I'mma back to post again.

From the last post.

Saturday I was at home the whole morning and afternoon.

Junwei suddenly message me say he's at Circuit Road.

And he ask me go town with him.

But I rejected. :D

Brother suddenly ask me to cook porridge.

We went down to mini mart to buy can food.

We came up, I wash the rice, add water, got ready everything.

When I tried to start the fire, guess what, no gas.

My brother was like, what the smurf. LOL.

He then went to order mac.

Mac came, we ate, I rest awhile, and went to bath.

Bath and prepare.

And this someone called Russell is damn &($^&*#$^#&()#^$.

Feel like slapping him right in his face.

Anyway, don't care about him.

Prepared and took bus down to tk.

We went there to celebrate mooncake festival.

Okay, to be frank, it's boring!

Totally like nothing to do.

Shouldn't had gone down, should have went out with my brother instead. Tsk.

From 6plus stayed there will 9.

My mother told me my brother at grandma house.

So I met him at Aljunied mrt.

Walked there and he told me he wanted to go eat dinner.

Since I didn't ate anything when I was at tk so I agreed.

We went to market to eat mini steamboat.

Binbin then called me, ask me whether I want go in malaysia with them to eat lok lok anot.

I was like, too late liao, I'm eating with my brother.

Plus if I go in malaysia, I think someone will be angry.

HOR KENDRICK.

Ate and went home.

Home and was talking to Kendrick, watching show on ipad.

Awhile later went to sleep.

Sunday, morning woke up.

Went to bath and prepare.

Went to eat with my parents as usual.

Ate and went to paya lebar to wait for Kendrick.

In the end he came with Mingxuan. o.o

We went to take bus down to parkway kpool.

They played and I sat there watch.

One of them asked me to play, so I tried.

I scored 3 balls continuously.

Like hey, since when I become so good at aiming and playing pool.

But I didn't expect I'll play that well.

I think it's just coincidence, tyco only.

The rest I throw to Kendrick to play, hoho.

Until don't know what time we went to take bus to kallang.

Sat there until a certain time and we went home.

Half way I remembered my brother ask me buy spray.

Alighted at Aljunied and went to buy.

Bought and took bus home.

Home bath and lie on bed.

I flip here and there, I couldn't get into sleep.

Was on the phone with Kendrick until 1am, message until 2plus and he dozed off.

While me?

I was watching tv.

Until 4plus I went to on my brother's comp to watch show.

Had a small talk with Sebas in facebook.

Until 6am I went to bath and prepare to go school.

Went to school, my body is damn tired, but my eye isn't tired at all.

Until 2.10 went home, bath and prepare.

Something clashes and make me damn pissed off.

I went to cook dinner and went down to library to study with Kendrick.

Mingxuan awhile later went off and two of Kendrick's friend came.

I got treated like as though I'm a stranger, invisible.

I feel damn uncomfortable and I walk off to read books.

After studying went to kallang awhile and went home.

Home bath and went to sleep.

Tuesday morning I almost couldn't woke up.

My head hurts and I called my mother.

I told her I'm not going school, and I went to see doctor at 7.30am.

My head was like spinning, I can just doze off anytime.

Waited and waited for the doctor.

I went in, doctor ask what's wrong with me.

I said my head hurts, and I had a little sore throat, it hurts a little.

He check my throat, check my heartbeat.

He jitao give me two days mc when I didn't ask for it.

Didn't expect that, I thought he would just give me a day.

Oh well, went down to take medicine.

I thought he only would give me panadol and cough syrup.

But he also gave me flu medicine. o.o

Do I have flu? I don't know myself too.

Maybe he check until I have? Hmms.

He even gave me antibiotic. ._.

Paid money and it's only 9am.

I went to NTUC to walk around awhile until 9.30.

Why? Because my brother ask me to help him collect his things at sing post.

Can't expect me to go home and go back later on.

9.30am strike and I went to help him collect.

Collected and I walked back home.

Home rest awhile and I went to sleep.

Until 3 I woke up.

And I went to watch show.

I watch the 'Zookeeper'.

Hmms, okay bah, not bad.

530 watch tv until 630 and went to bath.

Bath and was at home using comp and watch tv.

Was on the phone with Kendrick until 11.

I envy Li Teng and Pornsak, they can go Korea. ):

It's a dream place that I always want to go to.

Because my favourite idol, KimJongHyun, SHINee is in Korea.

Well, that's one point.

What's most important is, because Korea is a interesting place.

I like their language.

I know some basic things but what I want to learn is talk in full sentence.

It's not easy I know, but I really hope one day I can learn it.

Hang up phone with Kendrick and I went to sleep.

Morning 6am woke up.

Emily suddenly say she not going school.

So I message Liru, she say she also don't feel like going so she didn't went too.

As for me, I got to choose.

Since they both not going, I shall not go too.

I've excuse, ^^ .

Kendrick then message me, he say he's going assembly so I went back to sleep.

Sleep until 9plus, I got woken by my phone, Liru viber me. ._.

I woke up and went to use comp awhile.

And I saw my brother didn't went work. o.o

He woke up and I ask him, he say he later got exam, so he took leave.

I went back to sleep and woke up at 1.

Brother is out for his exam.

While I stay home, which I came to post as I've nothing to do.

Well, Liru told me she updated her blog ever since January.

I just went to read it not long ago.

Although some I don't really understand because of the way she type it.

But overall I know what is she saying, and how she feel.

She talks about family, friends, love and life.

After reading it, I had this feeling which no words can describe it.

We both have the same horoscope, Capricorn.

Somehow somewhat, she's facing some problem I'm facing too.

We can say like a twin sister, we've too much in common.

We may understand each other a lot but there are some things she cant understand me and I can't understand her.

For now, she can't understand the problems I have in relationship.

Or maybe she do, I'm not sure too.

I get frustrated when I see him message or call.

It gives me a feeling that he's talking to another girl or somewhat.

I feel so damn uneasy, so uncomfortable when he treated me as though I'm a stranger in front of others.

I hate that feeling.

I hate being left out, being neglected, being ignored.

No one in the world likes that too.

So why is almost everyone treating me this way.

When there's a favor to ask me, suddenly treat me good.

But when don't, I'm as though invisible.

Like I don't exist at all.

I'm so tired, not just tired, it's super tired.

Sigh.

I need someone to accompany, as much as possible.

But I don't seem to be important in anyone's eye.

Yea people will care about me, but who is there to REALLY TRULY to care about me?

I doubt anyone would ..

I seems to have things to talk about but I'm totally blank in my mind now.

Okay, shall post until here.

Bye earthlings.