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Friday, October 16, 2009
Ytd went to buy th thing with mama. Buy 2 more, still not enough. -.- Went ahmah house, do do do, do finish, called baby, he kind of busy thn jiu kup. He say 10.30 call him, in th end? I need go home. Reach home, he still busy. I'm so tired, so I slept. He 11.44 thn msg me. -.- Then morning went school. He 8.32 thn reply. Went school, see results. Math paper 1, 39/50. ._. I need 13 marks in paper 2 in order to pass overall math. Jialat alr luh, paper 2, I think I cmi. ._." After that History. What kind of pathtic marks I got, 18/100. -.- LOL. Pathtic rights, tsk. Recess went to mammam, then jiu english. I got 17/30 for compo, same marks with Lisha. LOL. Situational writing, I failed. LOL. 12/30. -.- Then lit, 65/100. LOL. Same marks with Lisha again. Chinese, letter writing 16/20. LOL. Compo, 27/40. Paper 2, 46.5/70. Hais. After that went ahmah house, sleeeep, tiredsi. Wake up, cookcook, then watch tv, emo. LOL. Then went home, which I am now. Postpost awhile, going off to audi alr. If no one online then, maybe going to sleep alr. Hehs, anyw, Grats me&Lynn daaaaaaaarling, 4month alr! <3 LOL. :X I almost forgot today 16th. Okay, kind of stupid. Tataaaaaaaaaaas. , 25days w/you. 5more days to 1month. I don't what to do. I'm so confused, so complicated. It's going to fall soon, But I'm still holding it on. It kept on falling, Does it mean, I shouldn't hold on? Wish you don't be hot&cold. Wish a simple care from you. Wish you could understand me, knowing my thoughts. Wish you could love me th way you do in th past&th way iloveyou. Wish things could change better. Every tear dropped for you, meant how much I care&loveyou. But, you just doesn't seems to care about me, not even a little. I don't wanna let it off, fall, go, leave. I don't know what had happen. I don't know what you want. I don't know what you're thinking. I don't know what you planning to do. I don't know why are you so cold to me. I don't know if you're ever serious. I don't know if you're just playing. You didn't tell me all your things, Hiding it from me all th way. We said&promise not to hide isn't it? Your sorrys, your promises, your words, Is it just lies¬hing? Or do you really meant it? I think, your feelings, fade bah? Probably. But then, I still loveyou, like how I used to love you as always. I still rmb our rules&promises. Everyday must say at least 10times ________. Everyday must at least mammam 2meals. No hiding anyt from anyone, must be honest. On phone, must call _______. Cannot go out with boys alone. Cannot go out with girls alone. Everyday must sleep before 2am. Never leave anyone alone, never leave, must trust&believe each other no matter what. No crying without permission. Think you probably won't rmb any one of this bah. You promised, won't leave me alone. Yet now? What's th point for saying all this silly stuffs. I had my limit too. I don't how long I can hold. So much words to tell you, Yet so little time. What to do.. Been crying&crying, But no use. I'm so tired.. Hubhub, boy, baby, I need you alot, alot.. |
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