I'mma back to post again.

Well, I already forgotten much of it.

So I shall start with monday.

It's September holiday!

People had a week, I only had four days.

Monday it's N'level chinese paper first.

Woke up early in the morning, prepare and went down to school.

And I think I wrote out of point.

Smurf it.

Next is paper 2.

Hmms, so-so? Hopefully I can pass my chinese.

I only know my chinese oral cannot make it like seriously.

After paper I went home.

Home and went to take a nap.

Woke up, bath and its time to study!

Switched off my phone from 5plus to 10plus.

10plus on my phone just for alarm.

Went to sleep after that.

Tuesday, morning had listening compre.

It's like so cool.

Instead of CD, it's broadcast!

I forgot which FM already.

After paper went home continue study my social studies.

Paper of that starts at 2pm.

My husband came my house.

We studied together.

but halfway I cannot take it anymore, I went to lie down awhile.

Half an hour later I woke up and continue to study.

Until 1pm, took bus back to school.

2pm, paper starts.

First thing I do is to look at the SEQ.

I remembered I did study Conflict Of Northern Ireland.

but I was like, jitao blank. ._.

I just keep repeat everything I know.

Sigh.

Just hope I can get higher than my prelim marks.

After paper went back home again.

And I went to find Kendrick I think.

8 went home and forgot what I did.

Watch tv then sleep I think.

Wednesday, went school.

It's English paper.

My paper one, also cannot make it.

I think I wrote out of point too.

I don't think I can pass my english, smurf it.

Paper 2, some are easy, some are not.

After paper, went home.

First thing I do was off my phone, and went to sleep.

That was like 1pm.

The whole day I was at home watching show.

Until 11pm then I switch on my phone.

I'm so proud of myself.

I can, not touch my phone for such a long period of time! Hoho.

Awhile later then I sleep I think.

Thursday, finally I can wake up late.

Had tk that day.

Was thinking to meet Kendrick awhile, then fly down to tenah merah to meet my mother.

On the way to find him, brother called.

He ask me accompany him go cut his hair.

So I called mother and tell her I'm not going tk.

I went back home.

Didn't meet him, because he said there's no need to meet him already.

Stay home watch show until 530 and went down to Orchard.

I helped him choose hair style.

First time see is weird but see long already, hey, it's not bad actually. (:

Went to buy hair dye and went to eat.

Ate and we went back home.

Home and I helped him dye his hair.

A bottle he only use like 1/4 of it.

The rest throw away leh, like wasted only.

I wanted to dye but I can't, later N'level cannot pass through.

I shall endure until after N'level.

First thing I do is to buy hair dye and dye my hair!

We waited for an hour and I helped him wash away.

Well, if you look closer then you will see a bit of the colour.

A bit fail but he say nevermind wor.

Went to bed and was messaging.

Until halfway I don't know why.

I don't know why all those different kind of pains just came back at once.

Yea, I broke down.

I'm so tired of everything.

Tired of pretending I'm fine.

Tired of staying strong.

Tired of saying everything is fine when I know it's not.

Tired of smiling.

I cried and cried and cried.

After I cried finish, I still manage to tell myself, I'm fine.

Humans are lonely, feel lonely, no matter how many friends you have around you.

I'm always alone.

Get used to everything, everything will be fine.

That's what I always told myself.

breathe in and out, smile and close my eyes, sleep.

but I woke up at 6, I couldn't get back to sleep.

Until 6plus brother woke up and he ask me help him style is hair.

He don't know how style.

So I helped him style using wax.

He say I use too little liao, can't stay long.

I say next time then I help him style again.

Today stayed home whole day watching mr bean.

Funny sial him, joker.

Until 5 brother called and ask me go nex with him.

He wanna buy ear-stud or whatever.

Prepare and went down to find him.

buy already and we went to our house here hawker to eat dinner.

Ate and we came back home.

I've nothing to do so I came to post.

Okay, I shall off to watch tv now.

Although I still have things to type about.

Oh well, nights earthlings!