Thursday, September 3, 2009
wed went sch . this is th first time i had my first pe lesson ever since after june holiday . LOL . heng no need to run , they play their games , i & lynn was discussing somethings . teacher ask us what we doing , i say , "disgusting something" . LOLLL . i say wrong . ; X thn i & lynn keep discuss & keep at thr laugh , cus i keep pronounce wrong . LOL . we were dicussing about how to give a surprise for jasmine as her bday is on 1sept . this is how we planned : 1st , lynn ask jasmine to go her house , thn say i didnt go . but jasmine say she want to go mac , i say ltr 3+ thn i come down find her . 2nd , they go to lynn 's house , i secretly went behind & buy 3slices of cake , chocolate mint , blackforest & tiramisu . thn i call-ed lynn when i reach lynn 's block lift . 3nd , she & jasmine was in a room & shut . as i go into th house myself & put all th cakes on a plate . lynn 's mama & korkor good acting uh . 4th , her mama count to three , i & lynn came out & celebrate with her ! tada ~ :3 she almost cry out luh . LOL . after that i pei her go mammam mac . thn we go 108 thr sitsit , thn we thn suddenly mama called me , ask me buy things for her to mammam . -.- okay loh , buy alr , send jasmine home , & i walk back to ahmah house . after that , i was about to sleep , daddy msg me . nowadays like keep so called quarel with daddy . hais , all cus of HIM . -.- thn i at aunty 's room , i on song , thn i keep thinkthinkthink , thn i slowly slowly cry out again . i cried for 1hour+ , i called jasmine , she told me not to cry . thn lynn msg me say next time go amk again . i tell her i cry over him again , i ask her to come down find me awhile . so i waited her at ahmah house thr de playground . i sit down thr , keep crycrycry , thn she also saysaysay , thn cry also . thn we both keep at thr crycrycry . just for two of them . thn we back to my ahmah house , wash face , thn she come my home , thn i bath , thn go out . we went to bugis . i went to buy th handphone strip & thn we went to th arcade . we played daytona , maximum tune 3DX , jubeat , bishi bashi . funfun . LOL . we were so high . we 8+ go out , i 12 thn reach home . cus daddy & mama go set up , so i can late abit go home . : X reach home , seesee teenage , thn i sleep alr , was so tired . today morning wake up , feeling abit feverfever like that , thn i didnt go sch , lynn also . LOL . thn i went to baibai ahgong , after that go back ahmah home , sleep awhile , thn lynn called me . -.- cus we going see doc together . hais , i & daddy quarel again . tsk , hais . ;\ thn meet-ed lynn , went to take num Q num . going to meet her soon again . today got tk , i think i going night de bah . - 29days w/o you . i had enough of your lies . say what patch on 1sept , PUI ! liar , liar , liar ! what th fcuk do you want ? keep giving me false hope again & again . did you ever think of how i would feel ? you are just using me , all along , isn't it ? saying you love me , saying you miss me , is just a lie . i'm so stupid & silly to believe in your words , again & again . why ..why !? why would i cry for you over & over again . i'm so tired .. can you just stop playing me ? it's really damn hurting you knw !? what we still can patch , if i believe . asshole lah , even if i believe , so what ? it would never happen ! i believed in you & trusted in you , yet what happens ? hurts , pains , tears , all just came in such a sudden . i can't take all that you knw ? why do i stay single now ? why don't i accept daddy ? that's all cause i still love you ! & it's alot alot alot . i'm really really serious about you , yet you just took advantage of it . need me , thn you are good to me , don need me , just tap your butt & ignore & leave & dump me all alone thr . is that really that fun ? do you wanna try also ? & sees how it feels ? oh , i almost forgot , you can't feel anything , you are just so cold-blooded . you don't even knw how much tears i had drop for you . it's going to be 1month w/o you alr .. & i'm still crying . i didn't cry for a guy for a month before . i was looking into a miracle , but nothing seems to be happening like i want it to be . do you knw that , everytime i go out with lynn , th places we go , always reminds us of th day we four used to go out together . i want those life back , it's my happiest period of time in my life . do you rmb what you told me ? you said , " i won't leave you , no matter what happens ." i took this sentence into my heart . i was damn happy that time . i rmb everything about you , yet you forget everything about me . i'm th one who always suffer , yet you are th one enjoying . idonknw what to do .. don't ever ask me to let you go , cause i don't knw how & i can't as iloveyou , in th past , even now , & forever .. rmb what i told you ? all i claim is just you & your love & care . i don't care what i lose , i just can't lose you . i want you back , imissyou , badly .. yet you donknw anything .. hais . |
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