Hi earthlings.

I'mma back to post. :D

Thursday ah, shiat, I forgotten.

And I just remembered I've 4 chinese compo to complete.

Argh. x.x

Friday, morning went school, first lesson jiu POA liao. After that chemistry.

Teacher asked Alvin to sit beside me.

Thanks to husband lor, she never go school, no one sit on my left.

Alvin very irrtating lah.

My staple on the table, and he go press press press until no "bullet" liao. ._.

I took off my SHINee ring on put it on the table cause a bit irrtating, hard to write.

And he took my ring, he wore, and say, "eh, 借我带一下，我 after school 才换你。"

I stare at him for a second, and orh, -back to screen- .

Awhile later, he keep smack my hair, my pony tail.

I keep tsktsktsk, he keep smack smack smack for no reason.

And he say, "我很喜欢弄女孩子的头发，我不懂为什么。"

I also stare at him and think to myself, "Siaopeh. ._."

Awhile later he asked me.

Alvin: Eh, 你跟你的 boyf 多久了。

Me: 俩个月多 lor, zuomo leh?

Alvin: 问 lah, 不可以 meh.

Me: Orh.

Alvin: Then 你们 zuomo.

Me: 我不懂。

Alvin: 讲 leh.

Me: 我真的不懂。我也想知道。

Alvin: Just 讲而已。我很 curious.

Aiya, the conversation abit long, don't want type out liao.

After that recess.

After school went home, bath blahblahblah.

Went down to bedok to meet Hilda.

She brought a stitch cushion for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

She say she that time say she catch dao and wanted to pass to me but she keep forget.

but I don't remember she told me that before. o.o

Anyway, thanks Hilda!!

Love it ttm, will hug it when I sleep, hiak :3 . I called my mother and she didn't pick up her phone.

I've parent's meeting at night, but my mother went malaysia. ._.

So I asked Emily to help me inform Mr Faizal that I'm not attending.

Met Hilda and Audrey and we went to sing kbox.

Hilda asked me, "if you were in the situation like me, who will you choose."

I answered, of cause I'll choose my own boyf rather than my ex.

Even though my ex have a lot of good points, treat me damn freaking good, and my own boyf doesn't do that to me, I'll still choose my boyf. Why? Just simply cause I know, once break means break.

If I break up with my boyf now, and get back to my ex, things ain't the same anymore.

The feelings won't be the same.

And then? End up also break up and regret why didn't I cherish my boyf that time.

Humans are all like that, 等到失去后，才来后悔。

No matter how long you and your ex are together, things won't be the same after a break up.

Let bygones be bygones.

but most of all, the main reason is, because I love my boyf.

She nod her head and we went in to sing kbox.

Until 8, they went to downtown, while me?

Hilda told me things, and I felt damn down, went to took bus instead.

Home and use com awhile, and went to sleep.

Saturday, Audrey suddenly talk to me. blahblahblah.

She and Hilda told me the same thing, "I think you two should really meet up & talk".

Yes, I know, I know we should.

but guys, I don't the courage and confidence to do so.

Why? because I'm so so so afraid, things won't come out good.

You know what I mean isn't it?

Yea, I super don't wish that to happen.

If that happens, I'll be damn lost seriously.

Went to bath and continue to use com.

brother liar!

He say want go sing kbox one, in the end he told me he got sore throat, don't want go liao.

5plus he went to sleep awhile.

6plus going 7 I woke him up, we prepare and went to Marina Square.

For? Dinner! :D

He treat me eat "Just Asia".

First time eating, everytime first time is he bring me to eat one.

Like "Fish Market" and "MOF".

Free flow of drinks and ice cream sial. o.o

Ate finish and went to Esplanade see see.

It's "Earth Hour" yesterday.

Esplanade had switched off lights, not all but some.

It's dark, but can see.

It's super romantic, it's the best time for you and your boyf to go there.

There's a performance, which a guy is singing, don't know who.

Stood there and watch awhile.

I'm already damn down, and there's something that makes me triple down.

Guess what? There's a couple standing in front of me, hugging each other.

It's like super damn sweet can. Saw them look into each other eyes, I can feel the love between them, I'm envy.

I was about to burst into tears, but my brother there, can't.

Went to Marina and walk around. bought a CD, "Homecoming".

We then went home.

brother asked me whether should he buy bag, or wait for ipad 2 to come out.

I also don't know. o.o

Took mrt home and watch "Homecoming". Well, to me, it's not really a nice show, kinda boring.

Watch finish and went to sleep.

Today morning woke up early in the morning 6plus.

And guess what, I jump up and was looking for my phone.

Why? I got so anxious that I kept tell myself, "SIAO LIAO, yesterday I sleep I forgot to put alarm. x.x!" Keep search my phone, pull my bag and then I suddenly stop for a second.

And I thought, "Eh wait, today not sunday meh -.-?"

-puts my bag down and went back to sleep- .

I don't know what happen to me sial.

At that time, I was having a dream, a bad dream, a nightmare.

I got so scare and frighten that when I woke up, my heart beats damn fast.

At that moment, I thought of him ..

Well, I dreamt of him too .. Sigh.

Went to watch tv awhile and went to prepare.

Same as usual, went to outram there and eat lunch with family.

Ate finish, and went to great world city as my brother want to take passport photo.

While waiting, my mother asked me.

Mother: 你跟你的朋友到底还有没有在一起？

Me: -silence for a second- , er, 有(?), 没有(?). Aiya, budong lah.

Mother: Then 为什么你们没有一起出去 liao? 我也没有看你一直按电话.

Me: bu zhi dao lah, -walks to other place-

She keep pester me for the answer sial, yet I don't know what to reply her. ._.

It's the second time she asked me already. Argh. ._.

My brother took his photo and we went to take mrt back home.

Home and com awhile, watch brother play psp.

Then went to on "Homecoming" for my mother to watch. I think she finds it boring too. Ha.

Went to hawker to eat dinner with family.

My father never eat, my mother follow him, end up only me and my brother eat. -.-

They went to my grandma house first.

Only sunday I can't skip meal cause with parents, ._. .

Ate finish and me and brother came back home first.

He went to bath, while I came to post half of it.

My turn to bath and I just came out not long and continue to post.

Today is 27th.

Yeps, it's the third month that we know each other.

Soon later it's gonna be our third month anniversary.

Will he be able to remember and wish me? I doubt so ..

Asked my mother to help me pay my phone bills as she's taking her salary next week.

Hopefully my line will be back.

If not I'm seriously damn bored sial.

but, used to it liao, hehe.

And my stupid flu doesn't want to go away!

Later my brother thought I crying like that. Tsk.

Should I uninstall audi and install maple? Hmms.

but both also like boring only leh, tsk.

Aiya, fan si ren lah.

Shall post until here. Loves.

( The stupid post don't let me clutch all together. -.- )