Heyoz. (:
Continuing from my last post.

Yea, darling came over to my grandma house &we studyed.

Went to bathe &I was inside long I know.

Stupid, I inside very long so what, you all huanlo so much zuomo.

You want use the toilet, house also not only got one toilet, can use other one right.

No need to give those nasty comments, no life.

Keep it to yourself, &keep your mouth shut, you never say anything people won't take you as a ya ba one.

Please think of yourself before you comment on people alright.

You think you very duapai is it?

If so, think twice, nono, think thrice okay.

Sorry to say all this, no offence.

I study until halfway I "seduce" darling again, HAHAHHAHAH, fun fun. :3

Lied on her leg &felt like sleeping, but in the we both started to cry.

Cry finished &mother came home, first thing is to scold me.

She morning asked me to put the newspaper on the table in order for other people to read.

I didn't, okay, I admit it's my wrong.

But hey, today newspaper not only today can read right.

Tomorrow also can read isn't it?

Then why scold me?

Can't she see that I'm already in no mood &tired?
What's her fcuking problem? -.-

Sent darling home after that.

Went back grandma house, &I told him again, I want him back..

&ya, I cried, cry &cry & cry, I couldn't sleep at all, even though I cried much much much.

Morning went school, SS cui, E math paper 2 also cui.

I'm totally blank when I do the paper, like, all answer wrong like that.

3 questions marks just like that flew off. ._.

After exam darling &baby went don't know where &I went back grandma house prepare.

&something happen, I broke into tears..

Darling &baby came to my grandma house block downstairs &see me cry.

They did comfort me, yea, thanks darling &baby. (: ..

Jueyun, Huiping, Yingshi, Jingxi they all is just a distance away from us.

But there's a wall blocking, so they didn't know that I'm there.

Talked &crap as usual, awhile later van came, hugged baby &darling &I went off.

Went in van &know what comments they gave me?

"Lesbians ah?"

Nahbeh, girl hug jiu shi lesbian meh?

In your whole life never see same sex people hug each other one ah?

Me &brother hug then we're couple liao lah?

Suaku, never see girls hug each other before is it?

If don't have, then I feel sorry for you.

Cause you've no life.

&what's wrong taking two phones?

You suaku again? Never see people take two phones before?

I want use one or two phone you huanlo so much?

So what if you changed your phone to iphone?

Show off har?

Want me to jealous you got rich &got iphone?

I know, now is no money no talk mah.

So what if you wu lui? There's something you can't get no matter how rich you are.

Take so good phone for what?

Wait &seduce robbers to come? Lol.

What generation already, please get some life lah hor okay. -.-

Went tk, boringdie.

Si Yiwen bluff me, say what no people go, so many people lorrrrrrrrrr. Tsk.

Had laughter with her.

Stupid, MingFu got go. -.-

Blahblahblah, end already went back grandma house, bathed &watch tv.

Talked to yoreyore &cried, didn't dared to sleep as I'm waiting for his text..

But I'm so tired &shag.

It's not those not enough sleep kind of tired, is those, aiya, I don't know how to describe.

I'm out of strength to do anything, I just need a shoulder to rest on..

Baby actually say today morning go have breakfast together, but she didn't text me so sua.

Slept until 12plus today.

Watched tv until 4plus, went bathe &went darling's house to meet her first.

Meet already, went to help my grandma buy things.

Went mac &saw Kianpoh, ShiAn, Ryan, &a malay guy.

Siaopeh one them, keep look at us, like talking about us. -.-

Never see us before meh, everyday in school also see each other, expect saturday sunday, &public holidays.

After that we went back to my grandma house, saw Kenny &JunTat.

Reached &on the air-con &watched tv.

The show got one gorilla, &it say, "Turn off your touchlight, careful later got fire." (in chinese.)

But actually is a laoahpeh hiding behind a tree say one. HHAHAAHAH.

Watched &that yoreyore hor, very huaidan today. Tsktsktsk.

&darling!, you saw his everything! HORHORRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

But sad, yoreyore at grandma house, not with me now. ):

&darling, remember okay, yoreyore's surname is not Lim liao, is Ng. ;hoho.

Fyi, yoreyore's name is Francis Ng Simi, ex name is Francis Lim Simi. Ahha. :P

Weird I know, cause that time me &darling go out anyhow say until we named him that. LOL.

CM Chua &yoreyore keep fight today, naughty naughty.

We talked about putting make-up. Lol.

&we're suddenly very random, we talked about how we slept &dream talk in the past.

Funnydie, darling so gonggong one, toilet paper. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

Watched tv, 8plus sent her go mrt as she's going back to bedok.

&I walked home, so sweet right, I know, tyty. :B

Walked until my house block downstairs, brother called &ask me help him buy dinner.

Zao bu da wan bu da, wait until I at downstairs then call.

Went up to put things first &went down to buy for him.

They're attitude sucks, I very weird meh!, keep see see see, never see human before. -.-

Came back home, &saw brother changed the "Run Devil Run" poster to "Oh!".

I don't like one of them, cause of some reason, darling should know who &why.

Yeps, I asked my brother to change to Tiffany, &he did. :D!

I like her, cause of her eyes, niceeee manz.

&fyi, she's the second counting from the left. (:

My brother bought the Lolipop phoneeeeeee!, after exams &it'll be mine. ;hoho

&darling, I saw your blog.

Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you too.

You're the one who is always there to clean away my tears, accompany &hear me crap.

&that time you also pei-ed me send my ahchor.

Sorry about that time I didn't manage to pei you send your grandma.

I appreciate it, thanks a lot darling.

Although I don't know we've been mother &nuer for how long also, but it starts during 2008.

I think, (:

Had a lots of fun, laughter &sadness with you whenever we go out.

Still remembering that time we drifted &quarrelled, found it very childish. Hahs.

&hello, what because we took bio.

If never take bio together we'll still be that close one okaaaaaaaaaaay. ;wild

9more days is our 11months already. :D!

10months 21days still counting.

Ohmy, 21. -.-

iloveyou ttm too okay.

Mother's day is this sunday, tomorrow going out with darling to look for presents.

Didn't have any idea in mind now. \:

Maybe going kbox tomorrow also, not sure yet, still deciding with darling.

Yea, I'm still waiting for his text, but I know he won't..

As he proved me wrong. (: ..

He took us as a fool.

He kept on hitting around the bush, what can I do? Nothing, sit &wait die.

I'll try to stop crying, thinking, missing, &loving him.

Although it's really hard for me to do those, but, I've no choice, it takes two hands to clap.

But boyyyyy, my whole mind now is about you, don't you know? I doubt so.

Even I put you aside in my mind, the number 21 will just POP right in front of my eyes.

&it makes me think of you again..

No use, I've tried my very best yet what the answer I got back is not I perpertually wanted..

I swear, I swear that I only missed him &not 30th.

Why just can't he trust me again like how I trusted him?

He's just lying all along..

Yet I'm still waiting for him, for his text, for him to come back, why..

Tired, I'm really tired..

I'm kind of missing playing audi, but my com is still spoiled. \: !

Shall end it here.

Love.

, Face the fact girl, he ain't coming back.