Like I said, whenever I'm sad, I will come and post.

Well, here I am.

Sunday morning went out to eat with parents as usual.

Ate finish, went to walk about awhile.

brother at first wanted to go Orchard, in the end didn't go.

So they all went home, I went to grandma house to do things.

Do finish my things and watch tv.

My grandma thought I studied finish secondary school. Lol.

Until 530 went down to Kallang to meet boyf.

We met until around 7 and I went home.

Home and went down to Aljunied mac to eat with my brother as he want the monopoly thing.

Ate finish and went back home.

Home, bath everything and went to bed.

Morning 8plus woke up and prepare to go school.

I did a last minute revise.

Had chemistry paper first.

Hmms, it wasn't hard, wasn't easy too.

After the paper, I've no time to revise my biology.

The paper wasn't hard nor easy too.

I just hope this two paper add up I can at least get a pass.

After the paper and I went back home.

Home and went to sleep because I dont wanna feel what I've been feeling.

Woke up and my brother called me to go bugis with him to collect his books.

Went there, collected, and we walked to Suntec.

We went there to eat Just Acia.

Kinda miss my work during June holiday, but it's tiring. ):

but yet, sometimes I wish I could go back and work to occupy my time.

Staying at home whole day just makes me feel so lonely, sad etc.

You guys must be wondering, "where's your boyf?"

Him? He's busying with his friends.

He will never put me his first priority.

Then why not I go out with my friends too?

No, because I put him my first priority, and I don't want to have clashes in between.

So I always make myself free just waiting for him to spend his time with me.

but I was wrong.

Anyway, after we ate finish we went back home.

Home, watch tv awhile, and off to bed.

Cried myself to sleep.

I don't know why, my tears just flow out itself.

Today morning woke up, I thought my paper starts at 8am, in the end I check, it's 2pm.

I was halfway to school, I turn back home instead. ._.

Home and accompany my brother go polyclinic see doctor.

We then went to eat and walked home.

Home and went to sleep awhile, until 12plus woke up and prepare.

1pm left house and met Liru at mrt.

We walked in and Mr Chin lend me his calculator.

My brother left mine at his office, angry.

Had maths paper 1 today.

It was ok but I think I had a lot of mistakes.

My 3 marks fly, just because I didn't have/bring a mathematics instrument to draw bisector.

After the paper and I came back home.

Home and went to bath.

Father ask us to go grandma house eat, like sian only.

As I mention, yeh I'm sad.

Why?

Well, it's rather disappointment.

He told me yesterday after he had make his phone, he will meet me.

but just then, he told me he was playing pool with his friend.

Like, I've been waiting the whole day for him to ask me out.

It's not just today, it's almost everyday.

End up he always go out with his friend.

I thought this time he had already changed, but I was wrong.

I don't know how to express my feelings now.

It's all mixed up.

I dont know what to do anymore!!

Seriously, what am I.

Why can't anyone make me feel important!? Just when I wanted you to make me feel that way ..

I miss his voice, waiting every night for his call.

I just miss him so much, yet he doesnt.

I've been repeating myself again and again and again.

I'm gonna break down, gonna explode soon!

Why am I always doing things alone, when I have a boyf? ..

YOU ALL DONT KNOW HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW.

This sucks, seriously sucks!

I dont wanna feel this anymore!

I'm gonna ignore the world for now.

I'm not gonna touch my phone, I'm off-ing it.

blame and angry for all you all want!

I cared and nobody cared about me!

So tonight I'm not gonna care anything!

bye!