I've nothing better to do at home so I came to post.

Hmms, last saturday.

Mother went to play mahjong, as usual.

Brother morning went work, afternoon study, night chalet.

Kendrick came my house to help me jailbreak my phone.

He thought need use computer in the end can just use phone jailbreak.

So he download cydia, etc.

My phone now looks nicer, thanks Kendrick. :D

Brother at evening suddenly came back and ask whether is it he help me jailbreak?

I said yea.

He then ask me to ask Kendrick to help him jailbreak his ipad.

So Kendrick did.

The rest I kinda forgot what happen.

Okay, shall skip that.

Sunday, stayed home in the morning and afternoon.

Didn't went out eat.

We had to baibai, for what I don't know.

Morning went to ntuc with parents to buy things.

Buy already went home.

Home and they start to baibai.

I very tired, I went to sleep awhile.

Woke up and sat beside my brother as he was trying to find themes for his ipad.

Parents went out and I went to bath.

Met Kendrick at Level Up.

Played for two hours and went home.

Home bath and sleep.

Monday, went school, ta-da, prelims results.

I failed 4 subjects, pass 2 only.

I failed my English, Math, Combine Humans and POA.

Means I only passed my Chinese and Combine science.

I can bang wall already, with my results like this, I can't even go ITE.

I feel so sad, damn sad.

I wanna study, but I can't study at home.

Rawr!

After school went home and went for tk at night.

Tuesday, school as usual.

After school home as usual.

Then had tk.

Wednesday, had PE.

Played a game, I forgot what it's called, slag?

Although I don't like the game but it's quite interesting.

Well, nothing also.

After school home and had tk afterwards.

At my house here only.

Something make me super angry.

They complain say we work keep talk.

That motherfcuker never think and push all blames to me?

Come on lah, I and we don't need your fcuking nasty comments.

Your daughter is there too, why you don't want say your daughter?

Heart pain sibo. Cb. -.-

After tk, brother came to find me, we went hawker after that.

Ate and went back home bath and sleep.

Thursday, it's late day.

I woke up, I saw mother at the kitchen.

She didn't went to work, so I asked her if I can don't go school.

She ask me why, I say I very tired.

Well, it's true that I'm tired, both physical and mental.

I didn't get a proper sleep for quite many nights.

Problems comes after problems.

So I accompany mother go polyclinic as she wants to take mc.

For me, I think I don't need it.

After that we went to eat, eaten and home.

Home awhile later mother went out, mahjong as usual like I said.

I stayed home watch "On the fringe", finish and I went to sleep.

I couldn't really sleep.

I woke up and continue use comp awhile.

Went to bath and prepare.

Went down to school gate as that stupid Kendrick ask me go there wait for him.

Met him and we walk to mrt.

Jonathan have very sharps eyes, he could see us even when we're quite far, hmms.

We then walk to bus stop to take bus to Kendrick's house.

His auntie and father look friendly. (:

But something happen and make me feel damn weird.

It's really like, someone taking something sharp and keep stab your heart continuously.

Kendrick and Jonathan played ps2 while I sat there watch them play.

Until 8plus we went down to sit.

I almost cry.

But things seems to be fine now, I guess, for that problem.

Kendrick then accompany me home already then he went back home.

Sweet right, yea I know.

Need me ask him then he will do! Tsk.

Home, brother ask me go hawker with him.

So I did.

He ate and we went back home, I bath and went to sleep.

Today morning I drag myself up.

I didn't wanna go school today too, feel a bit sick, some more it's raining.

But I promise Liru I'll go because she don't wanna be alone for POA.

I got up and prepare for school.

Reached and had chemistry.

Totally feel so restless.

Recess called mother to come down bring me home at 10.

After recess is POA, we change back to Mr Lim class.

Have Emily and Brenda they all accompany her already, so I can go home peacefully.

Mother came.

Liru accompany me down to general office.

Wrote down the particulars and went home.

Home, watched "On the fringe" and help my mother do laundry.

Hang clothes and I went to sleep.

I just woke up not long, a bit blurry now.

I feel so damn tired even though I slept for 2hour plus.

I can sleep on, but later at night I cannot sleep jiu jialat.

Hmms, no program for today.

I've so much in mind.

No one I can talk to.

I feel myself very selfish, bad.

I feel like, because of me, he can't do a lot things.

He has to reject things or someone when I don't like it or don't want it.

I feel, guilty at times.

I'm sorry boy, if you could understand me ..

Despite all these, know that my heart for you, is true, real true.

You may seems younger than me a lot.

But I guess age isn't the matter isn't it.

I wish, your heart was true too ..

Iloveyou boy.