Hi earthlings.

I'mma kinda bored at home so I decided to come and post.

My last post was like, a week ago?

I try to refresh my memories.

I'm getting old here, memory failing.

Tuesday, home maple?

Watch my brother play 'Dead Island', fun fun.

Dyed my hair too.

But not really very obvious, under the light then you can see a bit of colour.

I feel like going salon dye an obvious, natural colour.

Wanted to reborn too.

Shall think about it.

Wednesday, it's Deevapali, whatever it's spelled.

Went to eat with family, ate and we went to suntec to window shopping.

Bought a pair of shoes, thanks mummy! :D

We then went to buy luggage for our trip to Shanghai in about two weeks time.

19Nov-26Nov.

Man, I don't feel like going, but I don't have a choice. ):

But it's ok, I've no boyf now, no one to miss, so I can just try to enjoy myself, hopefully.

I like my luggage, mickey mouse~

I know very childish but I like the design and the colour.

This year gotta carry my own luggage, always mummy carry.

Bought fbt too.

After that we head back home.

Painted my nails.

My brother say not nice! :@

I also not study manicure, not professional of cause not so nice.

Tsk.

Rest awhile and parents went to grandma house.

Me and brother went to hawker buy dinner and went back home to eat.

Ate and went to maple to sort things out with Emily and Liru.

So we decided to watch movie the next day.

Thursday, morning woke up maple awhile and went to prepare.

I feel like a different me.

Liru also feel the same. Lol.

Went to take mrt down to dhoby to meet them.

Met and we went to collect ticket.

What show we watching?

Paranormal activity 3.

They say want watch NC16 show, so we watched that.

Emily like not scare at all, she still can laugh. Lol.

Liru scare until she took out her ipod and blast music using ear piece.

While me?

I didn't blast, I didn't laugh, I is jitao stone.

There's no ghost face actually.

It's just like something drop or what and scare you that's all.

But the show is not bad.

I got kanna chua tio a lot of times.

After the show we went to eat pepper lunch.

Ate and we went to shop around.

Then went to arcade, wanted to play pump but, in the end didn't. /:

We actually want to take new-print, in the end also didn't.

Met brother at orcahrd at 630.

Emily and Liru went back home.

Met brother and went to a salon, he want to cut hair.

Just cut one hair only, $50 fly. (Y)

Thought of reborning at there.

But guess what, for reborning, it's $400 ++ wor.

I see the price my eyes went wide. LOL.

We then took mrt to Aljunied and ate our dinner there.

Ate and went to ntuc to buy drink.

Bought and we walked back home.

Home bath and rest.

Friday, I think I stayed home the whole day, maple-ing. Lol.

So there's nothing much.

Saturday, brother didn't went to school.

We went to ntuc, we bought vegetables, carrot, potatoes, a lot a lot.

And we went home.

Yes, we are cooking.

He take care of the soup, I take care rest of the things.

He cook halfway and he went to play game, li hai right.

Then I've to do everything myself.

Cook finish and went to bath.

Tada~

We eat dinner together.

Ate, he wash.

I cook, he wash. Haha.

Washed and he went to play game, while I use his ipad.

He say see me so ke lian, nothing to do, he let me play maple.

He went to watch show.

I level and I return him, cause I want to watch him play 'Dead Island'.

He play till 1plus and we went to sleep.

Next morning woke up and play maple again.

Brother went USS.

Awhile later went to prepare and went out to eat with parents.

Mummy saw how I wear.

She was like so amaze.

She keep say "woah, you wear like that don't look like 16 leh, like 19, 20 like that."

Haha, old liao.

After we ate and we went to marina.

Went to body shop and bought a serum.

We then went to Kenko.

What's that?

A place for massage, a place for people to relax themselves.

Father sat a cafe and drink coffee, while me and mummy went to relax ourselves.

We had the fish spa first.

Yes, which means you put your leg inside the water and the fish will come and eat your dead skins.

At first very excited to go in leh, when we got in, we both are afraid of putting our legs in.

HAHA.

Mummy keep put in and quickly take out.

I think the fish all pekchek already, LOL.

You just lift your legs above the water, all the fish all standby waiting for you to put in.

I keep don't dare put in, for the last 5-10 mins I don't care already, I put in and didn't took out.

All the fish eating my dead skins.

A bit itchy nah, put very relaxing.

After that we had leg massage.

It's super relaxing I can guarantee that.

Especially when they press until those sour kind of pain, best. (Y)

Long time let yourself relax a bit it's a good thing. (:

Finished and we went back home.

Home maple awhile and went to grandma house.

Watch tv, then use ipad, and went to ntuc again.

Bought a lot of things.

Carry everything and walk back home.

Suddenly Ian take to me wor.

Surprisingly. Lol.

And I start to think about the past, when me and him were together.

I still remember I almost cried everyday because of him.

We were together only for a month and he dumped me.

Haha.

I got used to it, I'm always the one who is being dumped. (':

He say he want jio me back.

I'm shock but I don't believe it.

I dreamed of Yinhong, o.o .

I dream of Yulun, Kendrick, Junwei.

Just all weirdo people.

I swear I didn't thought of them before I got to bed.

They just appear nowhere in my dreams o.o .

But I forgot what I dream about.

Anyway, home and I tried to sleep, but I couldn't.

Went living room to watch tv with mummy awhile and went back to sleep.

Today morning mummy ask me accompany her see doctor.

So we went polyclinic.

It's super long, ipad going no battery, I didn't charge my phone.

Well, my phone is off for around a day already, I don't intend to on it.

Cause no one would find me.

And I dont have to wait and always looking at my phone.

Hoping he will text me.

A miracle would happen.

I know it's impossible that's why I dont wanna on it.

Back to story, I don't have my phone, ipad no battery, I is bored dao~

I'm going insane.

Without music I will die. x.x

See finished and we went to eat.

Ate and we went to buy don't know what and we went home.

Home and mummy went to play mahjong.

While me stay home, maple maple maple.

Just now dozed off and woke up, maple maple maple.

Now I came to post, I think I'm going back maple maple maple again.

Bo bian, I nothing to do, so I keep maple maple maple.

I only played for a week plus and I'm level 58 liao, hosehbo. (Y)

Hope I can get third job before I go overseas.

Today's post, won't include any feelings of me now.

I will keep these feelings to myself.

No pictures of words to show too.

Keep to myself means keep to myself. (:

No one will read my blog anyway.

Who still blogs nowadays? Very few.

I'm one of the very few.

I've no one to turn to, so, blogging has already become a habit of mine.

Though I'm lazy at times, I still bring and drag myself to do so.

Hmms, I guess there's nothing to write about anymore.

Oh and this person, wa like seriously, your presence irks me man!!

Come on lah, get a life bitch! -.-

Ok that's all.

Love you guys~

P.S: The picture is big because I use ipad to take it. ^^

Shall continue from last post.

Wednesday, didn't went to school.

Morning wake up, use comp awhile and prepare.

Met Liru and Emily at parkway, 1pm.

We went to see things and went to play pool.

We is jitao from 1plus play until 4plus.

Got one guy very random.

He suddenly came to me and he say his friend want my number.

I was stunned.

I stare at him and I gave him.

Wait, don't get me wrong wor, I gave him my facebook only.

Want my number? Wait I get to know you more which I don't think will happen. Lol.

He ask me play with his friend I keep shake my head.

Awhile later they went off, and he came to me and say want shake hand.

Of cause, I kept shake my head also, I don't dare.

But when I get home and think about it, I feel guilty and bad.

He just wanted to be friends with me, I should have shake hands with him. Tsk.

Ahhhh, anyway, it's already over.

4plus and we went to eat mac, like again. ._.

I eat until I scare already.

Ate and we went to walk around.

We went into a pet shop, hamsters, so damn cute can!

Not just hamsters, the puppies, like O.M.G.

I wish my house can keep a puppy, but father don't allow. ):

Keeping a puppy in house is actually a not bad thing.

At least they are loyal, never will betray you.

They will keep you accompany whenever you feel lonely.

They will always be there whenever you are sad and cry.

Sigh. /:

We then went to buy dopoki.

Bought and we went back play another hour of pool.

Played and we took bus home.

Home and went to bath.

Then I forgot what I did.

Thursday, I also forgotten.

Friday, I morning woke up and went to try download maple again.

Which last few days I keep fail to download it.

But friday the internet suddenly become so fast.

I from 11plus download until 1plus and it's done. o.o

Install and tada~ , I started playing maple once again.

It's been so long ever since I last played maple.

That was like when I was primary 6?

My account don't know fly where, Liru helped me create a new one.

Played the whole day.

Saturday, morning played maple awhile and went to prepare, went tk.

During break we played dai-di.

We laugh like hell sial.

After tk and we went home.

Home bath and maple!

Played maple until I forgot what time and went to sleep.

Morning woke up, maple again! HAHA

Until 1pm went prepare and went tk again.

Nothing much about it too.

Home bath and maple again. Heeeeeeeeeee!

Level up one level first, then went to sleep.

Today morning woke up and went to school.

I one whole week didn't went to school leh, pro or what. Lol.

Had bio, then see lower sec play interhouse for captain's ball.

Man, I feel like playing also.

930 recess until 11.

11am we had Junior Chef.

Yes, which means we were at kitchen cooking.

I went one day and I'm so dulan.

Especially the boys.

Chopping board, utensils, everything wash and never clean dry, just put it there.

Table use already also don't want wipe.

Floor dirty don't want clean.

In the end is me and Liru clean up the whole kitchen.

Read properly, not just our area, is the WHOLE kitchen.

Cute or what, grr.

Clean and we went home.

Went to top up card and took mrt home.

Home now and I came to post.

At night my brother want use comp.

I'm going maple to mc with Liru they all.

And I gave my words to someone that I will post today.

Oh ya, nowadays when I sleep, I dream of a lot of people.

Alvin, Junwei, Jason, Kendrick, Kianpoh, Damian, Constance.

Like seriously, what am I thinking?

Aiya, dreams always wont come true.

Right now, I'm carefree.

I don't feel anything at all.

But I know there's a small little spark in me.

I just need someone to see it, do it, make that spark grow into a firework.

I know very chim but yea.

Anyway, whatever, I can't be bothered about love now.

I'm going to bath and time to maple!

If you are playing, I'm at aquila, name, VeraHosehbo.

Bye earthlings!

Last posted a week ago yea.

I went paya lebar to eat subway with my brother.

Ate and we came back home.

Home and watch show.

Mummy came back with lots of things as she went bedok's night market.

I'm full so I went to sleep instead.

Wednesday woke up and prepare go school.

Had PE.

Cute or what, we played basketball.

After that we play a game with a don't know what.

It's quite fun, because we played as a class.

Then we had English, recess.

Blahblahblah.

And guess what, me, Liru and Emily skip class.

Last two periods is maths, and school ends at 245.

We three went off.

Emily went home.

Me and Liru went to market there to order cake.

For?

For Emily's birthday!

We're giving her a surprise.

We ordered and she accompany me walked back home and she wait for me to prepare.

Prepared and went to paya lebar to buy lunch.

We saw Alvin, Jingxi, Kianpoh they all.

Me and Liru were like wtf?

Bought lunch and we went to buy gongcha, worse is they went there too.

Damn, I feel so damn guilty.

It's my ever first time to skip lessons. ._.

Bought and we went to take mrt back to kallang and went Liru's house.

Ate and we start to work.

Trying to make Emily a board of wishes.

Liru make the frame, I use paper and draw out alphabets.

And I drew one sylvester for her, cute right. Haha.

Drew and colour it.

Done and went to take bus home.

Home bath and went to sleep.

Thursday, me, Liru and Emily didn't went school.

Early morning we meet 10 at bugis.

We went to eat breakfast together.

Ate and we went to shop around.

We went to play arcade, shop again and we went to play pool.

It's their first time play.

One day teach two people play pool, cool or what.

But they are fast learner, I teach a bit only they know how to play already.

Not like me, kns, learn 1 time also don't know how to play.

Need learn a few times then know how to play. Tsk.

We played 2 hours plus and we went to buy koi.

Bought and Emily went to take bus home.

We told her me and Liru also going home, she believed but in the end we went to buy present for her.

Bought and we went to take mrt, back to Liru's house.

Continue with her board.

Had dinner at her house, and we suddenly talk about grandparents.

Ah, I miss my grandmother's cooking.

I used to eat dinner at her house everyday.

I miss my favourite soup, fish, vegetables, everything!

Memories flashing back~

We then start to talk about when we were primary school.

Always need partner a guy, then must hold hand.

I always geh siao make my hair don't want hold.

Cause I dont like my partner, he's malay/indian I forgot.

Sorry I'm not being racist ok!

Then told her I like a guy when I was in primary 1 or 2.

I can still remember his name, Kaiyew. Haha.

Got another also, KaiBoon.

I still remember primary school always need show and tell.

Wtf memories.

Time flies yea, I'm going ITE next year already.

I can bet my N'level can't pass the requirements.

Anyway, we ate finish and we back to do her board.

Liru's dog keep stick to me.

He even sat on my lap and sleep sial.

Cute him, but eh very pervert. ._.

Done and I went back home, bath and sleep.

Friday went school.

Ok it's boring cause there's nothing for us to do.

After school Emily went home.

Me and Liru went to collect the cake and we went back to take mrt.

Damn suey, I saw Yulun for like 3 times by coincidence in a day. -.-

While walking to mrt saw my cousin.

By right is meet her at mrt.

Liru went home first, me and cousin went to bedok to buy black shoe for work.

Bought and went back home.

Home prepare and went down to Liru's house.

Do birthday card for Emily and we went to take bus down to her house.

We all met at a place and we went up to surprise her.

Although she didn't cry or something, but I'm sure she's touch, somehow. (:

Everyone gave her presents.

Aww, I wish my birthday can like that too.

With a big birthday cake, many presents, lots of birthday wishes and cards.

I think I'll be so damn touched.

Sigh ): .

Say until birthday, I'm turning 17 soon, in just 2 months plus.

Haha, time really flies.

We all sat down and had a chat, took photos, awhile later we went back home.

Went all the way back to Liru's house there and took bus home.

Home bath and went to sleep.

Saturday woke up and stayed home until 1plus and went to prepare.

Prepare and went out at 3.

Went to downtown east and went to return shirt to JustAcia.

Return and went down to tiong bahru.

Took bus down to Holiday Inn Atrium.

For? Work.

As banquet.

You know, people's wedding and people help you pour drink all that? Yea that one.

I do one day and I jitao is dulan.

Not because the work very tiring or what, it's ok actually.

It's cause of people who works there.

Like seriously, they assign me with one auntie.

She just went to take her own things, without teaching me what to take and do.

I blur blur stand there, later others come scold me say why aint you doing anything?

I first day work sial, then the auntie just walk away.

And she thought I'm china, wtf. -.- _l_

The table I'm in charge got a guy looks cute. ><

He's like, Hui Kai, Kianpoh and Kendrick add together that kind of feel.

Like ohmygod, memories are flashing back.

The bride is damn pretty!

Man, they are so sweet, how I wish I have a boyf like hers. ):

Oh well, for now being single is not bad.

But learning to be alone isn't easy.

How I wish someone can just appear right beside me, pamper, hug me and say, "You're not alone, I'm always with you."

I must be dreaming, who in the world will do that ya, haha.

After work and went to take bus home.

Went to eat mac with brother and went home.

My leg is jitao pains everywhere because of that pathetic new shoe. ._.

Home bath and went to sleep.

Sunday woke up and prepare.

Went to eat with parents as usual.

After eating and we went to Ikea at Tampines.

Went there to walk around awhile and brother wanted to buy a shelf.

He thought it can fit into the cab but it's too long.

So we went home.

Home and elder brother went to borrowed car from our uncle.

We went all the way down there again to buy the shelf and went home.

Mummy went to buy dinner.

Pig's kidney, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, my favourite! HEEEEE!

Home ate, watch tv awhile, and went to sleep.

Monday, Liru didnt went to school, I also never.

Although I already woke up, but I went back to sleep again. x:

Sleep until 10plus woke up, use comp awhile and went to prepare.

Met Liru at Aljunied mrt at 1pm.

We waited for Emily and Brenda as we going Brenda's house.

Angie and Leah also going.

So we took mrt down to Kembangan and walk to her house.

Reached and we play with her dogs.

Three of them, they are so damn cute!

One always emo, one very scare, another one very active.

The emo and active one always fights and I don't know why.

But they are really cute.

After awhile we went to a room to play ps3.

It's so damn big, the screen, I say again, it's screen not tv leh.

We played racing, you really sit on the chair and drive.

We played tennis, volleyball, etc.

Like wii but it's not.

Haha, we had lots of fun and laughter!

I don't know what I did can make all of them laugh like hell man. LOL.

Those never see me crazy before, too bad.

I think you'll be shock if you see me play and joke with them, HAHA.

Until around 630 we went home.

Met brother at paya lebar.

We went foodcourt and eat dinner, guess what, I ate pig's kidney again.

Heee! Also say it's my favourite liao. :3

We ate and went to buy gongcha.

Home and he ask me to help him with his shelf.

We build, clean and laugh, joke all the way.

And he very cute.

It's his shelf, he ask me to help him arrange his things. Tsk.

Done and we went to bath and sleep.

Sleep until 9plus woke up, use comp awhile, and I went back to sleep.

Sleep until now woke up and came to post.

Downloading maple, Liru ask me play.

Means I must start from the very beginning.

Lazy train, but I stay home also nothing to do, so I download try out lor.

It's been very long ever since I last played maple.

I still remember I always woke up in the middle of the night to chiong level. Lol.

But I don't know my asiasoft liao sial, tsk.

Nevermind, download first.

I don't think I'm going back to school this week.

Next week I don't know sial, Junior Chef.
Will spend most of the time in the kitchen.

But I want dye hair!

Shall go back a day and see how.

It's soon going to be the end of secondary school.

Sigh, will miss it. ):

Well, I guess he's with his new girlf now.

Hugging and kissing each other.

Although he was once mine, and I wanted him to be mine again but I guess this time, he gave up.

So I'll give up too.

I must learn to be alone!

Because in whatever I do, I'm always alone.

And always the one who carries all burdens and pains all by myself.

I will break away all these burdens, pains and feelings, some day.

It's so tiring to cry every night to sleep.

Argh!

I shall go and bath and find my brother later.

Bye earthlings.

I'mma back to post, cause I've nothing to do.

Well, I've forgotten what had happen already.

Last week had N'level all the way, except for Wednesday and Friday.

Maths and Geo is jitao cui.

I'm so gonna fail those two subjects. /:

Saturday had tk.

Like sian only.

Whole day at Yishun with Yvonne they all.

After that went home, bath and sleep.

Sunday woke up and went to prepare.

Went out with parents to go eat.

Ate and went to cut hair.

My fringe is so short, a bit not used to it, but at least it wont keep cover my eye.

Cut and went to amk to meet Constance they all.

Went to buy iphone cover as the old one spoil already.

Thanks constance for helping me choose a nice cover, I like it somehow. (:

Changed my screen protector too, the old one spoil too.

Although it's normal like any other phone but it looks nice!

After then I went to paya lebar to meet brother to eat dinner.

Ate and we buy gongcha and went home.

Home and we watch "Supernatural".

Hey, if you are able to find this show, I can guarantee you it's a super interesting show to watch.

It's about God, Hell, Lucifer, Angel, everything.

Watched halfway and went to sleep.

Monday woke up and went to school for POA paper.

Had paper 1 first, then had paper 2.

After that paper, hooray for me!

N'level is over!

Went home and went to sleep awhile.

Woke up, went to bath and went down to eunos for tk.

After that went home bath.

Played texas with my brother awhile and he wants to sleep.

I wanted to borrow his ipad and he tell me he want to hug it to sleep.

I took his pillows and he keep hug his ipad!

We had a really fun and crazy fight. Haha.

Then we suddenly talk about when we were young.

Our father comes in and saw us playing when we're suppose to sleep.

We laugh like hell man.

We then sleep and morning they went to work.

I'm alone at home.

Well, morning went down to basketball court and played basketball alone, under the rain.

Until 2plus then come back.

I'mma gonna take a nap now, my neck and arm hurts now. /:

I don't know why nowadays I keep cut until my hand.

One finger skin comes out and it's pain.

Another finger kanna burn by hot water.

Another finger close window too hard and giap until my finger blue black.

Hosehbo. (Y)

Anyway, since he already gave up, then I wouldn't hold back anymore.

This is what he chosen, not me.

But if he let me knows he's not giving up, and as long as he's trying, I'm staying.

He won't do that (:

Feel kinda lonely now.

It isn't a bad thing.

Ok I shall go take my nap now.

Let the photos speaks. (:

Will post again when I feel like and have things to say. ^^

Bye earthlings.

Edited.

Hi earthlings.

I dont know why I came back here.

I didn't take my nap.

Went to bath and prepare to go paya lebar find my brother.

I just want to come here and say this.

I love you, I really do.

But if you aint gonna save and do anything, the worse part will come.

Just remember, I do really love you my love.

That's all, head off to paya lebar now!

Bye earthlings.

Like I said, whenever I'm sad, I will come and post.

Well, here I am.

Sunday morning went out to eat with parents as usual.

Ate finish, went to walk about awhile.

brother at first wanted to go Orchard, in the end didn't go.

So they all went home, I went to grandma house to do things.

Do finish my things and watch tv.

My grandma thought I studied finish secondary school. Lol.

Until 530 went down to Kallang to meet boyf.

We met until around 7 and I went home.

Home and went down to Aljunied mac to eat with my brother as he want the monopoly thing.

Ate finish and went back home.

Home, bath everything and went to bed.

Morning 8plus woke up and prepare to go school.

I did a last minute revise.

Had chemistry paper first.

Hmms, it wasn't hard, wasn't easy too.

After the paper, I've no time to revise my biology.

The paper wasn't hard nor easy too.

I just hope this two paper add up I can at least get a pass.

After the paper and I went back home.

Home and went to sleep because I dont wanna feel what I've been feeling.

Woke up and my brother called me to go bugis with him to collect his books.

Went there, collected, and we walked to Suntec.

We went there to eat Just Acia.

Kinda miss my work during June holiday, but it's tiring. ):

but yet, sometimes I wish I could go back and work to occupy my time.

Staying at home whole day just makes me feel so lonely, sad etc.

You guys must be wondering, "where's your boyf?"

Him? He's busying with his friends.

He will never put me his first priority.

Then why not I go out with my friends too?

No, because I put him my first priority, and I don't want to have clashes in between.

So I always make myself free just waiting for him to spend his time with me.

but I was wrong.

Anyway, after we ate finish we went back home.

Home, watch tv awhile, and off to bed.

Cried myself to sleep.

I don't know why, my tears just flow out itself.

Today morning woke up, I thought my paper starts at 8am, in the end I check, it's 2pm.

I was halfway to school, I turn back home instead. ._.

Home and accompany my brother go polyclinic see doctor.

We then went to eat and walked home.

Home and went to sleep awhile, until 12plus woke up and prepare.

1pm left house and met Liru at mrt.

We walked in and Mr Chin lend me his calculator.

My brother left mine at his office, angry.

Had maths paper 1 today.

It was ok but I think I had a lot of mistakes.

My 3 marks fly, just because I didn't have/bring a mathematics instrument to draw bisector.

After the paper and I came back home.

Home and went to bath.

Father ask us to go grandma house eat, like sian only.

As I mention, yeh I'm sad.

Why?

Well, it's rather disappointment.

He told me yesterday after he had make his phone, he will meet me.

but just then, he told me he was playing pool with his friend.

Like, I've been waiting the whole day for him to ask me out.

It's not just today, it's almost everyday.

End up he always go out with his friend.

I thought this time he had already changed, but I was wrong.

I don't know how to express my feelings now.

It's all mixed up.

I dont know what to do anymore!!

Seriously, what am I.

Why can't anyone make me feel important!? Just when I wanted you to make me feel that way ..

I miss his voice, waiting every night for his call.

I just miss him so much, yet he doesnt.

I've been repeating myself again and again and again.

I'm gonna break down, gonna explode soon!

Why am I always doing things alone, when I have a boyf? ..

YOU ALL DONT KNOW HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW.

This sucks, seriously sucks!

I dont wanna feel this anymore!

I'm gonna ignore the world for now.

I'm not gonna touch my phone, I'm off-ing it.

blame and angry for all you all want!

I cared and nobody cared about me!

So tonight I'm not gonna care anything!

bye!

I'mma back to post as a promise to my boyf.

Tuesday, well, nothing much happen.

I think I forgotten.

Wednesday, had pe.

Hey, it was fun!

We had 4 teams, 2 team play basketball first, the other 2 play soccer.

After don't know how long we exchange.

I played basketball first.

When practicing, Jonell throw the ball and it hits my head.

Tsk.

but my team won. ^^

We then went to play soccer.

I score leh. -clapclap-

Shi An say to Xin Hao who is the goalkeeper that he salute him. LOL.

I was worn out.

I kick until Shi An's leg and my poor leg is blue-black.

Damn Alvin, he kicked the ball so damn hard and it just hit straight at knee.

My knee is jitao whole red and feel like burning.

After pe we went back class.

Mr Chin was standing at the door, he suddenly say, "Your soccer quite good ah."

I stare at him for a second and say, no? LOL.

930 we had recess.

Then we had bio blahblahblah.

245 end school and went back home and I forgot.

Oh, I was watching U-KISS Vampire.

Eli is super shuai and funny~

Then I forget already.

Thursday, didnt went to school.

Early morning woke up and went to prepare.

Why?

My dear brother took leave and he ask me go city square mall with him.

For? Cause it's Miss A's fan meet.

We went to line up to get their autograph.

We from 1030am sit there till 630pm, pro a not. (Y)

Finally they came and ohmy, they are so pretty!

From pictures, it's a two different person.

Min is so cute!

And I shook here hand, ah~

Took their autograph and we went home.

Home bath and sleep.

Friday went school.

Had chemistry first.

First time she let us go off 5min earlier.

Thanks to Alvin, keep say it's last lesson so let us off early. Lol.

After recess went back class, then went to toilet.

Me, Liru, Emily, brenda and Leah were sitting inside even though the bell had rang.

Why? Cause it's POA. /:

Emily and brenda went back first.

Liru and me we sat awhile more and went back class.

Mr Sim ask where we went, we both diamdiam give a innocent face. HAHA.

Then there's this teacher came in.

I think he's called Mr Lim(?).

He teach I jitao don't know what is he talking.

He talk very fast, pronounce not very accurate, and talk very loud, irritating.

After POA is math.

Like boring only.

Me and Liru at there play Kart Rider, wth right. LOL.

Had 2 periods english and went home.

Home and went to bath, prepare.

Went down to katong to meet boyf.

And we went to Kallang sit sit chat chat.

Had so much fun and laughter with him.

Until around 5, took mrt down to Tanah Merah.

Went to my brother's office to meet him.

We then walk down to Expo as it's quite near.

We went to eat first, sit down awhile.

7pm and it's time for Miss A's showcase!

It's the first time I get to see a real concert.

Watching them dance with your own eyes is really different from what it's on video.

And I don't know what's wrong with people.

I know they are idol, you like them.

but can't you just stick your butt to the chair?

Why must you keep stand up, blocking my view.

And can't you all be gentle a bit?

I know you want the toy that they've thrown, but there's no need to push people so hard that they fall down seriously.

They are really talented, how I wish I was one of them. ):

I must be dreaming a impossible dream. Haha.

Anyway, after the concert, brother actually ask me go drink with him.

Well, he can drink but I can't.

In the end we didn't go.

We went to Aljunied mac to eat.

I saw people that I don't wanna see. ._.

Ate and went home.

Home, bath and went to bed.

Today morning woke up, continue watch my U-KISS Vampire.

brother went out to collect book from his friend.

He actually ask me go out with him, but I told boyf meet in the morning.

In the end we didn't.

brother came back home and I haven't go out, that was like 12 already.

brother use a angry voice say ask you pei me awhile only also cannot, see, you also haven't go out.

I got pissed.

First, I pushed away the agreement to my brother that I will pei him a few days ago.

Just because yesterday me and boyf said we will meet in the morning.

He is pissed and he attitude me. ._.

Next, because he needs to repair his bike, he delayed until 1plus 2.

Actually I dont feel like going anywhere already, but because of boyf, I went down to Kallang.

I was pissed at first, but after seeing him, I don't.

Sat down and chat.

Until 3plus we went off.

He went home cause he say he's tired.

So I went home, home and went down to bugis to find my brother.

We waited for the books to be printed and ready.

Collected it and he went home to put the books, while I wait at the mrt.

We then went down to amk for Suki Sushi, in the end it was closed. ._.

We went to see things first and we went all the way down to singpost.

Ate and we went to buy Gong-cha.

I prefer Koi lor, it's my favourite anyway. -wink-

We then took mrt back home.

Home and went to bath and I came to post.

boyf went for a wedding.

If not I will be like hugging him all day long~

Hee.

I envy those who are able to wear a wedding dress.

How I wish one day I will be able to wear it too. ):

I envy couples too, but at least love still works.

Though if it's not for me, but for others. (:

Well, I'm happy to say, he came back to me.

And he is much closer, sweeter to me.

Though there's times that I don't feel his love as he always reply me with an "ok" when I talk sweet to him.

but I'm happy to have him mine once again.

I hope this time, we can always stay close and never let go each other anymore.

I will definitely try my very best to treat him well.

I feel like I'm the "boyf" instead of him. ._.

Always go down find him, sweet with him, tell him everything, hmms.

Anyways, I don't know what to say.

I can't think of any now, brain a bit not working.

I just want to say that I love him, and I'm really happy.

Thanks dear for staying with me.

For loving me.

For being by my side once again.

For being mine again.

Sorry that I'm not perfect.

Sorry that I'm not as pretty as other girls are.

but I know that my heart, my love and care is never will be less than them for you.

Sarang haeyo cha-gi. ^^!

I will post again next time.

28th's. (L)