Ahni-hasayyo. (:

Shall continue to post, sunday darling went out with Qitai, I've tk.

After tk went home was on phone with boyf.
Monday morning went to my grandma house sleep until 12 woke up &went to prepare.

Yeps, meeting my boyf.

We decided to watch movie together, at Tampines.

Me: You want watch movie anot? You watch "The Karate Kid" already?

Boyf: Anything. You decide. Haven't.

Me: Okay. Then we watch at Tampines.

Boyf: Okay.

We meet 2.30, &I 2.20 then reached Aljunied mrt, I'm like, late? Lol.

He say he go buy tickets first then come back mrt meet me.
Reached, met &we've like half an hour before the movie starts, so we went to walk around.

Walk until last floor, stand outside Pasta Mania, look down to watch people walking.

Boyf: Very nice to see meh?

Me: Hai hao. This call 'people mountain people sea', ren shan ren hai.

Boyf: You ah, full of nonsence. -sayang my head-

When I turn back to see people, he just pushed me towards his cheeks &I.. you know.

Damn shy.

I keep poke his cheek, cause very chubby.

He keep pinch my cheek. Tsk.

When it's time to go in, we went in &watch the movie.

He very scare I cold, keep ask ask ask, "you cold anot? Want jacket? Really ah?"

I forgot is when, HE JUST KISSED MY LIPS, like, my whole face turn red.

Heng it's dark, no one saw. :P

&he lie to me you know.

He say he haven't watch that movie, but actually he watched liao lor!

I find it weird when he told me he haven't watch, cause my darling told me he watched with Qitai already.

Ohwell, after movie he sent me home.

So sweet of him, (:

Tuesday, darling evening came over to my grandma house.

&something very bad happen.

Sigh..

Wednesday forgot what happen.

Thursday after school went to have lunch at Pasta Mania with darling &baby.

They both say my face change liao, become more mature. Got meh. o.o

Today, after school went to Singpost to help my brother take things with darling.

Took &I went back grandma house to rest &watch show.

Was on phone with boyf until I reached school for CCA.

Met darling &baby first &we went in.

After CCA, baby went to meet her friend while me &darling went to have lunch + dinner.

Eat finish &boyf called.

Accompany darling to take her contact lens, she send me halfway &she went home.

When I reached my house door, my brother called.

I thought he wanted to ask me to help him buy dinner.

Instead, he asked me.

Brother: Well, I called you just want to ask you. I know it's weird but, you want watch movie? I'm kinda depressed now, so yea..

Me: Okay lor, what you want watch?

Brother: I feel like watching "Despicable Me".

Me: Okay.

We talk like, 10mins? &boyf was on hold. x:

When I got back to him, he say, "Emo-ing in progress~" LOL.

He's going for tuition, so we hang up &I went to prepare.

Brother came back &he ask me where watch.

So we look look look, decided to go Bishan to watch, so we had book tickets from the internet.

Thanks brother for the movie treat. (:

We went there, brother went to food junction to had his dinner.

He ate pepper lunch, he feed me eat one mouth to try out leh. Hehs.

After he ate finish we went to walk around, see those wu eh bo eh.

Time for movie &we went in, feeling damn cold. ._.

&hey, it's a very nice &funny movie. It's a must watch movie. It's cute.

Feel like watching again, ohwell.

After movie took mrt back home &now I am.

I'm feeling damn tired now, may faint anytime.

Hope boyf would call me. /: (when I write this boyf called. x:)

Byes.

, Speechless.

Darling, I don't how am I going to comfort you.

Having that incident happen, I'm worry for you, really.

I've a lot to say, but I just don't know how to express them out.

Like I said, you may feel that I've changed after having boyf, sorry if I've made you feel this way, but I'm not.

I want you to know, well, I know you've know this long ago, I'm always here, always there for you.

If you &my boyf asked me to meet on the same day, I'll meet you, &I meant it.
I can't leave you alone, I can't, just cause you're my bestf, my nuer, my darling, my sister.

I know, I understand how you feel, it hurts, it pains, it's miserable, it sucks.

Without him darling, you still can be the YOU.

Sad, crying, emotional, is not the darling I know.

A cheerful, funny, cute, sweet &loving darling is what I know.

He don't know, he don't understand how you feel, how much you loved him deeply, how hurt you are, how much tears you've cried for him, but darling, I know..

You told me, you told me you won't drop tears for that jerk anymore.

It's a good start, you've that thinking it's good.

But if you really cannot take it, don't keep it to yourself, cry it all out.

My shoulder is always there for you to cry, ear is always there for you to had h2h talk.

I know you can do it, you can give up on that bastard, I know you can do the same for the jerk.

He don't cherish you it's he's loss not yours.

Please, my darling is cute &sweet, he must feel happy that you love him, but he don't appreciate it, so what for, he's not worth your time &tears.

I'm sure there's someone better that'll know how to cherish you &love you more than you love him.

That day will come, just be patient &wait.

You may see I'm having a sweet boyf or what so ever, but when it's your turn, it'll be the other way round.

Trust me darling, I'm always supporting you.

(L).