Hello. :D

Me is back.

Sunday went out with parents to have lunch as usual.

Went to cut hair afterwards.

Well, half like &half don't like my hair cause I look weird.

Went home, &out awhile again to meet my precious boyf.

We then go my beloved darling's house to fetch my sweety son, yoreyore.

She say she feel like calling Qitai, so I took her phone &try find his contact while darling is talking in front of me, &she doesn't know. :P

Called, he answered &I pass to darling, she just kup the phone.

I called back, &told him that I accidenly pressed wrong, very fake I know.

Darling went to change as she's coming over to my grandma house to accompany me.

&something happen~~~~~
I bet darling know horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!, I open the door &....~ ;hoho

Sent boyf to mrt &head to my grandma house.

Half study half crapping.

Sent darling home around 10plus.

Monday went school, nothing much.

After school went to have PastaMania with my beloved darling.

We from Aljunied walked until PayaLebar leh, prodieus hor. (Y)

Had our lunch &went to Popular.

I like very suaku sial, keep "Eheheh darling, what's this? Eh!, this one this one... DARLING, BUY THIS BOOK FOR ME!"

Fyi, "the book" is those baby/small children read kind. Heeehs, childish I know.

Me &darling keep laugh laugh laugh, machiam siao people.

We lazy walk back so we took the mrt.

&we saw Xiaored, o.o!!

So coincidence, his hair is nice. Darling say he look like Pengsiong, yes agree.

Darling went back home, I went back grandma house &bathe.

Awile later darling came over my grandma house to study.

Before that we went to buy whiskey. (Y)

Darling almost cried~ See liao heart pain. ):

Sent her back home &back to sleep.

Damn, this few days keep midnight wake up, I'm like, freaking tired.

At school cannot really focused, as if I may faint at anything.

Tuesday, nothing much in school also.

After school went back grandma house bathe &meet boyf.

Went library to do homework.

So guai of us. ^^v

Saw Weileong, Kaixiang, Benjiamin &Zhenzhou.

&I was like, -.-!?

Up to second floor to do, cause first floor seems to be kinda noisy &warm. (Thought library should be quiet? o.o )

Heng never saw the "frog", if not spoil my day only.

Done with my report essay &I read through boyf's work.

I keep laugh you know, cause he write until very singlish, so I helped him to correct.

Hope he get a nice grade, ^^

&I saw a bag very familiar, so I went up &see, just as I thought, it's really Joycelyn.

Me &boyf sit in library don't know where to go.

So we went to the usual place to slack.

I called my father to inform him that I'm going to study, will be home around 9plus 10.

&he kp me? Wtf.

Never inform also kp, inform also kp. -.-

&I cried, one reason is cause of the call, but I cried for other reason.. /:

In front of boyf throw face, so xiasuey.

Around 9plus he sent me back to grandma house, &he went off to take mrt back home.

I don't know what happen to me yesterday, sigh.

Today at school also nothing much you see, pe play badminton.

Maths lesson me, Liru, husband aka Leena &Emily keep laugh like mad.

Don't know what happen to us, I is not laugh at the joke, I is laughing at how Emily's laughing.

After school took bus with husband back home &came back to post.

Darling called just now, maybe going slack with them? Not sure.

Byes~ :D

Seriously, why am I feeling this way.

I can't feel your love anymore.

Or maybe, you've never once loved me.

Your actions/words shows everything.

Been trying to tell you by hinting you, well, you just couldn't get what I mean.

So I didn't go on, don't wished to force you.

I'm just a nobody to you from the start.

To you, what do you take me as? I've no idea.

I don't want to cry anymore, it's gruelling.

Everything is dissipating bit by bit.

I've so much to say to you, I just can't express out or put it in simple words.

So near, yet so far.

Well, I'm a girl, a girl needs to feel secure, protected, &being love by someone she loves.

I know I can't expect/force you to love me, force doesn't gain happiness.

Yes, you won't leave me, I know.

But it's because you promised, &you wanted to be a man of word.

Words shows nothing, action shows everything.

You know how am I feeling now? Yes, sweet but bitter &sour.

Even a football match is more important than me, what else can I say? Hahs.

, Yes I'm hitched to you, but there's no love between us.