.

Called my father to ask if he allow me to go anot, he never say anything just kup my phone. -.-

Changed &took mrt down to Novena &to TTSH to find him in Starbucks.

Reached, &know what he say? He's done with his homework.

Like that I go down for what? ._.

Stayed with him until 9pm as the Starbucks closed at 9pm.

Borrow his laptop to use awhile, 9pm he's going up to see his mother.

He asked me to register &go up to see his mother, nah, I can't, need rush home.

Hugged &off I go back to my grandma house.

Reached &my father haven't come back, no wonder my phone so quiet.

He 10pm came back, go out again, 11pm come back. o.o

Never cared, just went to sleep.

Tuedays, went school, had chapel.

Ahhaha, the ang mo so funny, me &darling laugh like madtard.

Ended &went back class to see results.

First, see chinese, of cause, I passed.

Next is maths, once I see my paper 1, 36/50, wa, damn worried.

But heng, paper 2 got 20/50, so total 56/100, passed.

LiRu so ke lian, she got 49/100, 1 mark then can pass already.

I keep look through her paper to see if there's anything can help her get the 1 mark.

Stupid teacher, keep say no mark no mark, pekchek.

She looked down already, recess time she cried, aww.. \:

Then see english, paper 1 compo passed, report writing failed by one mark.

Paper 2, it's upon 80, the paper write 39.5, I went to count, they less give me 2 mark.

So actual I got 41.5/80, passed.

Afther english is Geography, want to know how pathetic I've scored?

LOL, 9/100. :D!

I've really no interest in Geo, some more need memorize a lot of stuffs, I can't.

The teacher siaopeh one, keep switch on &off the air-con, damn warm. -.-

Next result is Bio, got 27.5/50, chemistry 25/50.

Means my combined science passed.

After school slacked with darling until 4plus &went back grandma house sleep awhile.

Woke up, watched tv until 10pm &went to bed.

I lied on bed from 10pm till 12plus, keep turn here &there, I couldn't sleep at all.

Until today morning go school, blahblahblah.

Had PE, played basketball, damn funny.

After recess is POA, freak it maaaaaaaanz, I got 48/100, 2 more marks only. ._.!!

Teacher less give me 0.5 mark.

Why all teacher keep give me less mark one. Grr.

Just now went to have lunch &went to library with darling &baby.

Was looking at the table that was vandelise until no place to write already.

Was discussing to find job.

Then baby went 108 to meet her friends, me &darling went to buy food for her dog.

Walked pass mac &Roy was there, he keep look at us for don't know what reason.

Went to buy &walked back, JunXian called darling where's baby, she didn't gaklan him.

Then walked halfway he called me &ask the same thing.

Me &darling look at each other, like how come the guy know my name. o.o!

We both didn't cared him, we just walked away, pretending nothing had happen.

Now at her house, using com awhile, going back grandma house soon.

Later still got tk, sian 1/2.

I want go outtttttttttt.
Shall ask darling, ;hoho.

Ending here. (:

, SHINee aka KimJongHyun, Love.

Back to post as I said today I'll be going out with darling.

Yesterday stayed at darling's house until 7plus, meet mama awhile &went home.

Was on the phone with Geoffrey, feel sad for him, cause something happen to his mum. Aww..

Reached home &use com.

Currently watching SHINee's Hello Baby. :D!!

The child is 4years old, ohmy, cutedie!, damn funny.

Before watching that, something happen.

Father called me around 20times, I 1 call also never answer.

When he came home, he just shout at me to go out of the room, &he slapped me 6 continuous times, pathetic yea. (:

I was standing at the door, blocking the door from closing.

My brother was watching his show, guess what he do?

When my mother walked in, he said to my mother, "Eh, can ask her go out a bit anot."

When my father shout at me, he "TSKKKKKKKKK!".

Like whatthefcuk lah, he's show is important than me.

My father shout at me say, "I CALL SO MANY TIME YOU ONE CALL ALSO NEVER ANSWER!".

Yea, I didn't answer.

But if I answered &told him the truth, will he believe me?

Everyone's the same, no one, no one believed me, no one trust me, I'm just a nobody.

So what's the point for me to answer the phone?

Get scolded for nothing while I didn't did anything wrong?

What is the fcuking problem with all of you?

Is there a time you all spare me a short period of time to let me explain anot?

No right, then still talk smlj.
STFU &just fcuk off lah, I'm not your subtitude okay.

Keep give me false hope for what, don't want just straight say don't want.

Stop hitting around the bush, get to the point.

He's also another one, quarrel with his girlf then come find me.

Say what he suggested to break with his girlf, in the end? Never break.

Cc'b, you think I is what? Your toy is it.

Quarrel with your girlf or whatever then come find me, don't have then even one sight of you also don't have &leave me alone like nobody's business.

Harlah harlah, my wrong lah hor. Fcuk life. -.-!

After that incident went to watch show.

Suddenly Geoffrey called again, he's crying, aww, hush..

Anyway, thanks darling for listening to me &cry. (:

Went sleep after that &today woke up, prepare &head down to Bugis.

Met darling &she went to re-draw money.

&where we went? I kinda forgot. Ahha. x:

I remember we went iluma to take our necklance, yea, it's nice.

Went Bugis street walk walk, we keep laugh.

AHHHHHHHHHAAAA, DARLING MEI YOU DONG. LOL!! x: !

Pei-ed darling buy things, meet her aiai &head back Aljunied.

Reached &we saw this man mouth open &watching people playing soccer.

Darling tell me to go there &tap him say there's a fly nearby, becareful.

I told her, "Then say, eh? The fly leh? I thought I saw it just now. -the guy cough- &YIIIIIII~"

LOL!, you don't get it nevermind, darling know what I saying can already. HAHHAHA.

Then darling say playing soccer is boring, so many people chasing "Yi Li Chiu". LOLLLLLLL.

While walking at the path, darling ask me if I still remember.

I thought she saying about the turban thing, actually she is saying if I still remember that time Junwei &Desmond ran &hugged us from behind.

Yea, of cause I remember.

That time Junwei wear hairband &Desmond side-burn like one got hair one botak one. LOL!

&we sat at the mrt station pole there, I was sick that time.

Me &darling was wearing "Love Hate" shirt, took the same transparent bag.

Junwei &Desmond helped us to carry, so sweet right.

They both keep so called quarrel one, never failed to make me &darling laugh like madtard. (: !
Aww, I miss those days when we four always go out together..

But I don't think that'll come back. \:

I still remember that time at Toysrus, darling remember anot!? ): !

Sigh..

Send darling home &walked back home to take my father's clothes to my grandma house.

Reached &those pbyaosiewkia use those eyes to look at me. -.-

Didn't cared, went to watched tv.

Then blahblahblah, bus-ed home &came to post.

Who really understands how I feel now? I doubt none.

Shall talk to eeyore now.. \:

, Pain that no one would ever know.

I realised I didn't post for days, like always, it's dead. (:

Tuesday, wednesday &thursday exam.

It's like, all cui liao. ._.

Wednesday only got one paper, bio.

End &went to have lunch or breakfast with darling.

Tuesday night was the last night she came over my grandma house to study.

We were like, crazy before she went home.

Cause we drank "whiskey", -inside joke-. LOL.

My father sleeping, I asked her to go home herself &she's okay with it.

I slowly &quietly open the door, I keep turn back to see if my father got open eyes anot.

After darling went out &I'm closing the door, nahbeh, I turned &saw my father open his eyes.

I jump up &pretended to watch tv while closing the door. LOL.

Darling reached home &she texted me to say that she's home.

She told me a moth fly &piak her face. HHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

The moth always fly to her, cannot blame, moth love her too much. :P

Wednesday afternoon darling pei-ed me go back home as I wanna take things.

But then she went home after awhile.
I let her see my childhood photos, she keep laugh like mad woman.

I from next room also can hear she laughing, kua zhang.

Do things &went down to her house, awhile later I went back grandma house sleep.

Studied POA &went back sleep again.

Morning woke up late, &my that mother, she forgotten to bring my school shoe over!

Nehneh, I fly to darling's house to borrow her shoe.

&it's like, her leg size is bigger than mine by 2 number, o.o.

Aiya, hack care, just go school take one exam only, the shoe machiam will fly out at anytime.

POA paper 2 cui liao, 26marks like that fly, grats me fail. ;duh.

Ended &went geylang there, don't think wrong please, with Lina, LiRu &Emily.

Lina wanna take things, I from there walked to darling's house.

My sweat, waaaaaa, one bucket liao.

Reached &watched her draw her prep work.

It's nice, you never see you won't believe is she draw one.

See awhile &I went back home as my brother told me to wait my cousin don't know take what come.
My brother say she 1plus come, nahbeh, I waited until 5plus. -.-

I kanna scolded you know.

First issue, grandma say I morning 6 go school help them open door is it.

I 6plus wake up, 7.05 then go school leh, 7.25 assembly.

I 6.30 open door cause I wanna take clothes which my mother had brought it for me.

Tell her &she don't believe me.

Next issue, I went school to take my exam &it ended at 9.30.

My father called at 9.17, 2times.

I called back after I ended.

I told him I was having exam just now.

&my father use those angry attitude talk to me.

&he don't believe me.

Afternoon I was at home &taking a nap, didn't heard my phone rang.

My father called 5times.

I woke up &called back using house phone.

He ask why am I at home, why yesterday went home.

I told him, I yesterday went home to take things, why can't I go home? I now at home cause my brother asked me to do so.

&know what fcuking nonscence he gave me?

"You bring guys back home think I don't know is it."

Cc'b, he which eyes saw me bring guys back home.

Don't belive me, I give him evidence, he can call my darling or my brother to ask one.

&know what he do? Change topic. -.-

Pbyaosiew, don't believe still ask for what truth.
No matter I lying or tell the truth, he'll take every words I say is lying.

Other people jiu believe until cannot believe.

Please lah, I never do anything wrong he kpkb so much for what.

Mind his own business jiu hao liao lah, why must gaklan me. -.-

Reached grandma house, told my mother what happen, bathed &went to have dinner with darling, don't feel like eating at home.

While I was outside, my father came home &my mother scolded him. Lol.
When I went back he didn't scold me, he just use those going to pop out eyes look at me.
Didn't cared &just walked in room to watch tv.

Couldn't sleep last night, \: ..

Morning woke up bathed &went traffic to wait for darling as she today got art exam.

Met &went to have lunch, eat finished went her house.

I use com, she went to sleep.

I nothing do, went to search for blogskin.

I searched for hours &I couldn't find one nice blogskin. ._.

Shall look for it again if I have the time &mood.

Later maybe going home, not going back my grandma house already.

Exams over &holiday is coming, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Tomorrow maybe going out with darling. (:

Recommand you all a song, Super Junior - Bonamana.

At first listen it's kinda weird, but listen long I find it quite nice. Hehs.

I didn't know he's such a bastard &liar.

I'll see how long can he be hiding.

Dare do don't dare admit, such a coward, no balls. HAHHAHA. (: !

How old already, still play this kind of things, childish, xdd jiu shi xdd.

Grow up please.

You ownself know what you've done, don't need to deny.

One lie, you'll need to cover it with millions of lies.

Listen to the truth now is better than hearing a millions of lies.

Please get this straight, we're not fools, somethings is easy to find out, don't treat us as we're fools &don't know anything.
I don't know if the person will see this anot. I doubt so.

But if you feel guilty after reading this, then please stop your doings, tyvm.

Ending here. (:

, Sick of crying, tired of trying. Yea, I'm smiling but inside I'm dying.

Hi.

Yesterday night went ahpeh house sit sit awhile then go back my grandma house.

Study study study.

My phone keep never ring, thought darling never reply me.

Went to check, is my inbox full. Lol.

&Ian called me to ask me something,

I answered &I was like, o.o.., who you. LOL.

He told me he become gay. HHAHAHAH. x:

Texted with him &thought of our past, how we know each other, how we get together, when stead, when broke, blahblahblah, a lot rubbish.

Aww, I miss his hug, \: ..

&miss him calling me baby/wifey..

But he got girlf already so, ya, I still miss &love that idiot only.

Although he still, the same?..

Sigh..

Today went school have exams.

Geo &POA, all cuiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

After that came my darling's house use com awhile.

&she told me she went my facebook &saw my childhood pictures.

She say she saw she keep laugh laugh laugh.

&we both went crazy. HHAAHHAHHAHAHA.

Find it quite cute &decided to post it up. :P

Going Bugis now with darling~

Shall update soon. :D

Heyoz. (:
Continuing from my last post.

Yea, darling came over to my grandma house &we studyed.

Went to bathe &I was inside long I know.

Stupid, I inside very long so what, you all huanlo so much zuomo.

You want use the toilet, house also not only got one toilet, can use other one right.

No need to give those nasty comments, no life.

Keep it to yourself, &keep your mouth shut, you never say anything people won't take you as a ya ba one.

Please think of yourself before you comment on people alright.

You think you very duapai is it?

If so, think twice, nono, think thrice okay.

Sorry to say all this, no offence.

I study until halfway I "seduce" darling again, HAHAHHAHAH, fun fun. :3

Lied on her leg &felt like sleeping, but in the we both started to cry.

Cry finished &mother came home, first thing is to scold me.

She morning asked me to put the newspaper on the table in order for other people to read.

I didn't, okay, I admit it's my wrong.

But hey, today newspaper not only today can read right.

Tomorrow also can read isn't it?

Then why scold me?

Can't she see that I'm already in no mood &tired?
What's her fcuking problem? -.-

Sent darling home after that.

Went back grandma house, &I told him again, I want him back..

&ya, I cried, cry &cry & cry, I couldn't sleep at all, even though I cried much much much.

Morning went school, SS cui, E math paper 2 also cui.

I'm totally blank when I do the paper, like, all answer wrong like that.

3 questions marks just like that flew off. ._.

After exam darling &baby went don't know where &I went back grandma house prepare.

&something happen, I broke into tears..

Darling &baby came to my grandma house block downstairs &see me cry.

They did comfort me, yea, thanks darling &baby. (: ..

Jueyun, Huiping, Yingshi, Jingxi they all is just a distance away from us.

But there's a wall blocking, so they didn't know that I'm there.

Talked &crap as usual, awhile later van came, hugged baby &darling &I went off.

Went in van &know what comments they gave me?

"Lesbians ah?"

Nahbeh, girl hug jiu shi lesbian meh?

In your whole life never see same sex people hug each other one ah?

Me &brother hug then we're couple liao lah?

Suaku, never see girls hug each other before is it?

If don't have, then I feel sorry for you.

Cause you've no life.

&what's wrong taking two phones?

You suaku again? Never see people take two phones before?

I want use one or two phone you huanlo so much?

So what if you changed your phone to iphone?

Show off har?

Want me to jealous you got rich &got iphone?

I know, now is no money no talk mah.

So what if you wu lui? There's something you can't get no matter how rich you are.

Take so good phone for what?

Wait &seduce robbers to come? Lol.

What generation already, please get some life lah hor okay. -.-

Went tk, boringdie.

Si Yiwen bluff me, say what no people go, so many people lorrrrrrrrrr. Tsk.

Had laughter with her.

Stupid, MingFu got go. -.-

Blahblahblah, end already went back grandma house, bathed &watch tv.

Talked to yoreyore &cried, didn't dared to sleep as I'm waiting for his text..

But I'm so tired &shag.

It's not those not enough sleep kind of tired, is those, aiya, I don't know how to describe.

I'm out of strength to do anything, I just need a shoulder to rest on..

Baby actually say today morning go have breakfast together, but she didn't text me so sua.

Slept until 12plus today.

Watched tv until 4plus, went bathe &went darling's house to meet her first.

Meet already, went to help my grandma buy things.

Went mac &saw Kianpoh, ShiAn, Ryan, &a malay guy.

Siaopeh one them, keep look at us, like talking about us. -.-

Never see us before meh, everyday in school also see each other, expect saturday sunday, &public holidays.

After that we went back to my grandma house, saw Kenny &JunTat.

Reached &on the air-con &watched tv.

The show got one gorilla, &it say, "Turn off your touchlight, careful later got fire." (in chinese.)

But actually is a laoahpeh hiding behind a tree say one. HHAHAAHAH.

Watched &that yoreyore hor, very huaidan today. Tsktsktsk.

&darling!, you saw his everything! HORHORRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

But sad, yoreyore at grandma house, not with me now. ):

&darling, remember okay, yoreyore's surname is not Lim liao, is Ng. ;hoho.

Fyi, yoreyore's name is Francis Ng Simi, ex name is Francis Lim Simi. Ahha. :P

Weird I know, cause that time me &darling go out anyhow say until we named him that. LOL.

CM Chua &yoreyore keep fight today, naughty naughty.

We talked about putting make-up. Lol.

&we're suddenly very random, we talked about how we slept &dream talk in the past.

Funnydie, darling so gonggong one, toilet paper. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

Watched tv, 8plus sent her go mrt as she's going back to bedok.

&I walked home, so sweet right, I know, tyty. :B

Walked until my house block downstairs, brother called &ask me help him buy dinner.

Zao bu da wan bu da, wait until I at downstairs then call.

Went up to put things first &went down to buy for him.

They're attitude sucks, I very weird meh!, keep see see see, never see human before. -.-

Came back home, &saw brother changed the "Run Devil Run" poster to "Oh!".

I don't like one of them, cause of some reason, darling should know who &why.

Yeps, I asked my brother to change to Tiffany, &he did. :D!

I like her, cause of her eyes, niceeee manz.

&fyi, she's the second counting from the left. (:

My brother bought the Lolipop phoneeeeeee!, after exams &it'll be mine. ;hoho

&darling, I saw your blog.

Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you too.

You're the one who is always there to clean away my tears, accompany &hear me crap.

&that time you also pei-ed me send my ahchor.

Sorry about that time I didn't manage to pei you send your grandma.

I appreciate it, thanks a lot darling.

Although I don't know we've been mother &nuer for how long also, but it starts during 2008.

I think, (:

Had a lots of fun, laughter &sadness with you whenever we go out.

Still remembering that time we drifted &quarrelled, found it very childish. Hahs.

&hello, what because we took bio.

If never take bio together we'll still be that close one okaaaaaaaaaaay. ;wild

9more days is our 11months already. :D!

10months 21days still counting.

Ohmy, 21. -.-

iloveyou ttm too okay.

Mother's day is this sunday, tomorrow going out with darling to look for presents.

Didn't have any idea in mind now. \:

Maybe going kbox tomorrow also, not sure yet, still deciding with darling.

Yea, I'm still waiting for his text, but I know he won't..

As he proved me wrong. (: ..

He took us as a fool.

He kept on hitting around the bush, what can I do? Nothing, sit &wait die.

I'll try to stop crying, thinking, missing, &loving him.

Although it's really hard for me to do those, but, I've no choice, it takes two hands to clap.

But boyyyyy, my whole mind now is about you, don't you know? I doubt so.

Even I put you aside in my mind, the number 21 will just POP right in front of my eyes.

&it makes me think of you again..

No use, I've tried my very best yet what the answer I got back is not I perpertually wanted..

I swear, I swear that I only missed him &not 30th.

Why just can't he trust me again like how I trusted him?

He's just lying all along..

Yet I'm still waiting for him, for his text, for him to come back, why..

Tired, I'm really tired..

I'm kind of missing playing audi, but my com is still spoiled. \: !

Shall end it here.

Love.

, Face the fact girl, he ain't coming back.