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Sunday, early in th morning, that guy called me, ask me go j-cube. Shenjingbing. I went to bath, prepare alr, go down lynn's house. Help her make hair, then si baby, say he mia, then suddenly neh reply.

Made me so worried, called him also no ans, in th end he tell me he doz off. o.o Almost cry. Okay, then off i&lynn go, we went to mrt, to ps. Went in j-cube, can't find him, he at x-zone. -.-

Return his hairband, i&lynn go ps, we go mammam ice monster. hehs. I still rmb I owe YiWen one ice monster. :X shhhhh, hope she forgot. >< After that went to arcade, saw him again. o.o thn he say go find xuanna.

Then i&lynn cab down to east coast. :3 lynn sat at th stone thr crycry, i go thn water thr, think alot of things. I went until quite deep. o.o LOL. After that ask lynn come down&we sat at th sand.

She say she wanna cry, i keep ask her to cry, cry more. LOL, so bad. Then she laugh&cry. So funny. My phone drop on sand, she go cover it with sand. Angry, LOL. Then we went to toilet, talk picpic. :3

Then wash hands, mammam mac. Then baby sms me ask me whr I am, then he say look behind me, he also at east coast. Stupid, i believe him&look behind, behind is wall eh, i still believe him. I&lynn was like, so shock. LOL. We still thought is those guys sitting in front of us. LOL.

Then walk to bus-stop, take bus home. I sent her home, thn go find mama&korkor. Then walked home, suddenly papa called&say he at home. Niamah, i was still thinking of audi-ing with baby, tsk.

So went ahmah house, study, then called baby. Talktalk, then i go home, use mama's phone call awhile. I don't know what happen to me that day, super high, baby keep laughlaughlaugh at me. ): :X butbut, funfun hor. :3

Monday, morning went sch as usual, nothing much to say about school lah. After school went ahmah house, napnap, wake up called baby. He say 8.30 call him, &8.25 papa came home. -.- sians 1/2.

Baby suddenly say sorry to me. I was like, huh? why say sorry. Then he say he mia&say wait for him, I saw his sms, I jitao go in th room&cry. He say one day only, but then on phone he say 1month, z.

I crycrycry, didn't slept ytd night.. Morning go school, totally out of mood, didn't wanted to talk, didn't really listen what art teacher says. Suddenly baby sms me, I was so happy, I went into th toilet&cry. LOL, how silly.

I'm afraid, afraid of losing him.. I don't know what would happen if baby really was away for 1month.. Hais. ): but now he's safe can alr. :D Just now after school, go back my ahmah house, on phone with baby.

z, we quarrel again. Keep quarrel, but now okay alr lah(: Don't know why this few days he keep contact me, so strange. Hais, don't say alr. Going to chiong my art work, x.x tataaaaaaas <3

- 8days w/you. Baby, let's not quarrel anymore okay?.. It's really tiring. You asked me, whether I've regret being with you, &I said, all I know, is iloveyou. <3 Thanks for being thr for me whenever I need you, thanks for pei-ing me eventhough you're tired, thanks for being so understanding, patience with me, thanks for loving&caring me, thanks for everything. Really, I don't know what would happen if you're not with me anymore. Please, don't leave.. I don't wanna get hurt again like how he hurt me. ):

Wed&Thurs things, I don't wanna say. Lynn&baby should know bah, hehs. Wed lynn went to my house in th afternoon, she use com, I called baby talk. He say he go tampines, o.o.

Then blahblahblah. Thurs, Lynn go school halfway then go home alr, thn jiu, ehhhh, kind of forgot alr. Omg, keep stm, si baby, confirm is he pass this virus to me, angry, tsk.

Afternoon, Jasmine ask me pei her go grandlink, as she promise JiunCherng that she will go, I think. Actually she ask Lynn, but her mama don't allow her, tsk. Then walk there, everyone dua her. -.-

Went there audi awhile with Philip, talk to him about some things, blahblahblah. Jasmine was bu-ing with Gran, I think, then JiunCherng went to help her. LOL. After that 4pm walk back to aljunied.

Walkwalkwalk, talk to Jasmine about Junwei&Ian. Hais. I cross road, I didn't saw th car coming, almost bang into me, then Jasmine push me walk faster. Don't know what I thinking, stupid.

Then I send her home halfway then I went back to grandma house, sleep. Then baby like, angryangry me, cause before he go work, I made him angry. Sorrrrrry. ): After that jiu okay alr. Then I stayed overnight at my grandma house.

Everyone were sleeping, it's so quiet&I on song. My mind&heart suddenly pop out a lot of things, it's so confused, complicated. I cried, again. Lynn suddenly sms me, then I ask if she can come out, cause I'm crying.

She say her mama don't allow, so I went over her house. Actually I've stopped crying, her mama came&ask me what happen then I cry again, stupid. Then talk to Lynn about Junwei&Ian, &say how miserable I am.

Lynn also still misses him, I know. Then she ask me on song, I on, then I blurrblurr stare in th ceiling, baby suddenly sms me, I saw his sms, I jitao cry out, z. I don't know why. Then I called him&went home. Lynn went to sleep.

On phone with baby until 1.35am, then he tired, so he slept first, i 3am then sleep, really can't sleep yesterday. I dreamt, I dreamt of baby two-timing me, dreamt he leaving me, dreamt of silly things, I wake up&broke into tears..

Hais. Morning wake up then went to help grandma buy things&I went home to audi. Earn dens, then wedding. Say until wedding, tamadeh, veh dulan luh. Wed night, 2tickets, 6trys, all fail. -.- z.

Wedding only xG- was there, LOL. Didn't want to invite. &baby, finaaaaally our wedding passed uh. <3 After that baby's fam want fb, so I stayed at obs, see them fb. Then helped Liang- cpl, baby suddenly no mood&I don't know why.

Went to ask him, he say cause he was just tired, okay loh. He then went to disiao pigu. LOL. He on his didi's acc, then say want cpl me, cause pigu recruiting, LOL. So funny canzxc. Pigu even called baby say got someone want snatch your cpl. LOLLL.

After that I jiu off, then went back to grandma house&she keep at there kpkb me alr. -.- Didn't care, called baby&talk. Talktalktalk, until 9pm he say he want to sleep, then jiu kup. I keep attitude him, I don't know why, think cause mood swing? hais.

I reply a sms, I wrote something belowbelow&he saw. LOL. I thought he won't saw it luh. Then he ask me call him, then I called&crycrycry, stupid. We watch show together, he make a sound until I keep laugh, so cuteeeeeee lah.

On phone till 11+, then he say he's tired, so he go sleep first. Now, I nothing do, came to post&going sleep soon bah, before 2 must sleep, rawr. Tmr, feel like going ecp, but Lynn cannot leh, hais. ):

- 5days w/you. Baby, nehever leave okay. ): Rmb our rules hor. Need me list down for you? :X Don't want lah, must rmb yourself, you dare forget I smack you hor. :B iloveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyou, hehs. &whr's my piglet!? rawr! Eeyore one person so ke lian, must let piglet pei him. Lalala, must add more rules alr, 10 not enough. LOL. :X loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

today morning text lynn, see whether she's going school anot. She's going then i also go already. Took bus to school as usual. Reach then blahblahblah. Nothing much to say about school.

Recess went library with Joycelyn. Talk to her about a few things, then went back to class. Stupid science lesson, Hengky, JingXi&Benjamin keep ask those horny questions. Shenjingbing.

After school went home. Watch tv, napnap. Baby working, misssihim, tsk. ): Stupid YanChuan keep text&call me, fansiren. Night went to buy things with mama, thn study, called baby talk, thn go top my ez, now home . :3

Stupid laaaaaaah, audi can't patch. ffffffffffff. Actually today nothing to write about, don't know why i post for. LOL. Baby ask me make a blog for him&help him post. rawr! Angry, LOL. See when i free then make for you okaaaay, hehs.

Okay, that's all bah. Loveloves. <3

- 48days w/o you. I've seems to let go. Hope the next person, won't be so stupid like me to be one stupid silly girl down there to wait&hope that that time, you would know how to cherish her.

- 1day w/you. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaby. Hihi. LOL. Next time this belowbelow thing will right about you already. Remember to visit okaaaaaay&tag. rawr! Missssyyou. <3

Hi peeps . Long time didn't post alr . since 1week+ ago . LOL . Kind of forgot what happen alr . I only knw that time go tk , yongyi took my phone&don't know anyhow took pics . LOL .

thurs&fri didn't went sch , took mc . hehs . thn fri morning went to stg , all see me thn say i pon school . -.- thn afternoon went back home , play audi , bath&wait for mama to come back to go for dinner .

si ian say 8.30 thn can on , i 8.10 or 15 go out , angry loh . ): ! went to th dinner&drank tiger beeeeeeeer . hehs . yonghwee , damian , binbin all drink alr face redred . LOL . I'm still okay . :3 hweeling only drink red wine . LOLLL .

yiwen drank half cup as pengkor force her to drink . LOL . Time to go home , binbin really shenjingbing alr , he everyone also hug . Sotsot . went home audi awhile with ian thn talk to him on phone as usual .

sat went to lynn 's house , she ask me pei her go meet jieyun , so okay loh . meet her at ps , thn went down to j-cube . suddenly lynn ask me , "ehh ? isn't that junwei ?" . I'mma like , huhs ? junwei ? you see wrong is it .

thn i turn back&see , niamah , really is him . thn keep saw th shirt we buy together , is like , everything so qiao that day , z . blahblahblah , 8pm my phone got 1 sms&i thought is ian sms me as he say ltr thn sms me , in th end is him .

o.o ! I was so shock you know . but i 11+ thn reply him , cus hor , wait ian 's sms wait until i dulan , i sms him first&he say he forgot . angry ! ):< ! thn i reach home , called him , as usual&told him everything . blahblahblah .

today morning went to mammam , thn went to cut haaaaaaaaaaaair . omg , it's like damn shooooooooort okay . told ian&he laugh at me . tsk , next time must slap him alr . shhhhhhhhh , hope he didn't saw this . :X

after went to th don't know what charity de , so sianns loh , nothing do , just give out flyers . si damian , yiwen , hweeling&xiaopang , they at downstairs give , i&kaikai at th top , stare ceiling . LOL . after that jiu went home .

thn just now talk to ian , he hor , tired&wanna sleep alr , always say nehmind , he pei me . stubborn , tsk . but in th end he really bth , he say his head painpain , so went to sleep&i did do what you say okay . <3 hehs .

butbut , didn't manage to did one thing , which is i neh slept early . :X i do until 4+ , thn watch show 6+ thn sleep . :X sorry . ): &&& , hsienyung korkor is baaaaaaaaaaack ! hehs , &he bought me a hat which i have one alr . tsk . Loves .

- 47days w/o you .
I'm deciding of letting you go alr , why did you show up& let me saw you ? It makes me don't wanna let go alr . But still , I've to let go , cause thr's no point holding you anymore , tears drop for you again on that day . I hate to keep on crying everyday . One day , I won't hold back anymore , soon or ltr ..

ytd night went audi , seesee , thn suddenly daddy online ( : awhile only , thn he offline , wait until i sleep alr . tsk . -.- thn i went to sleep , 9+ wake up , se time & went back sleep again . LOL .

until 10.55 , i suddenly wake up , thn see time , omg ! so late alr , i'm suppose to meet them 11.30 . -.- quickly went bath all that stuffs , thn sms constance say i may late , but she ask me take my time . LOL .

went down aljunied mrt to meet them . pengkor , yiwen , binbin & his girlf , kaikai , constance , thn meet damian & hui chuang at harbour front mrt . so we went to take train go . vivo & sentosa , hais .. misses him .

we took train to th beach , si binbin keep take pic , angry . -.- thn we sat down on th mattress , thn mammam sandwich , talktalk , binbin 's girlf went sun tan . LOL . keep no mood . contance also lah , keep tou pai us . tsk .

i'mma so emoooo thr . LOL . i & constance actually want sit th Lube de , thn like , no one want sit thn nehmind loh . rent bicycle , thn go th underwater world , see th price , 23 per person , all donwan go in alr . LOL .

thn back to Lube , i , constance & damian sat th like cable car like that de go up , thn ride down . th ride so fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun ! i & damian ride until veh fast , constance still behind , somemore she go off first . LOL . : X

thn went to see th Song Of The Sea . sooooo nice . but thn th wind keep blow in one direction , like , can't really see anything . took some pic but it's blurr . zz . wanna take video , but thn th $(^!*($^()$^ in front , can't take . -.-

thn went back to take mrt back to aljunied , thn went tk thr mammam . pengkor sent yiwen & constance home first , thn sent me home . cus he scare he from so far come back he will fall asleep or something ? anyw , thanks pengkor ( :

everyone got sun burn . LOL . not so painpain kind lah , just normal normal . everyone 's arm , leg , face all redred . so jialat . LOL . i've nothing to write alr , just headache now , tmr got tk , sleep early . nights , tatas <3 pic talk .

- 38days w/o you ..

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living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."

Name: Kim Jonghyun.
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Name: Son Dong Woon.
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& now, there's nothing I could do to bring you back to me.

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