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Saturday, July 17, 2010
Hello. :D Well, I don't really feel like posting, but I forced myself to post it. Yesterday night was re-watching "Full Moon", an anime show. Cause I suddenly feel like watching. Was waiting for boyf's message while watching. 4plus until 9plus never message leh, can you imagine. /: Felt abit sad though. He around 10plus going 11 then text me. Before that, 9plus I was about to sleep already, cause feeling very tired &down cause of what happen during CCA time. 10 my brother came back, he woke me up &keep disiao me, keep pull away my precious bolster. ):! &I was texting with my beloved darling. Told her that I'm going to sleep, but I lied. Too bad she's my darling, she found out. Yes, I told her how I felt. She said I've changed into another person after I have boyf. I know, I can feel it myself too. My heart just felt empty, can't really smile out from inside like I used to whenever I'm out with my darling. Those laughter, nonsence, crappings, sadness, crazy-ness, I miss all that seriously.. Why am I feeling this way, I don't understand. I'm glad my darling knows how I feel. I've no heart in doing anything. I just wanna close my eyes, fall into a deep deep deep sleep &never ever want to wake up. There's a lot a lot a lot of things I wanna say, wanna tell, wanna express out to someone. I know there's always someone who will listen, darling, baby, boyf, MissHaryati. But guys, I don't know how to say/tell/express those kind of feelings. I'm sure there's something bothering me, but I don't know what exactly is bothering me. I know it's weird, you'll sure be thinking, "How can you yourself don't know what it is? Jokes." But seriously, I really have no idea.. Shall stop saying, my tears is going to flow down anytime. Anyways, was texting &crying while talking with darling. I know she's been crying for like, 6/7days already, cause of that WanQiTai. Bastard. I don't know how to comfort her, I wished I could just do something to make her happy again. I'm worried for her, many many &many. I don't wished to see her cry.. Sigh. Seeing her like this I'm also feeling sad you know. /: Watched show with brother, on phone with boyf, kup &I dozed off. Today morning woke up, use com awhile, boyf suddenly say he wanna come find me. o.o So unusual, he must have eat wrong medicine that's why. ^^ He's tuition teacher got project to do, so the tuition was cancelled. Went to prepare, done &informed him. Took father's clothes to grandma house first, &walked to mrt. I was standing there &boyf didn't saw me, like, HELLO? I'M STANDING IN FRONT ONLY VERY HARD TO SEE ME MEH. Went library to read books. One "frog" came to kp us, nahbeh. We tmm she huan lo so much for what, jealous say lah, kp us for smlj. -.- Felt kinda pekchek so we went up to second floor to read other books. Read halfway went back to the usual place we were slacking. Boyf eyes suddenly become very red, more red than on thursday's. He's really tired until he almost fall asleep when lying on my shoulder. Ask him go home rest, he keep say don't want. Ask him why, he say cause he wanna accompany me. Yea, he's sweet, but I see him so tired as his eyes is so red, I feel bad &hurt you know. ): Got two policeman came, ask us for IC, ask where we live, school, blahblahblah. After they left, I touched boyf's hand, it's freaking cold. ._.!! I say, "Baby, why your hand so cold. Ohhhhh~ I know lah, cause of the police right. Tsktsk." He call me gummy bear cause he say my face look like one. Grr. We don't know say what until I link a stupid thing. He's a pig, he don't eat pork cause his friends are pig, so he's halah(whatever it's spelled). So bad hor him. Until 9plus we walk back, I sent him halfway &I came home. I'm tired~ Shall go sleep liao, nightsy. , Promise that you'll always be with me. |
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