I've nothing to do so I came to post.

Saturday had tk at Geylang Bahru.

There is a place where dead body are being I don't know what at there.

Coffins etc.

The toilet is right at the side of the door where when you turn to your right, you'll see a dead body lying there.

It scares me and Constance.

When we go toilet we keep look the other direction.

We wanted to see, but yet we are scare. Lol.

The last tk for 7 month.

After tk went back home.

Home and I did a box of cranes for him before going to sleep.

Morning woke up at 8plus, almost couldn't get up.

Prepare everything, wait for mother and we went down to tkst.

Had half day at our own temple.

Until 3plus finish and took cab home.

Constance came my house as she wanted to bath.

Home I bathed, dry my hair and went to straighten.

She say she nothing to do, so she helped me to straighten.

Until 5plus then she go bath.

6 went down to mrt to meet him to pass him the box of cranes.

He accompany me to shop and save and he went to his friend house.

Met Constance and mother at shop and save to buy Heniken.

Bought and we went back to tkst.

We had a 7 month dinner there.

All of us, tk members drank.

Me, Constance and Hweeling drank Heniken only.

4 bottles, I don't feel any seh-ness.

Quite a number of people face turns red only mine like still white. o.o

It's so fun!

So much jokes around, all keep say want jio me drink. Tsk.

Drank finish and we all went home.

Home, bath and uploaded photos.

It's 20plus photos, go my facebook see, lazy upload here.

After uploading, watch tv awhile and went to sleep.

Morning woke up, watch show awhile, went back to sleep again.

Just woke up not long.

What are words when you actually don't keep them?

I kept my words, but did you?

Now know how to attitude me already.

You'll never show me attitude, but today you did it.

You ask for my forgiveness, I gave you, over and over again.

Why? Because I believe in you.

Believe you will change, for me.

Believe you will keep your words just like what you said.

Believe you will put me in first priority.

Believe you are different from the rest.

Believe that I am important.

Believe that you cared.

Believe that you love me.

Believe in every single word you said to me.

No matter how much you hurt me, I still forgive and forgive, because I love you.

But guess you've been taking every forgiveness for granted.

"Sometimes you forgive people because you still want them in your life."

What is "spend my whole time with you" when you are actually out playing lan and pool with your friends now?

Yea, I said I don't want, because I want to spend time with you ALONE.

Don't you get it?

But you rather choose your friends rather than me, even attitude-ing me.

That already showed something.

Now it's like a million of arrows shooting right into my heart.

When I needed you the most, you're always not there for me when you actually told me you will.

So why, why am I crying for you ..

It's been months ever since I lasted cried for someone for hard ..

Everytime I cry, no one is there for me.

Always crying all alone, no one will be there to comfort me.

You know, I wished, I wish so much that you'll be the there.

I heard voices, I thought it was you, when I look around, it was just my heart that is shouting and crying out.

I don't know what makes you turn this way ..

It makes me so worried, so uncomfortable, so upset ..

I beg you, please, please be back the "you" ..

I am tired, I couldn't hold for long anymore ..

Don't let me fall ..

Waiting and waiting, if you would do anything, if you would show me and prove me, if you would message me ..

It just leads me to disappointment ..

There's so much I wanna type, so much I wanna tell him that I miss him, I miss every single thing we've done, and that I love him a lot ..

But no matter how hard I cried and shout out to him, he couldn't hear me ..

Someone please save me ......

I don't want this moment to ever end, where every thing's nothing without you.

This time, I'm going to drunk myself, DRINK UNTIL I DRUNK!

Bye earthlings.