Sunday, March 27, 2011


Hi earthlings.

I'mma back to post. :D

Thursday ah, shiat, I forgotten.

And I just remembered I've 4 chinese compo to complete.

Argh. x.x

Friday, morning went school, first lesson jiu POA liao. After that chemistry.

Teacher asked Alvin to sit beside me.

Thanks to husband lor, she never go school, no one sit on my left.

Alvin very irrtating lah.

My staple on the table, and he go press press press until no "bullet" liao. ._.

I took off my SHINee ring on put it on the table cause a bit irrtating, hard to write.

And he took my ring, he wore, and say, "eh, 借我带一下,我 after school 才换你。"

I stare at him for a second, and orh, -back to screen- .

Awhile later, he keep smack my hair, my pony tail.

I keep tsktsktsk, he keep smack smack smack for no reason.

And he say, "我很喜欢弄女孩子的头发,我不懂为什么。"

I also stare at him and think to myself, "Siaopeh. ._."

Awhile later he asked me.

Alvin: Eh, 你跟你的 boyf 多久了。

Me: 俩个月多 lor, zuomo leh?

Alvin: 问 lah, 不可以 meh.

Me: Orh.

Alvin: Then 你们 zuomo.

Me: 我不懂。

Alvin: 讲 leh.

Me: 我真的不懂。我也想知道。

Alvin: Just 讲而已。我很 curious.

Aiya, the conversation abit long, don't want type out liao.

After that recess.

After school went home, bath blahblahblah.

Went down to bedok to meet Hilda.

She brought a stitch cushion for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

She say she that time say she catch dao and wanted to pass to me but she keep forget.

but I don't remember she told me that before. o.o

Anyway, thanks Hilda!!

Love it ttm, will hug it when I sleep, hiak :3 . I called my mother and she didn't pick up her phone.

I've parent's meeting at night, but my mother went malaysia. ._.

So I asked Emily to help me inform Mr Faizal that I'm not attending.

Met Hilda and Audrey and we went to sing kbox.

Hilda asked me, "if you were in the situation like me, who will you choose."

I answered, of cause I'll choose my own boyf rather than my ex.

Even though my ex have a lot of good points, treat me damn freaking good, and my own boyf doesn't do that to me, I'll still choose my boyf. Why? Just simply cause I know, once break means break.

If I break up with my boyf now, and get back to my ex, things ain't the same anymore.

The feelings won't be the same.

And then? End up also break up and regret why didn't I cherish my boyf that time.

Humans are all like that, 等到失去后,才来后悔。

No matter how long you and your ex are together, things won't be the same after a break up.

Let bygones be bygones.

but most of all, the main reason is, because I love my boyf.

She nod her head and we went in to sing kbox.

Until 8, they went to downtown, while me?

Hilda told me things, and I felt damn down, went to took bus instead.

Home and use com awhile, and went to sleep.

Saturday, Audrey suddenly talk to me. blahblahblah.

She and Hilda told me the same thing, "I think you two should really meet up & talk".

Yes, I know, I know we should.

but guys, I don't the courage and confidence to do so.

Why? because I'm so so so afraid, things won't come out good.

You know what I mean isn't it?

Yea, I super don't wish that to happen.

If that happens, I'll be damn lost seriously.

Went to bath and continue to use com.

brother liar!

He say want go sing kbox one, in the end he told me he got sore throat, don't want go liao.

5plus he went to sleep awhile.

6plus going 7 I woke him up, we prepare and went to Marina Square.

For? Dinner! :D

He treat me eat "Just Asia".

First time eating, everytime first time is he bring me to eat one.

Like "Fish Market" and "MOF".

Free flow of drinks and ice cream sial. o.o

Ate finish and went to Esplanade see see.

It's "Earth Hour" yesterday.

Esplanade had switched off lights, not all but some.

It's dark, but can see.

It's super romantic, it's the best time for you and your boyf to go there.

There's a performance, which a guy is singing, don't know who.

Stood there and watch awhile.

I'm already damn down, and there's something that makes me triple down.

Guess what? There's a couple standing in front of me, hugging each other.

It's like super damn sweet can. Saw them look into each other eyes, I can feel the love between them, I'm envy.

I was about to burst into tears, but my brother there, can't.

Went to Marina and walk around. bought a CD, "Homecoming".

We then went home.

brother asked me whether should he buy bag, or wait for ipad 2 to come out.

I also don't know. o.o

Took mrt home and watch "Homecoming". Well, to me, it's not really a nice show, kinda boring.

Watch finish and went to sleep.

Today morning woke up early in the morning 6plus.

And guess what, I jump up and was looking for my phone.

Why? I got so anxious that I kept tell myself, "SIAO LIAO, yesterday I sleep I forgot to put alarm. x.x!" Keep search my phone, pull my bag and then I suddenly stop for a second.

And I thought, "Eh wait, today not sunday meh -.-?"

-puts my bag down and went back to sleep- .

I don't know what happen to me sial.

At that time, I was having a dream, a bad dream, a nightmare.

I got so scare and frighten that when I woke up, my heart beats damn fast.

At that moment, I thought of him ..

Well, I dreamt of him too .. Sigh.

Went to watch tv awhile and went to prepare.

Same as usual, went to outram there and eat lunch with family.

Ate finish, and went to great world city as my brother want to take passport photo.

While waiting, my mother asked me.

Mother: 你跟你的朋友到底还有没有在一起?

Me: -silence for a second- , er, 有(?), 没有(?). Aiya, budong lah.

Mother: Then 为什么你们没有一起出去 liao? 我也没有看你一直按电话.

Me: bu zhi dao lah, -walks to other place-

She keep pester me for the answer sial, yet I don't know what to reply her. ._.

It's the second time she asked me already. Argh. ._.

My brother took his photo and we went to take mrt back home.

Home and com awhile, watch brother play psp.

Then went to on "Homecoming" for my mother to watch. I think she finds it boring too. Ha.

Went to hawker to eat dinner with family.

My father never eat, my mother follow him, end up only me and my brother eat. -.-

They went to my grandma house first.

Only sunday I can't skip meal cause with parents, ._. .

Ate finish and me and brother came back home first.

He went to bath, while I came to post half of it.

My turn to bath and I just came out not long and continue to post.

Today is 27th.

Yeps, it's the third month that we know each other.

Soon later it's gonna be our third month anniversary.

Will he be able to remember and wish me? I doubt so ..

Asked my mother to help me pay my phone bills as she's taking her salary next week.

Hopefully my line will be back.

If not I'm seriously damn bored sial.

but, used to it liao, hehe.

And my stupid flu doesn't want to go away!

Later my brother thought I crying like that. Tsk.

Should I uninstall audi and install maple? Hmms.

but both also like boring only leh, tsk.

Aiya, fan si ren lah.

Shall post until here. Loves.

( The stupid post don't let me clutch all together. -.- )


Wednesday, March 23, 2011

























Annyeong earthlings ^^.
Last sunday stay home whole night with brother.
Monday, it's time to go back school again.
Hmms, nothing much also lah.
Time table changed, not used to it.
After school went home.
Home and continue to watch my korea drama.
Watch finish what I did? I totally forgotten. ._.
Sleep and tuesday went school.
I'm like super tired sial.
blahblahblah, after school went bugis with Liru, Emily and husband.
Yeps, it's the four of us again.
They wanted to eat mac, but they change mind to eat long john.
We can't stop laughing de sial.
Eat finish we went to iluma de comic connection/collection, I always forgot to see.
For? Of cause it's kpop thingy.
Liru wanted to go there.
And she saw F.T Island's ring.
Her eyes went big and she showed it to me.
Emily bought it for her cause she owe her a birthday present.
Husband bought a ez sticker for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Of cause, no need say also know it's my hubby KimJongHyun. :D!
My old one like going spoil liao, so~ HIAK.
After looking around we went to bugis junction de one book shop.
I forgot what's the shop name already, kim semo semo de.
Don't know who want go there see semo, me and Liru went to see kpop one. (L)
Saw a book, wanted to buy it, but didn't.
Why? Cause, I don't know if we will be able to meet again ..
Oh well.
We went back iluma.
Again? Yeps, but this time is go there buy koi! :D
Someone say will buy me koi once a week leh, happy. ^^
buy liao, Emily went to take bus, the rest of us went to take mrt home.
Liru alighted at kallang and me and husband took to macpherson.
Walk halfway brother called, and he was behind of me. LOL.
Went up home and he went to bath then my turn.
He play PS3, while me?
Cooking macaroni for him cause he say it's raining, don't want go hawker centre. Tsk.
Drank my koi and went to do things.
Do liao jiu off com sleep.
Today morning went school.
9.30 jiu recess liao leh!
Kao, so damn early lah, some more we 2.45 then end school leh.
Wednesday is math day liao.
We from 1.35 start math until 4.
2.45-4 is remedial.
Tomorrow got math test and english test leh, can jump down liao.
Alvin is irritating lah sial.
Me: -stood up, took skirt, walk to back door-
Alvin: Eh sexy, 去哪里。
Me: -quiet for a moment- , 去跳楼 lah.
Alvin: 这里跳 leh, 我要看。
Me: Gnd. -walks off-
-5 minutes later-
Me: -walk back to class from back door-
Alvin: Eh sexy, 你去哪里。
Me: -diamdiam awhile- , 跳楼 LAH!
Alvin: -laughs- .
He siaopeh one seriously. ._.
but he reminds me of ______, darling should know lah dui bu dui.
Cause they two really very alike.
Study math study my head want burst liao.
4plus we went home.
Home and lie down on bed awhile.
Until 7 went to bath, watch tv awhile, and here I am to post.
It's 9plus now and I haven't study my math ._.
Well, I came to post cause I want to write something.
Those who want to contact me, please do not sms me for the time-being.
Why?
Just because my poor line had been cut, didn't pay the bill. :P
but I still can receive incoming calls.
So, if you've anything to tell me, please give me a call instead of sms.
because I'm unable to reply, for now.
I'll tell you again if my line is back. (:
Frank speaking, I don't feel anxious of getting my line back.
You will be wondering why.
Cause I'm used to my phone not ringing liao, HOR? ^^
Man, my head is pain-ing.
Flu and cough for like don't know how long liao.
been thinking what if one day I faint on roadside. Haha.
Random photos from Audrey, took from her already.
I'm gonna do my things and sleep.
Anything please call me! ^^
Nights.


Sunday, March 20, 2011











Hi earthlings.
I'mma back to post again, at home nothing do.
Thursday actually going out with Liru, Emily and husband.
but the day before, Liru moody.
Then last minute cancelled.
Stayed home, do what?
Watched korea drama.
The guy is damn shuai and cute lor!! ><
Re-polish my nails while watching.
Watched for the whole afternoon.
Until 6plus went to bath and 7plus went to buy dinner for brother.
Home and continue to watch again.
Watch until 10plus, went to use com awhile and sleep.
Like no life right, yea I know.
Friday morning woke up, went to shop and save awhile.
There's one guy, those a bit old already kind, he walk beside me.
And he suddenly say want make friend with me.
Kao, I jitao chua tio and quickly walk to crowded places.
Damn freaking scare, and he's the first one who came ito my mind ..
Went shop and save awhile, buy things and then walkd home.
I walked pass the place when that time valentine's dy, he light the candles for me.
Which say, "I love you".
It makes me super sad seriously.
Sigh Nothing to do and continue watching my korea drama. :D
Until 4plus brother called and asked me to go watch movie with him.
Since nothing to do so I agreed.
Went to bath and prepare.
He came home awhile and we took mrt down to dhoby.
We watching 7.30 show, and we 7.23 like that then reached dhoby.
And we still have to head to cathay.
Ask him go out early he don't want, keep at home tu tu tu.
Went in, heng haven't start.
but once we sit down, it start to show. LOL.
What show? Rango.
He say he wanted to watch that.
And, it's not really a recommanded show.
It's super boring okay, too draggy.
After the show we went to eat mac.
Eat finish and went home.
Saturday, morning woke up and watch 1 episode of korea drama.
Went to bath and prepare.
Meeting Hilda and Audrey at Somerset at 12pm.
I'm late by 15 minutes. x:
Reached and we went to cineleisure.
Accompany them to eat.
Eat finish and we went up to kbox.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Sing sing sing, then went to take new print.
After that bus to dhoby.
They went there to play pump.
After playing, we went to walk around.
Then Audrey going off. Hilda meeting Roy and benny to watch movie.
Accompany Hilda to cathay and wait for them.
They reached and Hilda wanted to go back PS to meet Ace.
Meet liao, talk talk awhile and they wanted to go eat.
I wanted to go home, but they drag me along with them. ._.
They went to eat mac, and they were talking about Mau.
Well, Hilda and Mau had some problem.
Which, me and Hilda's problem are almost alike.
And we both felt almost the same.
We both Capricorn, maybe that's why bah.
benny's friend came mac to find him.
A guy and a girl, and the guy's name also call benny.
Why I know? Caus that guy suddenly say hi to me and ask what's my name.
He all the way smiling sial.
I also cannot smile much, only can use force to make myself smile, wonder if he'll get tired of it. After that they decided to watch show, which I can't as it's too late.
They wanted to watch a 9.30 show, in the end when they wanted to buy, it's sold out. LOL.
Gv no show watch, cathay also no show watch.
Gv, lots of memories of him.
My tears almost flow out, but I held back.
They went to the place where me, him, Mau, Roy and Hilda once played lan together.
They went there to play pool.
Which, I can't go in cause I'm only 16! ):
Had a bit of talk with Hilda.
I super feel like crying but I can't.
I know Hilda will cry too, don't want her sad, worried about her.
Wonder if she's okay right now.
They then decided to walk to bugis to play pool.
For me, I walked back to dhoby mrt, myself.
Hilda say benny they all wanted to accompany me to mrt de.
but, it's okay lah, I want to be alone for awhile too.
Thanks guys for occupying my day, if not I at home sure anyhow think.
Took mrt back home, bath and watch brother play PS3.
He playing GTA, and it kept say "Fcukyou" for a lot of times.
I was sitting behind my brother.
He suddenly turn to me and laugh. LOL.
Went into room and my elder brother asked me to play Monopoly Deal with him.
We played 3 rounds, and he only won me 1 round.
After playing, both of my brothers sleeping.
While me? I wanted to sleep, but I realize I can't.
I've been holding back my tears for so long, so so so so so long.
I let it all out yesterday night.
Cry and cry and cry, thinking of the days we had.
Sorry to my dear seal and stich for punching and crying on both of it.
Parents quarrelling again, which made me can't sleep.
Slept at around 3plus.
Today morning brother asked me go singpost with him to change our internet thingy.
The mobile spoiled, need change a new one if not I no internet use.
We 10 reached there, 10.30 then open. ._.
My brother say singtel fax the email to them already.
When he asked the person, the person say they haven't fax. ._.
Called singtel to fax again and they fax the wrong info. ._.
Waited and waited until 11plus then took mrt home.
Home rest awhile and went to prepare.
Went to eat lunch with parents as usual.
Finish eating and went home, cause no place to go.
Home and I came to post.
I'm so bored being at home.
And I miss him.
Shall ask Audrey to give me the photos we took.
Tomorrow school reopen again, sian.
Study study study.
I've so much to write, but I forgot and don't know how to write.
I feel so lonely.
And he once said he won't leave me alone.
Sigh.
Head going burst soon ..
End here bah.


Wednesday, March 16, 2011


Hi earthlings.
I'm here to post for the sack of someone.
Yeps, it's none other than my darling. :D
Today is 16, -wink- .
Happy 21 month anniversary darling! 1606'09 ; 16th's!
Times flies, so fast 21 months liao. (L)
Hmms, monday was home from morning to afternoon.
Went prepare and went to meet baby and Kyrene.
Accompany them go eat and went to baby's house.
Sit sit talk talk.
Kyrene went into her room and dozed off. LOL.
Until 4plus went to take mrt down to boon lay.
Took bus to Jurong west and started working.
You must be thinking what kind of work am I working isn't it.
but sad to say, I'm not gonna post it up. (:
Do do do, until 10.30 end work, took mrt back.
Reached home it's already 12am.
Went to bath and sleep.
The next day, woke up, prepare and walked to darling house to meet her.
Why? Cause we have remedial at 9am.
We met 8am and went to have breakfast together.
Talk quite a lot, we very long never talk liao.
I mean, we seldom talk now.
Eat finish and walked to school.
We reach there around 9.05/9.10 like that, Mrs Tang haven't come.
More coincidence, we took lift to second floor, and saw her waiting for the lift. LOL.
Went to learning room and started remedial.
Me and darling keep laugh, I forgot why.
She very cold and she kept disiao me.
by right it ends at 11, but Alvin keep say end end end.
So we ended at 10.35.
Accompany darling go buy nail polish and went home.
Reached home, wanted to sleep, but can't.
I super lazy go work sial.
Somemore it's at Jurong again. ._.
Went to prepare everything, took bus down to mrt to meet baby and her friends, Melson and don't who. (I'm not sure of the spelling.)
Same thing, took mrt down to boon lay and took bus.
The Melson and friend super funny sial, super guailan.
Do do do, until 10.30, I super lazy take mrt back, took cab instead.
Reached home, bath.
brother helped me send my info to recruit express.
Hmms, wonder what kind of work would they find.
After doing so, I went to sleep as I'm tired.
Today woke up, use com awhile.
Wanted to go back sleep cause I'm super duper tired.
I thought I'm sleeping and dreaming, but I'm not.
My mind is running wild, spinning round and round, yet I just couldn't get into sleep!
Make me super pekchek, woke up and use com.
Just came out from bathing not long.
Today not working, baby's father don't allow.
I'm going out later, with Hilda, Audrey and Hilda's boyf (Mau).
Actually can go out eariler.
My father yesterday asked me to stay home to wait don't know what fridge.
5pm leh, when I meet them it's about 7 liao, oh well.
Shall go dry my hair and straighten!
Loves!
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Don't go away - by2.
Looking to your eyes
There’s nothing to hide
And you’re no longer mine
How could I survive, when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly apart?
Can’t stop the tears from falling
We used to be so fine
And you walk in to my life
I’ll try to reach out for you
Just to be with you
My heart is breaking
Don’t, don’t go away
Baby don’t you know I miss you so
Don’t, don’t go away
I’ve never been on my own before
Can you hear me just take me with you
So don’t, don’t go away
Don’t, don’t go away
Baby don’t you know I miss you so
Don’t, don’t go away
I’ve never been on my own before
So want you try to feel my heart beat once more
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I used to listen to this song.
I suddenly thought of it.
Yea, I'm crying while listening to it.
Why?
Long story, maybe he would know? Maybe not.
Well, he doesn't really care anymore.
Cause he never treat me as one anymore ..
Sigh.
Gonna fall sick again, don't fall sick at this timing pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
x.x ..
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Edit.
Hi earthlings.
Sad news, I'm not going out already! ):
My uncle and cousin just came not long only.
by the time I reach amk it's about 7plus liao.
So decided to stay at home.
Sorry Hilda, saturday then go out with her. (:
Gonna stay home, do what sial.
Like nothing to do, watch tv, com(?).
Man, I'm damn sad now.
Argh.
Tv tv tv.
Loves.


Sunday, March 13, 2011

Hi earthlings.
I'm back again, continue continue.
Saturday morning woke up.
Mother called and ask me to bring father's clothes to grandma house.
brother suddenly ask me want go swimming anot.
Since I nothing to do, then anything lor.
Prepare, took clothes to grandma house and walked to swimming complex.
Swim swim swim.
My leg pain already I still go swim.
Aizai. :D
After swimming me and brother jitao took mrt down to bedok.
For? Kbox!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Happy much only!
Sing sing sing for 3 hours, went to eat and went home.
Home bath, use com awhile and I went to sleep.
Today morning woke up, use com watch tv awhile, back to sleep again.
Few minutes later woke up go bath and prepare.
Took mrt down to outram with parents to have lunch, as usual.
There got people give free paper and apple(?).
I don't know what day is it, think is somehow church people.
Eat finish we went to take mrt to Orchard.
While walking got one person gave me one paper(?), say what all the best etc.
I just orh, thanks. -smile-
We sit till raffles and change mrt.
My mother sat reserved sit, I sit beside her.
My beside beside got one shuaige sial, he look cute, abit muscular kind.
He saw got three people want sit together so he moved one sit towards me.
And he was sleeping.
He suddenly kick until me, he very anxious and turn to me and say sorry sorry.
And and, he keep like doze towards me sial!
He almost slept on my shoulder, ><"!
I sat till Orchard and went off, abit shy.
Went Orchard do what?
Went there walk walk, and I bought clothes and bag! (Y)
After that took mrt down to Aljunied and meet baby.
We went to eat, and went to shop and save walk walk awhile.
Went to withdraw money.
Actually today working with her, but no people so she say tomorrow(?).
Withdraw liao went to her house.
We nail polish our nails and watch tv.
And we talk about things.
Thanks baby for listening to my craps.
Until around 9plus 10 walked home and bath.
While walking home, was looking at the sky.
Yea, it reminds me of my boyf.
We used to sit down, hugging each other, and looking at the sky, stars.
Like so sweet only isn't it.
Makes me miss him..
Sigh, bath liao came to post.
And here I am, posting.
I'm tired!
Shall sleep early, nights!


我寂寞寂寞就好。

还是原来那个我
不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了想到 快疯掉 死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人要每个人的孽障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看得见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁来都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了想到快疯掉 死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
我总会把你戒掉

I'm currently addicted to this song.
The lyrics somehow speaks a bit of my heart.
The red ones are the ones that really speaks how sad I am.
Alrights, nights.


Friday, March 11, 2011




Hi earthlings.
I'm back to post.
First of all, happy 2nd month anniversary to my beloved boyf! (L)
Shall continue with my last post.
Hmms, tuesday.
Morning went school, I kinda forgot what happen liao.
After school me, Liru, Emily and husband, we went to mac.
Sit sit, eat eat, talk talk.
We always laugh like hell one lor.
After eating went to library as husband want remove photos from facebook(?).
Facebook cannot use then we went back to school.
Put bag at guides room as Liru and Emily is guides de.
Took off skirt and we went to play netball awhile.
Play play play and competition is gonna start.
We got two teams.
First team, play, 2-7. ._.
Can you imagine? We only score 2 points!
I play until I very chuan.
After rest awhile, watch other teams play.
After that is second team play, only me, Liru, Emily, husband and Kyrene at there.
Means 4 must play, 1 reserve.
Second team play I reserve, cause I very tired, don't feel like playing anyway. x:
And guess what? 0-4. LOL.
0 leh!!! 哇操。
We ended around 6plus in the evening.
And we all went home.
Home and bath bath bath, sleep sleep sleep.
Wednesday go school, got PE.
Need run 2.4 again cause I got one week de PE never go, then need run. ._.
I last round walk leh! Cause I saw Kyrene.
I reached there, 17.75.
Hengggggggggggggggggggggg ah, still pass.
After PE went up to class to rest.
Then I jiu forgot liao.
After school stayed in school for remedial.
And know what? I forgotten to bring my precious phone to school.
I was phone-less and I miss my boyf. ):
Remedial finish we went to watch other matches of netball.
We're not playing cause we didn't went into semi-final. LOL.
Watch finish and we went home.
Home to take my phone and went out again.
To? bugis.
With? My quite long never talk darling.
She wanted to go there cause this coming sunday is her and her boyf's first month.
Accompany her to go there purchase her things she needed.
I went there to buy envelope.
And? End up buying a box.
For what? To do something for my dear boyf.
bought everything, and went to buy koi.
Went comic collection/connection see see look look, sit down talk talk awhile, and went to take mrt home.
She crazy, she accompany me to paya lebar then she went back home.
Same to me, home and started to do things.
Do what? Fold cranes.
I've to fold 520 cranes by today, and I did it. (:
I wanted to fold 1000, but I'm out of time, so yea.
Too last minute liao.
Thursday late day, went school.
And I was folding the cranes for the whole morning and I only folded 100plus.
The box I bought couldn't fit 520 cranes. /:
Home and went to bath.
Continue folding and went to dhoby to meet Hilda and her boyf.
I'm too way early.
Since I need to get another bigger box, went around to find.
Saw precious thoughts and went in see.
bought one bigger box, and went to arcade outside wait for them.
I sat down there, fold fold fold, as many as possible.
They reached and went to play pump.
I at there fold fold fold.
After that they wanted to go eat, so we went.
Eat finish and we went to search for papers.
Cause I'm lack of papers to fold the cranes.
And before we walk till very far, I totally forgotten the box I bought.
I just left it there and I walked away.
Cause all I was thinking is to find paper and fold as fast as possible.
Heng daddy saw and took it for me.
Thanks daddy! :D
Look up and down but couldn't find.
So I decided to go paya lebar popular see if I can get any.
Hilda went with me, her boyf went to play pump/ddr one round before going home.
On the way she told me things, and I was like, damn down.
I wanted to give up on folding the cranes but, sigh.
Continued to fold.
Reached and went to see.
Don't have those kind of paper.
No choice, so i bought colour papers instead.
And know what? I buy wrong quality.
The colour papers that I bought is super hard, not soft.
Then fold until my finger pain. ._.
Home and went to measure, draw lines and cut it.
Fold fold fold.
11plus I bth, I went to sleep.
Set alarm to 2.30am.
And I really did wake up.
It's the first time I did something like this for a person.
Why? I don't know also.
My body just move itself.
I woke up and sat at living room sofa there fold fold fold.
Fold until around 6, went to prepare and took bus down to bedok reservoir.
Cause it's cross country today.
Reached there and slowly C girls first, the C boys, then b girls, b boys.
Started running, run and run and run.
I forgot how far the distance is.
Came in 52th for b girls.
First time ever! I got top 120.
After that help to clean up the place with Liru they all and took bus home.
Home and continue to fold fold fold.
Count count count, fold fold fold, write write write.
After do finish went to bath.
Father then called and scolded me for don't know what freaking reason.
Prepare hao liao, went to aljunied mrt to buy liang cha.
Went up the mrt, sat down, took the box out, take cranes out in order for me to put the liang cha in.
People around keep look at me, why? I also don't know.
Done putting and went into train, down to city hall.
Meet Hilda and Luke at Esplanade.
Went up to find boyf, wanted to give him surprise but I don't know how!!
We accompany boyf to eat and he went back to work while we walk around wait him off work.
And something make me sibeh dulan seriously.
My mood actually good, well, not really good, then he freaking make it more worse. ._.
Waited boyf outside the shop and we took mrt home.
Luke and Hilda went to marina.
Thanks boyf for your perfume. (: (L).
Home, rest awhile and I came to post.
I shall go sleep now, cause I've not slept since I woke up at 2.30am.
My eyes very pain.
My legs are aching cause of cross country.
My finger is pain cause of buying wrong colour papers.
Rawr.
Nights all!


Monday, March 7, 2011


Hi earthlings.
Shall continue to post.
Sunday morning woke up, use com, watch tv awhile and went to prepare.
Took bus to mrt and went to posb to help mother transfer money.
back to mrt and head down to outram and took bus to great world city.
As usual, went there to eat, with parents.
After that we went to bugis, as I wanted to buy pens.
Went to anbc shop, and saw Hilda & Audrey. o.o
Super coincidence!
Hilda asked me out, asked mother and off we went.
Parents went home.
Went to bugis street to find Hilda's another nuer.
Her nuer and her nuer's cousin went to watch movie.
While me, Hilda, and Audrey went to dhoby.
They went to play pump.
Looks interesting but, boyf don't like I play, so .. yea.
After they play we went to eat.
Which Hilda complain to my mother and Hilda forced me to eat, again.
She went to help me buy, really like my mother sial. LOL.
Ate finish and Hilda wanted to catch the "hamster" again.
She keep change money and catch, but couldn't.
And, please keep it as a secret, cause her boyf don't know and if he knows, he'll be angry.
Awhile later Hilda went to buy liang cha and take mrt as they need go pasir ris to don't know meet Luke(?).
Or Kenneth(?), I'm not sure.
Please keep it as a secret too tyvm.
Accompany them to paya lebar as it's early and took back the train to Esplanade.
Why? To find my dear boyf.
In train, was thinking about a lot of things.
And guess what? I sat to bras basah instead of Esplanade. ._.
Took back one stop and went to find boyf.
Waited him off work outside the shop.
Looking at couples, so sweet, so envy them.
And, feel happy for them.
He off work and we went to take mrt back.
I alighted at macpherson and he went home.
Although it's just awhile of meeting him, I'm more than glad I got to see him.
Home and brother showed me some random stupid video.
Semo 有飞机. Laughdieme.
Watch finish and went to bed.
I couldn't sleep last night.
I keep turn here and there, my mind went wild and wild.
Awhile later I manage to sleep while my mind still wild-ing.
Until middle of the night, I jumped up and realize something.
Which makes my mind went extremely wild, same goes my heart.
Trying to sleep, trying to stop thinking, but I couldn't.
I kept flip here and there, turn here and there, open and close eyes.
Until 4plus 5 when I manage to get into sleep, 6plus have to wake up.
I was super tired.
Went to prepare and went to school.
Was totally moodless whole day, didn't spoke more than 20 words.
Sorry Liru, make you kinda bored today.
Was lying on table during the whole recess.
POA lesson, rush to draw the design for class tee.
Well, it's not nice actually.
Chemistry had practical, after that SEL.
Decided on class tee colour and the numbers.
For me, I put 'S' instead of numbers.
Why? Cause 'S' stands for SHINee & Sean (my boyf). ^^
After SEL went hall to have a briefing for cross country coming this friday.
It's cross country, it's our 2months.
but sad to say, boyf have work on that day.
So most likely, not celebrating bah.
After school went back home.
Was resting on bed whole afternoon.
Why again? Cause having gastric, plus I didn't slept much.
Dozed off and woke up by my father's call.
Same as usual, he scolded me.
He say I always never answer his phone.
哇操, at least I manage to call back isn't it.
brother came back from genting and he went to his korea class.
While me? Stay home and watch "Guo ji jiao yu suo".
Hmms, this week de not so funny.
After watching, I came to post.
Yea, you must be thinking, "Why saturday post liao now still post? I thought almost a week like that then will post?"
I know, but, I'm just so sad that I don't know who to turn to seriously.
I can't probably turn to my boyf now.
Although I know boyf is someone whom you can and should share your burdens and happiness with.
but situations now, I don't want add more problems to him.
I've so much so much so much to say in my heart.
Saying how much I need him.
How much I love him.
How much I miss him.
How much I care.
How sorry I am.
How thankful I am.
How sad I am.
but I just don't know what's the right way to express it out in words or actions.
Whatever I do, it just seems to be wrong.
I keep mess things up, making it more worse and worse.
I seriously hate myself.
There's so much to tell, but yet, so little and not the right time.
A girlf like me is such a failure.
And I know he already don't love me.
He would always say "iloveyou" & "imissyou" randomly and always so sweet to me.
For now? Probably not ..
What can I do now.
Lie to myself, "hey, he still love me." "Everything is fine."
Fake a smile, trying to look happy when I'm not.
Try to sound happy, try not to make him angry or sad.
Cry without anyone knowing.
Endure all pains.
All I can do now is all this to make him and myself happier(?) ..
There's nothing else I can do, only locking myself at home.
Shall continue tomorrow or so ..
Nights ..


Saturday, March 5, 2011




Hi earthlings.
I'm too bored so I decided to post.
Tuesday I forgotten what I did already.
I was at home is it? Forgot.
Wednesday morning wake up and went out with mother.
Didn't went school.
Cause my great grandmother pass away, and have to do again.
I don't know why nor I know how to explain, that's what my mother told me.
Liru, husband and Emily also didn't go school.
People confirm will think we four say hao don't go school cause we always together.
but the fact is we didn't say hao!
Very coincidence right.
And also, that day was my husband's birthday!
Happy belated birthday husband :D.
Me and mother went to bedok to meet my aunts, which is my mother's sisters.
They ate breakfast and then went down to chai chee.
I stayed there halfway and I went home.
Don't ask me why.
Home and I had nothing to do.
Went to sleep, which my head is super pain.
Woke up and stone into space.
Went to bath and went down to khatib to settle some things.
I'm not gonna mention it.
boyf then accompany me to bishan and I went home.
Thursday went school.
I forgotten it's late day and I woke up at 6plus instead of 7plus.
Went back to sleep awhile until 7plus woke up, prepare and went to school.
Liru made a cake for my husband.
During recess, we stayed in class, as usual, and helped her celebrate her belated birthday.
After school, skipped remedial.
Went to paya lebar awhile with husband.
After that went home.
Stone into space as usual.
I don't know what happened to me, I just cried out of a sudden.
My mother then came home, and I had to hold back all my tears.
Went downstairs with mother to buy things and dinner.
Use com awhile and went to sleep.
Friday, morning went school.
Husband suddenly like totally ignore people, and me also!
She look so scary.
After POA, it's chem.
She let me see one text.
She say her boyf broke with her.
Feel so sad for her, cause on the 10March is their 5month.
Comfort her and she's smiled. (:
After school went to parkway with husband as she wanted to see things.
And we went to buy koi.
After buying we went to take bus home.
Home, bath, and went to amk to find Hilda, her boyf, Ace, and Audrey.
They keep play pump.
boyf came down awhile and he pass koi, a rose and a letter to Hilda and pass it to me.
He passed and went home.
Roughly read through it.
We then went to eat sushi!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, happy happy! :D
After eating, we went back to arcade cause Hilda's boyf want play one round of pump.
Played and they went to take 88 home, while I took 135 home.
In bus, read the letter again but in detail.
My mind went wild.
Home and I replied boyf bit by bit.
Done and I bth, went to sleep.
Today morning woke up nothing to do.
Went to bath and prepare.
Done, went down to dhoby to meet Hilda, her boyf and Audrey.
Same thing, they playing pump.
Hilda so bad.
She say, "Sean play Jubeat, you play pump lah. Fair fair mah."
I told her my boyf, Sean, don't like I play pump.
She forced me to play at least one round.
I couldn't play so fast and complicated ones, so she chose more easier ones.
She ask me play with Audrey cause she also weak de. LOL.
I can win her one lor!
but I got nervous and mis-look the key.
Awhile later boyf came.
We then went to buy drinks.
After buying we went to buy movie ticket.
We went to watch the "Gnomero & Juliet". (Sorry if spelled wrong.)
buy already we went to the catch toy de shop there.
Hilda wanted the soft toy but couldn't catch it.
It's about time to go in already so we went back to the cinema.
Got super angry on the way.
Sorry daddy, (Hilda's boyf), not purposely to shout at you.
Although he can't see but still, sorry.
They went to buy things and I waited them.
Went in and things seems to be bad.
And, the movie is nice!
It's funny! Well, although there are parts that I forced myself to smile and laugh ..
I like the swan especially.
"He's blue, she's red, and I'm pink!" LOL.
When the show is ending, I hold back all my anger and make the move.
Things are better after that. (:
We went, I mean they went to eat.
I don't want and they all force me to do so.
After eating and we went to take mrt as boyf needs to go home.
Home and came to use com awhile.
I'm so tired.
I just remember I still need re-draw the class tee design.
Tuesday and wednesday netball ._. !
Sian lah sial.
And boyf start work from tomorrow onwards. ):
Means I must fly down to suntec everyday to meet him. o.o
Ohwell, can meet him jiu hao.
I miss pepperlunch! D:
Singapore flyer, I never sit it before!!
Rawr!
Hope things will be better now. -prays-
Alrights, shall post until here.
Loves!




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