Hi earthlings.
I'm back, and it's like almost a week long after I've post.
Hmms, shall continue.
Sunday same thing, went to eat with parents.
Then we went ION to walk around awhile.
Home and met boyf at library to do my homework.
And I can't complete it in time.
He send me home and I went to sleep I think.
Monday go school, nothing much happen also.
POA teacher ask me and husband to stay back cause we didn't do our homework.
In class we rush through it and put it in his pigeon hole instead of staying back.
Me and husband then walk home.
Home and look at movie slots.
Darling wanted to watch the "Ghost must be crazy."
So I accompany her go watch lor.
And I've watched it for like, three times?
I just remembered that I haven't pay her the money, shall return her on monday.
boyf was at dhoby also as he went to find his gan mother.
After watching me and darling went to shop around while waiting boyf to go eat.
Darling say she want see how he look as she forgotten.
Met him and we took mrt back home.
Darling alighted first.
Sorry darling can't send you home. ):
Me and boyf don't know what to do so we one round around macpherson area.
We were talking and suddenly I just feel super scare and afraid of something unusual.
Yea, studies.
I very scare what if I failed my N's, O's.
Things will be so much different isn't it.
I just want to study well now, at least a N level.
but I don't know how to cope with it, don't know where to start.
Cause we left like half a year, which is quite short already.
Somehow if I go ITE, what will others think?
boyf is at poly, which I'm envy of him, I don't want drag him with me.
Like, if he could find a poly or a girl with better future, isn't it great?
but, at the same time, I don't want to lose him.
Argh. /:
Me and boyf sat down.
I tear few drops, boyf keep ask me what happen.
I wanted to cry, yet I kept hold back, hold and hold, but boyf keep ask and ask.
Until I totally bth and I broke into tears.
Thanks boyf for comforting me, advicing and your warm hugs.
I wanted to cry out everything but I need to go home.
Feeling so, scare and sad.
Home bath and sleep.
Tuesday go school was totally moodless.
After school I went back home I think.
And went to library to study and do homework.
boyf came to accompany me.
Done and he send me home.
Home sleep, wednesday go school, blahblahblah.
I guess things are going to replay.
Sigh, oh well.
After school went back home, met boyf I think.
Then went to bath and prepare.
Accompany him go back his house as his mother ask him to hang clothes.
Sun bian at his house study.
I am totally lost in my math, and boyf teach me and revise with me.
Thanks boyf! :D
He then send me back home.
Home and sleep as usual.
Thursday, late day, (Y).
Hmms, nothing much happen also.
After school got bio remedial.
I like bio remedial, like, so much fun and laughter.
At the same time we also got do work lah, not so slack.
After that went back home and prepare.
Mother came home and cook ham~ (Y)(Y)(Y)!
Ate and went down to library to meet boyf.
Study together become he teach me math, again. LOL.
And he very blur sial, I say amount is 118%, he tell me 318%.
In the end he see see look look think think, it's actually 118%.
I still ben ben go believe him that it's 318% leh. Wth.
Like damn funny only.
Finish and he send me home.
Home sleep, it's friday~ which is today.
Went school, nothing much also.
After school went back home rest awhile.
Until 2plus went down to meet darling and baby to go CCA.
My leg is pain sial, but I didn't care, just play badminton only.
We play until 4.50 like this then go home.
Home, bath blahblahblah and head down to dhoby to meet brother.
He ask me pei him go there don't know change what movie ticket.
Change already and he brought me to Aston's to eat.
Salmon (L)!
Eat finish and we went to a shop, forgot what shop is that.
He bought one trousers and we went back home.
He wanted to meet his friend but his friend didn't answer.
Home and I went down to meet boyf awhile.
Sit sit, talk awhile then there's few drops of rain and we went into shelter in case it rains heavily.
While sitting, suddenly something happen.
Which, really scares me.
I know I very scary cat lah, but, it really scares me.
And boyf got angry.
Sorry boyf, make you so angry and worry of me.
Relax okay! Loves.
Home and came to post.
Think father is gonna scold me later, sigh.
Stress stress stress, studies, and he keep like adding more stress to me.
Teachers also adding stress to me, feel like banging the wall man. x.x
I don't know what happen to me sial seriously.
First time, first time I'm so concern about my studies.
I don't know what to do, no one leading, walking by my ownself.
I'm falling, darkness, loneliness, I've been through once, so afraid that it ...
And, while typing, father came back and actually didn't scold me, miracle(?).
I don't give a damn anyway, totally out of mood.
Pms? Stress? Or both?
Argh, writing rubbish on my precious blog.
Who truely understands me, myself? I doubt so.

And also, I don't know why I love my boyf a lot.

He's too good for me seriously, /: .

Wish there's something I can do for him as he did too much for me.

Sigh.
Shall end here.
Loves all, and boyf.

I'm back to post once again.

Thursday late day, go school, then got don't know what house meeting.

Same words as always.
After that jiu go back class wait for the door to be open in order for us to take books.
Took and head to other class for lesson.

After that jiu semo period? I forgot.

After recess went down to sick bay.

bth, flu flu flu. x.x

Aunt came down to fetch me, and I went to see doctor myself.

boyf wanted to accompany me see de, but he reached I already see finish.

Waited him and he accompany me home.

I went to cook macaroni for him, he's sick also, since I can cook so I cooked for him.

He was resting on bed.

I ask him to sleep he keep use his phone! Tsk.

Done he asked him to eat.

Ate finish and awhile later mother called and ask me pei her go buy things later.

So I went to bath, prepare while boyf was doing a bif of his case study.

Done and I accompany him back to kathib and go things.
buy finish and he send me back to mrt and he went home.

I went to Aljunied to meet mother and went to buy things.

I went home and mother go my grandma house after buying.

Home and use com and watch the show boyf asked me to watch, semo maid de.

boyf was like chiong-ing for his case study.

Ate medicine and went to sleep.
The next morning I was like still in my lalaland.

The drowsiness haven't over yet, at school keep want sleep.

After school went home, I really bth my flu.

Didn't went for CCA, like sad only.

Home ate medicine and slept.

My mother called me and I woke up! ._.

Once I woke up I can't sleep le.
Went to bath and prepare and meet boyf.

Went to his house to rest awhile.

Yea, as usual, his mother really very fierce and she like don't like me like that. SAD.

Oh well, wanted to sleep but his mother keep talk quite loud and I couldn't.

He then send me home.

Home and I ate medicine and sleep for my dear sweetie-heart boyf's sake.

He say wait for me to sleep first but in the end he slept first! Tsk.

And today morning 10 plus 11 then wake up.

Use com awhile, and I actually dozed off. x.x

boyf then called me and I jitao jump up.

Keep think where to go.

In the end we decided to go out watch movie.

We watch "Ghost must be crazy."

Although I've watched it with my brother before but boyf want watch so I watch again lor.

Today special leh, buy one ticket get one free ticket. o.o

Meet him at plaza sing arcade, as usual, he was playing jubeat.

He very shuai lah sial, x: .

but sigh, I don't suit him lor, he shuai then I so.. ): .
Waited for the time to reach and we went in.

Watch the show and it's still funny.

"If you happen to see a ghost, as the ghost to report to me, I'll throw the ghost into the guard room".

Wtf, funny die.
After watching pei him go eat and head back to macpherson.

Darling called and say qt want come down take jacket.

Went home to take jacket and went down to darling house.

Mid way me and boyf quarrel(?).

He went to buy things and he very angry.
Told darling to go down pass him alone.

Thanks and sorry darling for troubling you.

Walk back macpherson mrt with boyf.

Didn't speak one word all the way.
And I throw away the necklace he gave me.

Think whatever you want, I just want my boyf to be happy again.

The ring, I'll also throw away, sorry.

And hor, I don't give a damn anyway. :D

Send him to mrt and hugged him and went off.

Went to buy dinner for brother and back home.

bath and use com awhile.

Came to post, as I'm happy going out with boyf.

Thanks for the movie and day sweetie-heart, I love you. <3

And sorry about just now.

Don't angry le okay, MUACKS LAH. :D

Some xdd is typing some childish words.

Aww how sad, sad for him~

Karma will get him, (Y).

bo ji niah, LAUGHDIEME!

Just ate medicine, a bit sleepy, nights all!

Loves.

Hi earthlings.

I'm here to post again, like kinda boring.

Hmms, monday went school, nothing much happen.

Normal lor.

After school went back grandma house.

Went to bath, eat, watch tv awhile.

Meeting boyf.

He reached Aljunied and I'm still preparing,

I was so rush and urgent that I actually send to wrong person. x.x

Done and it was raining.

Almost every time I meet boyf is raining day.

Rushed down to mrt and met him.

Where we went? Hmms, library.

Need do compo, he need do his project.

We quarrel(?), but after awhile jiu nothing liao.

Went to mac as he wanted to have his dinner.

He got angry, cause he always saw me messaging with him.

After he eaten and walked back home.

We sat at the bench below my block.

We kept quiet for some time.

My eye and head already very pain, some more he like that.

So I walked up and try to comfort him.

In the end, we're back to normal again.

Well, someone may think I'm a bitch and very cruel, very whatever.

but sorry to say, I've no choice but to do this.

back to story.

After that I accompany him go mrt and I went back home.

Sleep sleep sleep.

He always sleep earlier than me de lor.

Yesterday morning went school.

Hmms, nothing much happen also.

After school went home, bath and prepare.

Mother came home and bought dessert for me.

She came home as she wanted to pack the house cause new year is coming.

After I'm done I went downstairs to meet boyf.

We from my house here walk until paya lebar.

Mid way we quarrel(?), I think.

We wanted to take mrt down to dhoby as my brother want buy fish.

but my brother suddenly say he don't want go le.

So I alighted, and he didn't.

He alighted at the next stop.

In the end he want go dhoby so I took mrt down.

Reached dhoby and went plaza sing.

Saw there got sell fish so I called my brother and he say he go down see.

While waiting, boyf wanted to go arcade and play Jubeat.

So went upstairs and he played.

Watching other people play.

He play quite well you know, if you good at jubeat find him challenge. :D

I was watching 3 guys playing mario kart.

Like funny only lah.

He play hao le, my brother gang hao call me.

So went all the way down to basement and meet brother.

Went to see fish, he keep think here and there, ask here and there.

I very scare boyf wait too long and I keep rush him.

In the end he bought one da jia yu (fighting fish).

I went all the way up to first floor or something and boyf say he at basement one.

So I went down and met him again.

He told me he was standing there watching me and my brother.

Accompany him go eat, and my eye hurts like hell.

It's red and a bit swollen leh.

He send me home, after awhile jiu okay liao.

From afternoon 5plus to around 7plus, we were like normal friends.

When on train to macpherson, he suddenly hugged me and said sorry.

Well, I'm not that bad, I hugged and and said nevermind. (:

After that we jiu okay liao.

Home and he went home.

I is really bth and I just close my eye and I slept.

My head keep spin. x.x

Today morning woke up blahblahblah and went school.

Today got pe, train 5 station, sian sial, but awhile only leh, 2 periods jiu over liao.

Then bio class with darling.

Crap us usual, talk about things that happen, blahblahblah.

Then got POA test, which I didn't study.

Confirm cui, but hope can pass jiu hao. -prays-

After school went back to grandma house awhile, jiu went home.

before that I went to NTUC to buy things as boyf is kinda sick and I cooked macaroni for him.

On the way I saw darling and baby, talk awhile and I went off.
When I came out of NTUC I then found out I forgot to buy barley.

Went all the way to my house downstairs to check if there is any.

Cause boyf sick!

Heng have, if not I want long bia liao.

Home and I was so tired!

And brother ask me to see his passport thingy.

Went bath, do things awhile, jiu go cook.

boyf came to eat first.

He eat, I straighten hair.

He keep say thank you to me! -don't like-

Done and went down to his house.

As usual, his mother very scary. ._.
Study study, he do his project.

but he do halfway jiu distrated by me, keep come disiao me only.

but I know his weak points liao, muhahah. :3

Show him something and he accompany me home.

Home and I came to use com awhile.

And decided to come and post.

Hmms, I like almost everyday also meet boyf sial.

Tomorrow he half day, and expect me to go his house to accompany him again!

Wa, faint.

Flu flu flu, boyf also flu, bth~

Awhile okay, awhile come back, I want bang wall already.
Tomorrow late day, yay(?). Lol.

but got SS test! x.x

Shall go sleep le, if not I seriously will fall sick.

Nights all! Loves.

Da jia hao, wo you hui lai le.

Today I came to post shi wei le na ge wang le wo men de da ri zi de darling.

First, happy 19th month anniversary wo qing ai de darling, Lynnie.CWL.

Sad sial, she forgot our date. -emo-

Oh well, wo ji de jiu hao.

Yesterday night went down to pei brother go eat.
Done and we came back home.

boyf actually dozed off, sigh~

Since he slept so I also went to sleep.

Woke up around 11plus this morning.

I dream of Jerrold, Damian and boyf.

Weird dream, hmms.

Went to prepare and out with parents and brother.

As usual, we went to eat lunch at the same usual place.

After that jiu went down to bugis.

brother wanted to buy shoe, I also want buy just that I don't know what kind of shoe to buy.

Walk around, saw one shoe almost like my current shoe, don't know want to buy anot.

Maybe next time.
Went other shop, a shop call Mitju, I think.

Yea, bought one shoe, it's nice.
I like it a lot. (:

That shoe cost 30, my brother help me pay leh!

Means that shoe is he buy for me one, thanks! ♥

Went to another shop, Miss Emily.

bought one dress and a belt, which cost 55.90. o.o

Mother pay 50, brother pay 5.90. LOL.

No more worries about what to wear for new year liao. (Y)
Happy happy. :D

After that took mrt back home.
Home and I came to post.

Later don't know go where, don't feel like going grandma house. x.x

Argh, tomorrow school again, like sian lah.

but I want to study, /: .

Hmms, was feeling kinda moodless today, well, whole day maybe.
I don't know why, but I just don't like the feeling I'm having.

Wish there's a hole to let me hide deep inside right now.

Hiding in the dark, alone..

Just wanted him to accompany me more.

Wanted him to reply faster.

Wanted him to talk to me more.

Wanted him to just don't always change topic.

Wanted him to be more sweeter to me.

Wanted him to make me feel secure.

Wanted him to care me more.

Wanted him to, argh, I don't know le lah!

So afraid, so sad, so moody, so down, so insecured, sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Feel like crying out..

Ah bang wall lah!!
Shall end here.

Love all.

Hi earthlings. :D

I'm back to post.

Hmms, sunday where I went? I forgotten.

Monday went school, lesson starts!

Like sian only lah.

Chemistry teacher change, Geography teacher change, wa sian.

After school, went back grandma house awhile.

Until don't know what time then went home.

blahblahblah, home bath and took cab down to find SOMEONE.

It's raining and heng no traffic jam, if not my wallet is going to have a big hole.
And it makes me super per-cher I tell you!

After awhile jiu okay liao.

He sent me home and he went back to do his report I think.

Home sleep and woke up, prepare and go school.

My eyes is damn pain, couldn't open my eyes. ._.

Was so tired the whole day.

After school went back home with husband.

Had a small talk with her.
Home, rest, bath and met SOMEONE.

Study, and he sent me home.

Home, rest and sleep.

Today morning same thing, go school.

Hmms, today got PE, height and weight.

I'm so damn short! 155cm niah!

Tsk, and we play don't know what game.

After that bio, teacher never come so we did some worksheets.

POA teacher also change!

I totally catch no ball what the teacher is talking!

I want Mr.Sim back as our POA teacher lah! Sad! ):

Math, clueless! ._.

After that home with husband again, raining heavily~

Home and rest.

And that SOMEONE bought and brought KOI for me.

Thanks! Loves.

Now, home alone.

So quiet, studying bio~
So guai, not like me sial.

Hmms, alrights, shall post until here.

Later father come back confirm scold me, cause I never answer his phone, again. Lol.

Nights all! :D