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Hi earthlings. (:

I'm back to post.

Hmms, time flies, tomorrow will be the last day of 2010.

It's a total mess this year.

Hope 2011 will be a better one!

And things would change like how it used to.

Monday, mother no work.

She no need work from monday to thursday which is like, today?

Monday me and her take clothes to grandma house and then went to Mac.

Was talking about her sister, which is my aunts? Yea.

All weird people seriously.
After eat finish we went to shop and save to walk around awhile.

And I bought breezer. Lol. :3

Home after that, awhile later mother went out to play mahjong.

So I went back to have my beauty sleep.

Wake up, then use com awhile.

boyf couldn't meet, so I went to bath and went out to buy things.

7plus home, and we quarrel.

Then I forgot what happen.

Went to audi and play awhile to ahting, then I re-watch la bi xiao xin.

I know I very lame, but I really nothing to do sial.

Until I don't know what time, I came back to use com awhile, watch naruto(?).

Sleep, next morning went out with mother again.

We went to eat and then we went to look at shops nearby.

And we went home, same thing, she went out mahjong, I stayed home sleep.

Until don't know what time wake up.

Prepare, and met boyf.

Shared the breezer with him.

Took bus down to tm, walk around tm, t1 and centre square.

And we went to eat sakae sushi. :D

First time eating it, feel happy cause it's with boyf, feel bad cause is he pay. ):

After eating we took bus back home.

Saw something that I don't know what kind of feeling I should have.

Totally quiet when we were on bus.

Went to a place to sit down, and we had a little h2h talk.

Then I went home, he also went home.

Use com awhile and sleep.

Morning same, went out with mother.

We took clothes to grandma house and we took bus to paya lebar and mrt down to bedok.
We went down there to eat KFC breakfast.

After that went to dbs, wanted to change my posb card to debit card.

but sad thing is, need 16 and above, and it's like 2 more days!

Yea, I'm going to change it on 3rd Jan. :D

It's a black colour card, nice.

Can't change, mother say she want go "borrow" money.

Done and we took mrt back home.

Home, and I bth so I sleep.

Mother on the stove and she totally forgotten about it and she actually went out to play mahjong again.

The stove was left on and I was sleeping.

I suddenly open my eyes a little and smell something awful.

I open my eyes and I saw my house was all smokey.

I quickly ran to the kitchen and turn off the stove.

Open door, windows and fans.

I didn't went back to sleep, use com.

Night went to buy things for my brother.

Home use com, naruto, la bi xiao xin, sian sial.

Play dota, run kitty run awhile.

Then was like quarrelling with boyf on phone, again? ._.

We kept on quarrel these few days, like seriously tired.

Today morning wake up, went out with mother and brother.

brother today no work, he went to see doctor to get mc with me and mother.
After seeing we went to eat.

Then go fairprice buy things.

I'm thinking to cook pasta today de, bought ingredients yet I didn't manage to cook today. LOL.

Morning came home, brother ask me dota.

Wth, I is tired like hell he ask me dota.

I didn't, we sleep.

Mother went out to mahjong again.

Sleep until 1.08pm like that, call darling to wake her up.

And I went to bath and prepare.
brother say he want eat macaroni so I went to cook for him, myself and darling.

While waiting for the macaroni to soften, me and brother dota one round.

Done playing and went to cook.

Done cooking and still need serve for him leh!

I scare later not nice he don't want eat so I cook a little only.

He eat one middle bowl de, he say not enough, and he say it's nice. :D

He say he don't know I can cook so well, hahas.

Darling say hor, 3plus meet, he around 4plus going 5 liao then reach my house!

Talk to her about things and then she went to change and we went out.

We took mrt all the way down to boon lay, cause we going jurong point.

Her idea. LOL.

We went there to shop around.

She bought things, I can't buy, no money. ):

Then we took mrt down to paya lebar.

We went sing post to eat pasta mania.

Die liao.

Nowadays I eat can't eat a meal, I will feel like vomiting. /:

Eating and talking about things again.

Ate finish and we took mrt back home.

Thanks darling for sending me home.

Had a lot of laughter with her, a lot of craps.

Home, use com.

Came to post.

School gonna reopen soon.

And here comes our N level, kinda nervous about it.

Don't know how to study for it.

Anyway, last post I say about those christmas present, I uploaded it. (:

I like got something to post but I eventually forgotten about it. Lol.

God, I just pray that what I've given and put in, I can have the same repay of it.

Don't disappoint me anymore...

Argh, I'm soon gonna out of control.

Mother just told me she tomorrow not working.

Gonna go out in the morning again.

I shall sleep now, nights.

Hi yo peeps. :D

I'm back here to post.

Hmms, thursday I forgot what happen already.

Friday, afternoon stayed home.

Until around night time I went down to binbin they all de aunty house.

As boyf say he cannot, well, I suppose is, DONT WANT, ^^ , meet, so I went down.

We watch show, funny one, and one is 童眼.

I tio chua once, ONLY, the show not so scary one lor.

One reason is Yvonne, Kaikai they all keep make different kinds of view. LOL.

They bought presents and we play a game.

One play song, when it stops you must sing the next line.

Yea, like "Don't forget the lyrics".

We can't find any song that we all know so we play few rounds, and then anyhow pick a paper and see which number you got and get the present.

And I got the biggest. LOL.

It's a cow, a cow bank, not piggy bank.

When you put coin inside it will go, "MOO MOO MOO".

It's kinda irritating but it's nice.

Huizhuang bought it, thanks her much. (:

And I got my sticky! :D

Yvonne say she go malacca buy a big present for me for my birthday.

When she give me, it's eeyore, and is so "big!!!!!!!!!" until cannot sial.

I shall upload the photo if my freaking iphone can let me take photos from inside.

but, thanks for that too. (:

And thanks binbin's aunt for giving me a christmas present too. (:

We then went to Mac to buy and go back eat.

All ate finish, packed, and we started to play games like how we are at chalet.

Hahas, Kaikai tio trick by me, x: .

He jitao stun.

We play for don't know how long, until 4plus, everyone went to sofa and toh liao.

All toh first, only me and Wenshan stayed awake.

We couldn't sleep cause we can't find anywhere to sleep.

Until 9plus, everyone says want to go home, so we all pack and take our things and leave.

Thought I could spend christmas with him, but it's just a false hope.

And thanks guys for not letting my christmas to be alone this year. (:

Sat cab with binbin and kaikai to hougang mrt and took mrt back home.

Reach home, use com awhile, go prepare and need to go out again.

Went out to have lunch with parents as usual.

It's a public holiday anyway.

And yea, Merry belated christmas to everyone! :D

I was damn tired and sleepy okay.

Ate finish, took mrt down to bugis.

Went there to buy bag, and went to buy christmas present for my brothers.

My elder brother bought me one water bottle, thanks! (:

I actually want buy Uglydoll de.

Yea, you must be wondering what is uglydoll, check yourself. ^^

I want to buy that, I ownself also feel like having one, but it's 30 per uglydoll.

And I saw a shirt shop picture nice and cute, so I bought it.

The shop name I forgot, MIDOOREE. I think.

It's 29 per shirt, 59 for three, so we have three people.

One for each for my brother, and one for myself.

I took photo of it too, but, yea, wait my iphone let me take first.

I want go buy again. :D

Done buying and took mrt back home.

Reached home, watch "Haunted changi" with brother.

I tio chua once, ONLY.

Hmms, not so scary at all lor.

Probably telling you be caution of there, best is to not even go there.

After that I stare into space.

Waiting and waiting for boyf to text me.

He said he will come down find me, I don't dare to sleep, waiting for his text or call.

but until 7plus I bth I texted him first.

And guess what? He say he outside with friends going watch movie.

Wtf right. LOL.

Another false hope again. (:

Went down to buy dinner home for brothers.

And we watched "Alvin and the chipmunks" together.

It's so long already lor the show, and the song also.

Watch finish and we came back room and use com awhile.

And we three play uglydoll.
We play until we keep laugh and scream sial. LOL.

Play one round and brother ask me play dota with him.

So we play, until 1plus? I think, boyf called.

And we quarrel.

Today morning we went to eat again.

After that went to walk walk around, and go home.

Use com, blahblahblah, and went to eat dinner with parents.

They went grandma house, and me and brother stayed home.

Ask boyf meet again, he keep answer me don't know.

Until i cannot go out already, then he happy. (:

Hahas, whatever.

I don't feel a thing anymore, already dead.

Now quarrelling again, fcuked up.

End here.

Hi guys.

back to update my no-one-see blog, except for my lovely darling.

Yea, as I was saying, I went down alone that night.

Flashing back memories, laughing and crying to myself.

People passing by thought I'm crazy, ohwell, I don't give a damn.

Until around 11.30pm, I on-ed my phone.

boyf called me.

Was crying a bit at first, but he sound pissed, so I tried to hold back.

Everything, conversation went fine after that.

Slept and next day went out to have lunch with parents and brother.

boyf text me at around 3, I thought he won't text me again. /:

Ate finish and went bugis with brother as he wanted to buy a christmas present.

Choosen for him and yeps, he gave his friend yesterday.

After that went home, stayed home whole day then, parents going out.

So what did we do? Hmms, I was watching Naruto and brother watching Supernatural(?).

Monday, brother on leave, so we both stayed home whole day.
Went to have lunch with darling, her brother and mother.

Went home, do things, bath.

Met boyf awhile, and he going off as he was going out with his parents.

Home, and I was like, playing cs? Lol.

Then watch Naruto awhile, then cs again.

Then tuesday, morning brother keep pom here pom there, until I wake up.

Use com until 1, then go bath, prepare and go down to sit van go st.

Reached, and was like, moody? /:
Nothing much happen anyway.

Read the new paper, saw there's a haunted thing open for everyone.

13 cell, kinda scary.

Ended and home.

Use com awhile and sleep.

Today morning woke up and prepare, went down to grandma house.

Today eat tang yuan, so going bai my grandfather.

Also nothing much happen.

Finish with everything and went back grandma house.

Ate tang yuan, then watch tv awhile, do a bit of housework, then headed home.

Home and I jitao toh on bed.

Then feel cold, went outside see and it's raining.

On com, use awhile, went bath, then boyf coming down. :D

Met him then.

We walk until Aljunied mrt and we go bras basah, we go "popular" to see books.

boyf bought singapore true ghost story, I wanted to buy books also, just can't find.

Hmms, shall go see again.

And we went to bugis to shop around.

I saw someone I don't really like, but, ohwell. ^^
We took mrt down to city hall.

Actually want eat pepper lunch but we went to eat pasta mania instead.

Then we went carefour to buy tibits and drink.

After that took mrt back home.
Sit at a place and see boyf so tired so I ask him go home.

Home now, bath and going watch supernatural already.

Had lots of fun with boyf today.

I thought I won't have the chance to spend time together like this with him.

Hahas.

Alrights, shall end here, loves!

Hi people.

I know it's boring but, yea, I'm sad once again.

I know I'm a emo freak lah okay, but you think I want that?

I also want to be happy like last time right.

I also can't change, I also can't do anything, what you expect.

No offence anyways.

Friday morning went over to darling's house.

And we went to have breakfast together.
back to her house to take my vitagen, then she accompany me home.

She came up my house awhile.

Was like dozing off soon, but forced myself to stay awake.

And we were laughing at a app, 我是大肥猫. Hahas.

And we were actually writing at each others facebook wall when we were just beside each other.

Yea, we are lame I know.

She kept laughing at my kindergarden photo!

I still remember when she first saw the photo, I from other room also can hear her laughter!

Wth sial, hahas.

After that she went home cause her mother ask her pei her to don't know where.

So I slept, as I'm really really really damn tired.

but I couldn't sleep in peace, I keep wake up in about an hour plus.

Until 3 plus I bth I wake up.

brother came home at around 6plus.

We were watching supernatual, until 11plus and I sleep.

Today afternoon woke up at 12 plus as my father called.
He asked me to bring clothes to grandma house, so I did.

brought over and came back home.

Was home whole day with my brother.

He asked me if I wanted to learn korean.

but in the end I didn't.

Didn't on com until just now, came to post and off-ing it after that.

Who understands how I truely felt now?

Darling? Maybe she does.

Well, even myself don't know either.

Just went looking through the message he sent me in facebook on the 16Nov, 7.22pm.

I wanted to say all that to him too, wanted everything back normally.

I guess he won't listen, he will not change his mind easily.

Yes I know, I know all that.

but people, could you even feel a little of how I hurt I am while reading my post these days?

I know a number of you will make negative remarks.

Well, I also can't do anything.

been listening to this song lately, SM ballad - Another day.

It's a korea song, you can go youtube and search for english sub.

Somehow somewhat, some of the lyrics express out part of my heart.

Actually I liked the melody, it's damn sad.

I want to cry all my freaking sadness out, but my brother is at home.

Sigh..

We didn't even sms, or should I say talk today.

If it's last time, I won't be here at home, I'll be out there with my boyf.

He said "is never gonna be the same again." , so I'll just have to accept the fact that it's different now isn't it?

but who in the world out there would want your boyf to treat you like this, right?

but I told him, as long as he don't leave me, no matter how he treat me it's fine.

Yea fine, "FINE", it's my own decision anyways, I can't blame anyone.

When i was out with darling those two days, looking at couples.

I'm so envy of them, able to hug, able to laugh, able to do everything normally with their own boyf/girlf.

I used to be one of them. Hahas...

Oh manzxc, I miss him.. I miss my boyf...

Wishing so much to see him now, right now..

Suntec, marina, has the most memories of us.

I still remember the first movie, when I first lie on his shoulder, first time to hold his hand, forst time wearing his jacket was at suntec, watching Toy Story 3.

He was damn shy, damn cute.

And that was when we started to be together.

Yea, 0307'10, 11.44pm.

And then we went out alone, watching Karate Kid.

That was when we first kissed.

Like hey, isn't that sweet?

Who don't want to stay that sweet right!?

Remembering when it's our second month, he gave me a couple necklance.

I always was wearing it.

He used to too, but two days ago I saw it's gone.

Remembering our 5th month, before I going oversea, at Esplanade, he gave me a couple ring.

He took off also.

Three days ago when I was on the way home with darling, I heard Esplanade, and I just broke out in tears inside the train.

I was lying on darling's shoulder crying, everyone was looking and thought we were lesbians?

Well, it's normal.

but what's wrong with crying?

I'm freaking sad and I couldn't hold anymore of cause I cry isn't it!?

Reaching home soon and I can't cry anymore.

Wanted to go ecp cry yet it keep rains!

I'm going insane soon!

Didn't manage eat today.

Damn, who will remember and have the freaking mood to eat at this situation.

Sometimes I'm thinking, what would happen if I was lying at hospital?

I know I'm stupid, but what if it really happens?...

All I think about for the whole day was him him him him him him him him!

but I should be happy that he actually still love me and we are still together isn't it.

Yea, indeed I should.

He wanted to be alone, I shouldn't interrupt him.....

Really, seriously, I'm terrified that I may lost my mind one day................................................

It's really killing me.............................

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn it, damn it, DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY LOVE HIM DAMN FUCKING LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I couldn't take it anymore, I'm going out, alone.

Nights guys........

Hi peepos!

I'm feeling kinda happy today so I came to post.

Yesterday night after I reach home, boyf text me.

I'm so surprised, we didn't text for whole day and we are actually unstable.

He actually still cared about me, I'm so touched, so happy.

Today morning went to darling's house.

When I called her she still wonder why the hell I call her for. LOL.

We talk and then re-watch "吓到笑".

I know we very lame lah, or should I say I very lame, but very bored mah.

Also nothing to do.

After that we went down to NTUC to buy, vit semo de I forgot how spell.

Then we went to shop and save to look for other things.

And we bought shrimp.

back to NTUC again, and bought the vit, minced pork, etc.

After that went her house, we planning to cook marconi.

While waiting it to soften, darling doing housework, very 难得 sial. LOL.

And what I was doing? Er, using com. x:

Crapping with brother on msn.

Then when it's soften, went to cook.

Ate and was talking about er, I forgot.

Oh, some copy cat.
After eating, wash up and we went in the room don't know what to do.

I suddenly remember I wanted to polish my nails again.

I actually wanted transparent, but in the end change mind to pink, dark pink.

Darling one so nice lor, her finger nails very long, mine so short and small not nice. ):
Oh well, she went to bath first, after that my turn.

While darling was straightening her hair, my gastric suddenly pains.

And it pains a lot.

Thanks darling for getting me some warm water.

I feel much better after awhile.

It's the second day I tell darling I want go ecp, and these two days also rain.

Like sian half only sial.

I want go there cry, that atmosphere best for crying.

My turn to straighten and darling went to use com.

boyf text me after that.

I didn't know he replied yesterday!

I just whole morning and afternoon didn't text with him.

Wtf, I was like sad die lah.

If he didn't text me I also don't know he got reply me lor.

Done with everything, so me and darling head down to serangoon.

Yeps, we going Nex, as darling didn't went before.

We went to shop around, actually not really shop all, a few?

Or should I say one floor only. Lol.

We bought hair bands, and hair clips.

And we went to withdraw money.

The posb bank damn special and cool sial, touch screen one leh!

I know I very suaku lah, but first time see atm machine that's touch screen!

Hahas, coolzxc.

After that we went to have Andersen's.

We have been saying to go eat from don't know when, and we finally went.

Eat abit of the chocolate and I very ni of it liao.

We ordered brownie yet we didn't finish, left around half or more of it leh.

Very waste right, yea indeed.

but we want vomit liao, couldn't eat.

Then waited boyf outside of shop.

Then he bring us go mrt, I laugh with darling and I suddenly feel like vomitting.

I keep want vomit, yet I just can't vomit out. Grr.

both of them keep ask me go toilet vomit. Tsk.

In train, darling ask me pei my boyf, boyf ask me pei my darling. Wth. Lol.

Alighted first.

Sorry darling I can't send you home! ):

but she's home safe, I can put heart abit.

Sit at usual place where me and boyf will always sit and talk.

And this stupid mosquito keep bite me!

It actually bite me leg 6 bites, kao.

Itchy die me, home and bath quickly.

I'm happy, happy that I finally can meet my boyf and actually hug him.

I thought it'll never happen again. /:

He's not looking good, he got flu and cough.

Aww, worry for him. Hope he gets better soon! ):

And tomorrow he will be going school to take his results.

Hopes everything will be fine for him.

Hope he don't get too upset if he sees his results, hopes he will smile.

And also, today is 16!

Which means, is me and darling's anniversary! (Y)

It's been 18 months ever since then.

Happy 18 months anni darling! 1606'09! (L)

So fast sial, 18 months liao.

Thanks darling for being there.

Thanks for bringing back memories of us laughing like mad and make me laugh.

Thanks for all those crappings.

I love you. ^^

Maybe things are getting better, maybe it's not.
Well, as long as he's by my side, and he love me, anything also fine with me bah.

Who ask me love him too much. ^^

Okay, shall end here.

Post again if I feel like!

Nights. ^^

Hi people.
I'm so bored at home alone, feeling so down.
but it seems like I got no one to turn and approach to now.
Yesterday night was talking to darling.
Cause she saw my blog.
Yea, thanks darling for comforting me.
Sometimes is better to pretend that you're fine than to admit that you are actually not.
Didn't manage to sleep yesterday night, again.
It's been two days that I didn't sleep and eat.
I just couldn't get into sleep.
I couldn't eat anything, or should I say, I didn't even have a space to think of it, and I actually forgotten.
Today morning I hurt myself.
I was straightening hair and I giap until my finger.
Yea, a little red mark is there.
I don't care anyways.
Use com awhile, and tried to catch some sleep.
I closed my eyes, but my mind is all about boyf.
When I actually was able to sleep, I jump up.
I don't know why, I just felt scare, scare of something.
It's like, if I sleep, everything will vanish.
I know I'm sensitive and thinking too much, but that's how I feel, I can't do anything.
Was lying on bed, staring at the ceiling, looking at the 4 sided walls.
I've no one to talk to.
I'm like a crazy person, talking to a soft toy.
Telling it, how much I miss him, how much I actually love him.
Does anyone out there knows about it? I doubt so.
brother suddenly talk to me in msn.
He told me he's sad.
Comfort him, and I wanted to tell him, I wanted to tell him how sad I am right now.
I don't know how to start, so I didn't.
Always crying alone here.
How I wish I've a shoulder to just cry everything out.
I wish it is you boy, I wish it is you beside me now.
I wish you will hug me and say, "baby, don't cry, I'm here, I'm always here to love you, protect you."
but I guess that's not gonna to happen now.
Just now went to boil water.
I didn't take it properly, and water just splash on my foot.

Although my finger and foot feels pain, but it isn't as much pain as my heart is now.

It's a hundred times pain-er.
Everything I do just don't seem right.
All I think about was you boy, only you.
I doubt your mind has me now.

Kept on looking at my phone.

I hope when it rings it's you.

You're the reason for me to every smile of the day.

Flashing through our sms, laughing yet crying to myself.

Missing the way you hugged me tight.

Missing your tender kiss.

I miss you, I miss everything about you.

I want to cry everything out, but I just couldn't stop that tears from falling.

Staring out the window, looking at the place where we always sit.
Remembering those laughter and sadness I've with you.

Remembering every moment with you.

Those picture just kept appearing in my mind.
He said he wanted time alone.

I only can wait, I'll just have to wait, wait, wait wait.....

Although it's so hurting, but I'm willing to do so.

I hope things will go better, back to the times we had.

So much in my heart and mind right now, couldn't express it...

I just hope he'll be back, I know he will, I know...

I just need him to try again, just this last time....

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright, shall post until here.

bye people.....

Edited.

Hi again.

Just now went out to have dinner with brother.

Had pizza. ^^

but I ate a little and I'm damn full.

I feel like vomitting! Die. ._.

After that met darling.

She said she wanted to come down find me as she's worried? Hahas.

We went down to bugis to have a walk around.

It's been so long ever since I last go out with darling.

Thanks darling for crapping and bringing those laughter.

Sorry that I couldn't really smile, sorry to make you worry about me.

but I've listened to you, I ate. (:

Although not much but at least I did eat right!? Hee ^^.

Thanks darling for seeing my ugly face when I cry! And there to sayang me.

I love you. (L)

I miss him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love mine boyf. /:

I feel like dying soon. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Okay, shall end here.

Nights.

Hi peepos. (:

I'm back to post.

Saturday morning woke up and go prepare.

Met brother at paya lebar mrt after his half day of work.
We went down to bugis.

He say he want buy bottle.

So we went up and down to look for the things he needed.

He wanted to make bottle with name inside.

I don't know if you get it anot, but yea, I'll try post it up.

We from 1pm until around 5plus then reach home.

My leg can die.

Half way we went to have lunch.

The shop name call what, fish market de.

Their food is nice, but abit expensive. Hmms.

I've a good brother right, everytime bring me go eat this kind of expensive food.

Yea, thanks brother! (L)

Home, rest awhile and met boyf.

It's like finally, after a week of trip, without contacting, I finally got to see him.

First thing I do was to hug him!

Feel so warm.

Where we went? Oh.

We went to shop and save to stroll around as usual.

We like boring only, no where to go.

but, as long as is with boyf, I'm okay with it. ^^

Went home around 10 plus. And we quarrel.

Was helping my brother with his stuffs as he asked me to help.

I never done before, so I want to do it for boyf, my first try of doing.

It was nice, isn't it boyf? ^^ , he said it's nice, so is my brother.

We do until 3plus, brother say he hungry, want call mac.

So I suggested to wait till 4am for breakfast, and we did.

Called, and I was like lying on my bed half dead.

I really bth, my eyes is closing, but brother keep ask me don't sleep.

So I stayed awake until the mac came and we ate, I keep push harshbrown and drink to him.

LOL.

Heng he's hungry.

After that it was like 5am, we both went to sleep.

Morning, or should I say afternoon, 12pm mother called me wake up.

Cause need prepare and go out with parents to have lunch as usual.

I pulled myself up and went to prepare.

Took mrt down.

Damn hate people who take mrt and don't want move in.

Die die keep stand near the door.
Reached, ate, and it's like 3plus.

Went down to Serangoon to meet binbin.

Went up to buy movie ticket, we watch the Sammy's Adventure.

I know very xdd xmm show lah, but we nothing to watch liao.

I want watch my soul to take but it's NC 16.

I need few more weeks then can watch. Argh. ):

Watch finish, met boyf.

He came down to find me.

And my gastric wasn't feeling well, pain, thanks boyf for helping me sayang my tummy.

We went fairprice to stroll, and in the end we quarrel.

but before I go home everything's fine.

Gave him the bottle and something I bought from oversea for him.

Went home, thought everything's fine, but in the end we still quarrel.

And this time, is really serious.

We almost broke off.

It's so damn hurting.

6plus went to find brother at NTUC, he wanted to buy mushroom soup.

Was quarrelling with boyf on the way.

After buying brother went off first, I was behind talking to boyf.

Reached my house upstairs, sat at the staircase, and I broke down.

I hurt my hand, cause I punch the wall damn hard.

Feeling so pain now. /:

Kup as he was going out with his parents.

We sms, but nothing seems to be back.

Was watching SuperNatural with brother, it's nice.

It's a show that is two guys, both are brothers, fighting and destroying demons.

but kinda vulgar show, but it's funny.

While I was at oversea, there's a girl that film our trip.

Then got one scene damn funny.

我不怕，我是抓鬼的。That person said this. LOL.

Me and my brother keep laugh and laugh about this.

Although I laugh, my heart still hurts.

Couldn't cry in front of brother. Sigh.

Awhile later my elder brother came home, and he ask me, "How come your eye so red?"

So I said a white lie, cause my eye very itchy.

Hahas. /:

He said he wanted to break, but I don't want to.

Couldn't sleep for the whole night, didn't dared to sleep in the morning.

I scare he reply or call me I don't know, so I told myself to stay awake.

And I did.

Was talking to him with this matter the whole morning and afternoon.

Finally, he hold on, he still hold on, I was so relief.

I'm so so so afraid of losing him..

boyf I love you. ): ..

Staying home whole day, alone.

It's so quiet, can't imagine what if boyf really leave me.

Thanks boyf for holding me on. (L)

Shall end here.

Nights peepos. (:

Hi. :D

I'm back from oversea!

The trip was damn boring, keep see and climb mountains niah.

but had laughter with people there.

They keep disiao my mother.

My mother's name is poh bee dian, they call her bo balance.

So bad sial.

We keep sit bus to places, and it's like 4-6 hours of bus travel. ._.

We went to 张家界 to have a look of the mountains.

Very high, then sit cable car.

The tour guide bought us to see this mountain.

If you've watch Avatar before, yeps, it's a mountain that was film inside.

It's nice isn't it. (:

There is damn freaking cold I tell you.

I wear 2 clothes, 1 jacket, 1 winter jacket, I still feel cold, especially my legs &hand. ._.

Couldn't eat anything there! Cause of my ulcer. ):

Everyone so concern about me, keep ask me to apply a powder to cure it.

Got one auntie gave me that, and I did apply before I sleep.

It's better now, I guess.

before going there I'm already abit recover from my fever, came back yesterday and I'm having flu and cough! Wtf.

Yesterday morning 4.30 in hotel morning call.

We took 3 times of flight.

From 长沙 to 广州 , from there to 厦门 and finally from there to singapore.

From morning take plane, reach Singapore at 10plus in the night.

Once I reach Singapore the first thing is to text boyf!

My god, a week, I can die.

Reach home use com, bath, update my iphone, and jitao go sleep bth.

Today morning woke up use com awhile, and I fall asleep again.

When I almost doze off, mother wake me up.

Know what happen?

Yea, a bird flew into my house!

The bird look so nice.

Mother want get it out of the room but it keep fly in circle. LOL.

Damn cute.

Went to grandma house just now, just came back not long.

Have to go, if not later father scold me.

Walk to grandma house with mother.

Pass darling some things then go grandma house.

Went there watch tv, heng have show to watch.

Hbo channel, watched '17 Again'.

I still remember I went to watch that with my brother.

I watch it last time cause I like Zac Efron, now, I don't really like liao.

Came back after that.

Nearby had an accident, took picture but stupid com don't want appear the iphone thingy.

Argh, I'll try it tomorrow and upload if I can.

I just bo liao, came to post.

Hmms, think I've nothing to post le bah.

Nights!

Hi peepos. ^^
Came to post, as tomorrow will be going oversea.
From 3Dec - 9Dec as I've mentioned once, I'm just too miss Singapore, my house, my com, spongebob, darling, &boyf! ):
Sunday night slept, &I felt damn freaking cold.
The next day I got fever, like wth. ._.
Went darling house, awhile later I went home &I took panadol which my mother ask me to take.
Went to sleep after that.
Then I forgotten.
I forgot when darling staying overnight at Minming's house.
So morning I accompany mother go work, then took bus to Tampines mrt &bus back home.
I know I abit crazy, but I don't want go my grandma house.
Home &slept, I think.
Met boyf, we went Serangoon.
He say there open one new shopping centre, Nex, so went to see see.
Like nothing much one lor.
He went watsons to buy panadol for me.
I took one on the spot, cause I really bth.
Accompany go mac eat as he's craving for it.
After that he send me home, &he went off.
Home &watch naruto, boyf going don't know semo boat to catch prawn.
No one home, &I suddenly freezing like hell.
I off fan, use jacket, blanket, I even use my two brother's blanket to cover but I'm freezing, wtf.
Wish boyf was there but he went boat. /:
The next morning went to see doctor.
Seen liao went home &rest.
Then boyf came to visit me, so sweet of him~ ^^
Thanks for the lunch, dinner &paste boyf. Loveyou.
Slept &today whole day stayed at home.
Today got tk, but I can't go.
Just now went to see chinese doctor cause that polyclinic medicine no use one. ._.
boyf came down to accompany me see.
Thanks boyf.
If not I think I really will faint.
Gonna go have medicine &sleep.
If not someone is gonna nag at me again like just now! Rawr.
Tomorrow need wake up early.
8plus flight, 5plus need leave house, I still haven't pack.
Wth, means I only have 4hours plus of sleep! How to heal! Argh.
I'm gonna miss you people. ):
Especially you, boyf.
Don't flirt hor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will kill you. ):
Miss hugging him, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh feel like crying liao. ):
Miss talking to him. ):
Tomorrow will be our 5th month.
Happy 5th month boyf. (L) ):
I LOVE YOU. ):
Should it counted as happy? ):
Feel like something is missing! /:
Hope that 1 week quickly pass!!!!! ):
Sigh, alrights, shall end here &go have my medicine &sleep. Nights. ):

Hey peeps.
This is my blog.
I write whatever I want.
You've no right to judge me.
Continue to stay if you are happy.
Not happy? S-C-R-A-M. :D
Tyvm. :D

Vera / Jiayun. ♥
First cry on 02Jan'95.
I'm single.
Respect and treat me like how you want me to treat you. ^^
I'm a fan of SHINee, B2st, B1A4, BTOB.
Overall, I'm friendly and a little insane, feel free to add me in facebook/twitter @veramissyou.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it.
I just wanna put everything down and let go.

" She’s a little girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."

Name: Kim Jonghyun.
Nickname: Bling Bling Jonghyun.
DOB: April 8th, 1990.
Position: Lead Vocal.

DOB: June 6, 1991.
Nickname: Sonseuko, 16 D.
Name: Son Dong Woon.
Specialty: Piano and traditional chinese.

DOB: November 18, 1991.
Name: Jung Jinyoung.
Position: Leader, Vocalist.

Name: Shin Dong Geun.
Stage Name: Peniel.
Birthday: March 10, 1993.
Position: Vocalist, Dancer.

You end everything with "I'm sorry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable.
& now, there's nothing I could do to bring you back to me.

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