An-nyung. :D

Shall continue.

Sunday went to eat with parents as usual, then to paya lebar to buy things.

Went home rest awhile, brother very random ask me to go swimming with him.

So I anything lor, head down to swimming complex &we went to swim.

Very long long long long long never swim already, felt so good inside.

It's calm, quiet &peaceful when you're inside the water.

Envy those fishes that is deep down in the sea.

Swim until 7plus &we go change.

When we got up from the water, felt a pressure that is pushing me down hard.

My both elbows very pain. /:

We then went to eat dinner, head home after that.

Stayed home whole night, use com awhile &sleep.

Monday went school, saw some of my results.

English compo 20/30, letter writing 22/30, compre 50/80. Not bad hur.

Chinese I forgotten. My paper 2 I got 39.half/60. I think.

Poa failed, chemistry failed, bio 28/50.

After school went home to prepare, then go down find work with darling.

Sad to say, can't find any. ):

Argh, I want work, I need money badly man.

8plus went home, rest &sleep.

Tuesday went school for chaper &one chinese lesson jiu went back home.

Stayed at grandma house whole day.

Evening went to buy milk with my cousin, Hweeling.

Talked to her, she didn't really say anything.

Head back grandma house, rest.

Wenesday, didn't went school.

Morning went to see doctor, asked boyf if he could accompany me go, he said okay.

Sad is, he didn't manage to turn up.

Felt kinda disappointed.. /:

When I reached grandma house, he texted me to ask whether I still seeing anot.

In the end we still met.

Well, we need to really talk out everything yea, so we did.

Told him the truth, don't wish to lie to him.

&he totally out of control.

He'll never scold, shout, yell at me, never will use that kind of way to talk to me, never will use that eyes to look at me, but that day he did..

Totally another person from who I've known, but I know he's really very angry..

He even returned the sketch book, letters &our couple necklance(is he bought one), back to me..

Was totally shocked, he even walked away &left me there alone..

He never will ever leave me alone outside until I'm safe somewhere.

Yet that day he did.. Felt so sad that I sat there all alone &cried.. Sigh..

I'm sorry boyf, really sorry.

I know I've said but I still wanna say again.

Sorry to really caused you so much trouble, iloveyou alrights.

Went back grandma house, wanted to take a nap yet I can't even though I ate medicine.

Evening went to meet Hweeling &Yvonne at mrt.

Head down to Tampines &we went to tm first to buy a birthday cake for my brother.

Yesterday was his birthday, Happy belated birthday brother Recca Ng Hsien Yung. :D

Although I know he won't read my blog but I still wanna wish him.

Actually wanna give him surprise, but plan failed. ):

While walking to interchange, he asked me if I saturday free anot.

I thought he wanted to go out walk or something, but in the end he told me to accompany go see concert.

I was like, DAMN HAPPY lah, I get to see my husband KimJongHyun leh! :D

but I not very sure got go see anot.

Went to tk &we sing birthday song for my brother, as usual, cut cake blahblahblah.

Shared cake with Yvonne &we went back to rest awhile &back to work.

Totally moodless, cause you know. /:

After work boyf called, we had another small fight again.

Reached grandma house, went to bath &rest.

Awhile later boyf kept on call me, I couldn't really answer.

He said he had something to tell me &asked me to answer phone.

So I went to kitchen &I answered.

I heard him crying, aww, felt so hurt to hear him cry..

Heard what he've to say, can say that I felt happy, my heart is too soft.

He thought I thrown away the stuffs he returned, but I didn't.

I don't want our memories just disappear like that.

On phone with him until 1plus, I know he's kinda tired, so I asked him to sleep.

I say I'll sleep too, but I couldn't.

I keep cough cough cough, I didn't slept for the night, morning raining cats &dogs.

So I called mummy &tell her I not going school.

Went back to sleep, 11plus woke by boyf text. Tsk.

Wake up, wash face everything, went to watch tv.

Until 3, came back home myself.

Msn with boyf, he last time will know if I'm joking or serious, but today he don't.

I was joking that I don't want talk to him, but he took it serious.

He then called me, cry in the phone..

I thought everything to back to how we are, guess I'm wrong. /:

He kept on say sorry to me &he send me a text.

I'm really touched boyf.

He then bought seaweed, milk, &from his house send until my house outside you know.

He very good hor, yea indeed.

My mother saw him, hahas.

Prepare &went downstairs to meet my boyf.

He say he felt bad that my mother scolded me.

Silly, told him many times that my mother not scolding me liao.

Head to darling house to ask her help me with some stuffs.

Thanks darling, Luvz.

Me &boyf went to library to see books &had a talk on what happen last few days.

He went to buy bbt for me. :D

Went to sit down &continue our talk.

He then send me to my darling house &he went home.

Me &darling to paya lebar awhile &took bus home.

Told her everything that happened.

Home &listen to boyf, go eat medicine, I did. ^^ , I very guai hor!? :D

Suddenly feel like watching naruto, so I re-watch.

Tomorrow no school~ , brother also no work~ , darling going out with minming~ , boyf evening got work~ , so sad~ , can't talk to him much for 3days~ ):

Okay lah, shall go watch &talk to boyf~ , byes. :D