I'mma back to post again.

Wednesday stayed at boyf's house until 8plus and went home.

Yesterday morning he went to malaysia with his family.

Well, to be frank, I feel uneasy, without him around.

Morning woke up, went to pay my phone bill.

And I just receive one more today, and the bill was like 400plus. -.-

My working money is all gonna spend on my phone bill.

back to story, after paying, went to ntuc to buy mushroom soup and golden mushroom.

Just suddenly feel like drinking it.

Home and went to watch show awhile, and went to sleep.

Until 4plus wake up continue watch show until 5 went to bath.

Awhile later brother came back home and he asked me to study with him.

Since I've nothing to do, so I did.

but half of it was he forced me to. Lol.

So we studied, awhile focused, awhile laugh like hell.

Until 10 we pack up and went to our room.

I came to use computer awhile and off to bed.

I couldn't sleep, think cause I slept in the afternoon.

So I rewatch shinee hello baby! :D

Haha, they never fail to make me smile and laugh. (:

Watch until 12plus, decided to sleep.

So I turn here and there, listen to song, and tried to sleep.

The whole day I was missing him, the feeling that I don't know how to express.

Kinda like, lost of something, didn't do something, sad, angry, all mixed together.

It just feel sucks, that's all I know.

Today morning brother suddenly climb up my bed and he asked me whether I got go out anot.

I shake my head, I was still half asleep.

He then asked me to accompany him go see doctor.

And he decided to stay home study the whole day.

So we went to see doctor.

See finish and we went to eat mac.

And I saw Jerry&Desmond and their friends.

Ate finish and we went to ntuc again to buy mushroom soup and golden mushroom.

Home and I went to sleep.

I tried to, but I don't manage to do so.

So I woke up, watch my brother play PS3, went to cook mushroom soup for him, and myself.

Until 4plus he again, forced me to study with him.

So I did.

Until 5plus, he said he lie down awhile, call him in 5mins.

So I continue to write my notes, and 10mins later I woke him.

He went back to sleep.

Until 6 I went to wake him again.

He then asked me what I wanted to eat.

I said mac cause I wanted the cup.

He said he don't want, in the end he called pizza.

Wednesday at boyf's house, they just called pizza and today my brother ordered.

We ate, and watched 'Priest'.

After watching, back to study.

Again, laugh like hell, then focused again.

Now he's memorizing things, so I came to post awhile.

Well, I feel so sucks right now.

A feeling of sadness, angriness.

I just feel like he's lying to me all along.

I think I should have a talk to him when he's back, tomorrow. /:

And tomorrow I still have work, my god.

Alrights, that's all for today.

Loves.