Saturday, April 17, 2010
 Hi. Just wanna say, HAPPY BELATED 10MONTHS DARLING. ;mua. 16June'09. Forgotten to post it yesterday. LOL. Ohya, yesterday I didn't went school, cause it's only Sports Day. Somemore I'm sick okay!, but didn't wanted to see doctor, hehs. I don't know why I suddenly went to hear songs, &i hear "Heartbeat." I feel like crying already.. Heartbeat. Can you feel my heartbeat? The heart you trampled on is still beating towards you. Doesn't matter how hard I try to forget. Even when I try to meet other girls, The moment I turn around I only think of you. I don't want to do this, I want to stop. However much I try to convince myself, It's all an hopeless cause my heart won't listen. Why did you throw it away? Why am I still acting foolish? I can understand it with my mind but my heart just doesn't get it. It's holding onto you, won't let go. It still feels like you're by my side. It must have forgotten, won't believe we're done. Whoever I meet, my heart won't fully open. It leaves a room for you always. There's no way you'll come back. But it believes you might. Why does my heart believe? Why doesn't it listen? Listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for you. Listen to my heartbeat, it's waiting for you. My heart doesn't know it's over. I can't understand why.. Listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for you. Listen to my heartbeat, it's waiting for you. It still pains me to think of you. Everytime my heart beats, I remember.. I must forget.., forget to live on. Erase the memories, if not, I'll die. Stop trying get her back, she ain't coming. She's gone, gotta be moving on. She's gone, she's not coming back. She doesn't think of you. She doesn't know I'm waiting. She lives happily without knowing. She's already forgotten, completely erased out memories. Why can't I do the same? Listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for you. Listen to my heartbeat, it's waiting for you. My heart doesn't know it's over. I can't understand why.. Listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for you. Listen to my heartbeat, it's waiting for you. It still pains me to think of you. Everytime my heart beats, I remember.. The lyrics totally describe how I feel for ________. I know he won't see this, although he used to see.. But ya, think he already forgotten me, living with someone he loves now. Am I suppose to wait? In fact, I'm still waiting, as my heart is beating &waiting for you. I hope, I wish, one day, when my phone ring, it's from you. I know I'm dreaming, he won't remember me. (: .. Kept on scanning through your text(s) everyday, I don't know why. I miss you.. Sigh, anyways, staying at home really makes me think a lot of things. Darling jio me out leh, ;shy. Don't know want go out a not, no money. ;cry. Edit if there's something to post, tatas. , Your love is my drug. Edited. Heeeeeeeeeys, backs. Today mother bluff me she got work, rawrs. In the end she came back, then I ask her give me money go out. :3 10dollar &that's it. -.- Went to prepare, blahblahblah. Awhile later Hsienyung kor came back home from work. Done already &walk down to darling's house. The first impression I saw her is, "._.? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH." She look, ..don't know how to describe. LOL! I help her straighten her hair, which makes her look more nicer, must thank me hor! After that went to Cheers buy drink. Head to mrt &saw Hengky. Took mrt down to "Ten-penis." LOL. On the way in train, we keep laugh laugh laugh, cause we took photo &got one of the picture I look so retarded. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. Reached "Ten-penis", went to walk walk awhile. Then we decided to watch movie. I called my mother, ask her what time she going back home. I don't know I suddenly say, "Wo da wan dian ying." LOL. &guess you know what show we watch already bah, yea, "How to train a dragon.(3D)". THE DRAGON IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE LAH. OMGOOOOSH. Got one look like Pomrakter, got one look like Geoffrey/Desmond. THEY LOOOK SO CUTE. :3 Then got one part a character say "What the" without sound. But the movement of his lip look like, "Walao". ME &DARLING KEEP LAUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH. Then darling tell me the guy's nose look like orange, I say nono, look like bao. THE SHE KEEP LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH, I LAUGH UNTIL MY TEARS COME OUT, I don't know why. After that we went to Centre Square. Darling went to buy a "bracelet" but it's wear on leg one. I change back my old phone, all contacts it's on other phone. When darling was looking at the don't know what thing, someone text me. The number like so similar. It's start from 8, then I thought it's the someone, then the one who text me say "baby..". I was so shock, I thought is ______, I quickly go check, in the end is my that so called "baby", Jasmine. ._. Hai wo bai gao xing yi chang. Me &baby's date is 14April'10, darling is 16June'09. WOWZ. ;luv. Then we went home, darling took mrt &I took bus. On the way to interchange, got this lady, she suddenly tap me &gave me a name card. She say, "We're looking for different kinds of model. You can go to our website &visit." I was like, orhorhorh, took name card &I walk away. LOL. On bus keep think of ________, almost cry in bus.. Reached home, wait for mother, &went to grandma house. 2nd uncle &his whole family is there. Asked 2nd Aunt if she knows POA, yea, she gave me some revision. Then awhile later I came back home which I am now. Tommorrow got the don't know what thing, 8plus need go already, waaaaa, so early. ._. &to JACD, don't take me as a part time girl. I'm also a human please. Need me then talk to me, don't need me just throw me aside like nobody's business. Pathetic, -clapclap-. I'm going sleep sooon, today is a madness days again, hohos. Nightsy, <3 , Don't take me as a toy. -.- |
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