Hi peepos. (:

I'm back to post.

Saturday morning woke up and go prepare.

Met brother at paya lebar mrt after his half day of work.
We went down to bugis.

He say he want buy bottle.

So we went up and down to look for the things he needed.

He wanted to make bottle with name inside.

I don't know if you get it anot, but yea, I'll try post it up.

We from 1pm until around 5plus then reach home.

My leg can die.

Half way we went to have lunch.

The shop name call what, fish market de.

Their food is nice, but abit expensive. Hmms.

I've a good brother right, everytime bring me go eat this kind of expensive food.

Yea, thanks brother! (L)

Home, rest awhile and met boyf.

It's like finally, after a week of trip, without contacting, I finally got to see him.

First thing I do was to hug him!

Feel so warm.

Where we went? Oh.

We went to shop and save to stroll around as usual.

We like boring only, no where to go.

but, as long as is with boyf, I'm okay with it. ^^

Went home around 10 plus. And we quarrel.

Was helping my brother with his stuffs as he asked me to help.

I never done before, so I want to do it for boyf, my first try of doing.

It was nice, isn't it boyf? ^^ , he said it's nice, so is my brother.

We do until 3plus, brother say he hungry, want call mac.

So I suggested to wait till 4am for breakfast, and we did.

Called, and I was like lying on my bed half dead.

I really bth, my eyes is closing, but brother keep ask me don't sleep.

So I stayed awake until the mac came and we ate, I keep push harshbrown and drink to him.

LOL.

Heng he's hungry.

After that it was like 5am, we both went to sleep.

Morning, or should I say afternoon, 12pm mother called me wake up.

Cause need prepare and go out with parents to have lunch as usual.

I pulled myself up and went to prepare.

Took mrt down.

Damn hate people who take mrt and don't want move in.

Die die keep stand near the door.
Reached, ate, and it's like 3plus.

Went down to Serangoon to meet binbin.

Went up to buy movie ticket, we watch the Sammy's Adventure.

I know very xdd xmm show lah, but we nothing to watch liao.

I want watch my soul to take but it's NC 16.

I need few more weeks then can watch. Argh. ):

Watch finish, met boyf.

He came down to find me.

And my gastric wasn't feeling well, pain, thanks boyf for helping me sayang my tummy.

We went fairprice to stroll, and in the end we quarrel.

but before I go home everything's fine.

Gave him the bottle and something I bought from oversea for him.

Went home, thought everything's fine, but in the end we still quarrel.

And this time, is really serious.

We almost broke off.

It's so damn hurting.

6plus went to find brother at NTUC, he wanted to buy mushroom soup.

Was quarrelling with boyf on the way.

After buying brother went off first, I was behind talking to boyf.

Reached my house upstairs, sat at the staircase, and I broke down.

I hurt my hand, cause I punch the wall damn hard.

Feeling so pain now. /:

Kup as he was going out with his parents.

We sms, but nothing seems to be back.

Was watching SuperNatural with brother, it's nice.

It's a show that is two guys, both are brothers, fighting and destroying demons.

but kinda vulgar show, but it's funny.

While I was at oversea, there's a girl that film our trip.

Then got one scene damn funny.

我不怕，我是抓鬼的。That person said this. LOL.

Me and my brother keep laugh and laugh about this.

Although I laugh, my heart still hurts.

Couldn't cry in front of brother. Sigh.

Awhile later my elder brother came home, and he ask me, "How come your eye so red?"

So I said a white lie, cause my eye very itchy.

Hahas. /:

He said he wanted to break, but I don't want to.

Couldn't sleep for the whole night, didn't dared to sleep in the morning.

I scare he reply or call me I don't know, so I told myself to stay awake.

And I did.

Was talking to him with this matter the whole morning and afternoon.

Finally, he hold on, he still hold on, I was so relief.

I'm so so so afraid of losing him..

boyf I love you. ): ..

Staying home whole day, alone.

It's so quiet, can't imagine what if boyf really leave me.

Thanks boyf for holding me on. (L)

Shall end here.

Nights peepos. (: