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today morning went sch , teacher's day celebration , is sianns de okay . but some parts quite funny lah . like , got aunty lucy . LOL , i heard him say , "aiyer , so embrassing"

LOL , we all laugh like HELL . thn got songs , I N G , i'm yours , insomnia . i miss this word , insomnia .. hais . after that i went home , audi , see show , talk to daddy , thn went to bath alr .

after that lynn came my house , thn she use com awhile , i help her straighten her hair , seeee , i'm so good rights . : X thn off we went to take bus . took 135 to amk int .

we went , to see if mini toons have th present we wanna buy for jasmine as her bday is just tmr . ;o donhave thn we went to zinc & see if have th bag we wanna buy , donhave , thn we went bus-stop see clothes .

thn we went andersen's mammam choco <3 that was lynn's first time to mammam that , LOL , nice rights . next time we go mammam pizza hut , or pasta , or sakue sushi .lalalala .

after that we wanna take bus down to bugis , but thn we took wrong bus . -.- we go until punggol , assh . thn we took mrt to tampines . we going thr to buy th bag we wanted to buy that time .

on th way , lynn was talking to me about last time how she & des got together , thn she said this , "he promise me everything & now ? what happens ? " , something like that , it reminds me about him ..

he also said th same thing as him . he said he wont leave me no matter what happens , but everything is just a lie . i cried , in mrt , i can't stop it , thn lynn also cry . LOL ..

so xiasuey , cry in mrt , assh . ._. after that reach alr , we went buy bag , we keep disiao th guy , he's funny . LOL . th bag got 4colour , pink , grey , white & purple , we brought pink <3 hehs .

after that we chiong all th way down to bugis , cus lynn wanna buy th mu-ee de handphone strip . buy alr , thn we went to th bugis new open that shopping centre , thn we went arcade .

we played th jubeat . nice & fun , but hard . LOL . he ask me 7 must reach home , but i 11.20 thn reach . : X he keep force me go home . tsk . uh ! daddy say he will be at amk , assh .

i reach alr , he tell me he go off . -.- he cheat my hwee-ling . angry . donwan talk to him alr . hmphs . had a fun & miseable day today , but most of it is laughter lah . we told each other jokes , LOL .

now reach home , heng i reach home parents hvent reach , if not i jialat alr . tmr maybe meeting him ? idonknw . hais . lalala . sleepsleep , after a day , tiredsi alr . nights uh , & H A P P Y T E A C H E R 's D A Y to all teachers ( :

- 26days w/o you ..

ytd morning mama suddenly wake up & it's 6.30 alr , she's late for work , so i ask her don go alr , so late liao , thn i also didnt go sch . LOLLLLL . :X

thn wake up , prepare things , pei mama go see doc take mc , thn off to tk alr . thn blahblahblah . keep laughlaughlaugh , that yiwen , tsk . LOL . funfun . con is so late okay . rawr . ):<

afternoon we went to mammam lj . thn back to tk , ahpengkor sit beside me , play hweeling's psp , 7wonders , i lie on him awhile , tired luh . ): today morning went tk again . x.x

nothing much to say luh . afternooon break i & con went to buy sushi & mr bean . LOLLLL . nicenice . thn ahpengkor at thr sleep , i , yiwen & con keep put some kind of string on his hair . LOLLL .

we keep laughlaughlaugh . after that break again , thn 14 of us , i , con , xiaomin , mingfukor , weifakor , yiwen , huichuang , kaikai , damian , yongyi , pengkor , bengkor & two malaysian ppl , we went to mammam pizza hut . <3

had alot alot alot of laughter . bengkor keep make us laugh . he order alot of things luh , thn we each just pay 10dollar , he & mingfu kor pay th rest , & total it's like , 200++ . ._. !

we took pic , but thn at mingfukor 's phone , don dare ask him to send . ): but when we mammmam halfway , i heard them say yonghwee & binbin had accident . o.o ! after we mammmam finish , we walk back .

si weifakor keep tickle me . si damian & lala also . -.- ! we went back , thn saw th mahjiong table still thr , they play thn hvent keep , so me , con , damian & xiaomin play . LOL .

bengkor help me game 1 time luh . hehs . but he made xiaomin cry . LOLLL . he keep say her , thn she veh blurr . after that binbin & yonghwee came . i saw th wounds , omg . -.- !

thn time to run alr , we all runrunrun , thn hweeling tio kan by th that one . con & hweeling should knw who . after that went home , maybe going audi with con or daddy ? idonknw . btw , we took photos <3 :D !

he today went malaysia ! rawr ! angry , he tmr thn come back , but donknw what time . sucks luh . ): ! hais , imisshim ..

- 24days w/o you ..

ytd night slept around 12 , but in th end 2+ thn sleep , i keep turn here & thr , donknw what am i thinking about luh . ;\

thn put alarm 6.45 , just to wake & msg him . ._. after that back to sleep until 8.45 , quickly wake up go bath as uncle 9.20 come fetch me luh . thn blahblahblah .

reach tk , do things , thn break , i & yiwen went to mammam mac . thn she saw th doraemon thn she ask me buy happy meal . LOL . thn mammam finish , back to tk , play psp .

thn i sent a game , burnout . LOL , quite nice uh . i keep at thr play , thn keep long pia . LOL . thn race with yiwen , keep lose , her car more good luh . ) : ! nehmind , game only .

after that keep play psp , msg with daddy & him . idonknw why suddenly my mood just drop alot . i think cus of that bah . hais . uh ! daddy say he wanna help me pay th bag i wanna buy luh .

but i manage to ask him just to pay 10 . hehs . that's alot of money alr , thanks daddy . <3 thn blahblahblah . today runrun , run finish i'm feeling dizzy luh . see things like turning like that . ) :

after that that si damian , keep block my fan , thn keep hit my head , nehneh lah him . ) : ! thn went home , called him talktalk . today didnt went sch . i tmr also donwan to go , but mama don allow alr . ) :

- 22days w/o you . still counting ..

ytd nothing really happens actually . i had nothing to talk about ytd . just that after sch i went to see miss.haryati , thn she like so busy , thn i tell her i go home first luh .

didnt get to meet him ytd & today . i really miss him alot luh . ) : ! but whocares . at night went home myself , bath finish thn i saw his msg , so i called him & chat for 1hour + ?

after that he went to sleep , & he force me to sleep also , so okay loh , i off com & went to sleep . but i just can't get myself to lalaland . idonknw why . thn today went sch , sleepy . -.-

was lying on table during chinese lesson , teacher didnt care much uh . nothing to say about today also . pe i went to counselling . she & miss.haryati keep ask me to dump & let go of him , but i can't .

i just donknw how tell them my feelings . about my studies , i really have to work extra hard on it alr . it's 4-5weeks away from eoy . but i have no heart to study alone . cus idonknw anything . ; \

tmr not going sch . going tk . can earn money also can skip d & t . woots . : 3 sunday going out with lynn to buy th bag alr , jasmine said she also wanna buy , so we three same bag . <3 : D

- 21days w/o you . i had enough & nothing to say anymore ..

L I M J U N W E I treats me well & good & ilovehim alot . >< !
( tio force by him to post this de okay . : X )

ytd went morning cant wake up luh , 8+ only eh , but no choice , got to wake up & go tk alr . tsk . ; \ prepare everything & went down , & they reach alr . LOL .

after that went to tk , suddenly jasmine call-ed me . o.o early in morning she will call me wor , miracle . LOL . thn chatted with her awhile , but i need to do things alr , so i kup .

thn do things , thn blahblahblah . break time went to foodcourt to mammmam with hweeling . after that we went to walkwalk awhile , thn go arcade , blahblahblah . after that went back to tk .

1.45 alr , me , hweeling & constance were at th back talking . suddenly my mama came & cut in . LOLL . she make us laugh like hell . thn talk about th " monkey " & his " best friend " . LOL .

con & hweeling should knw what am i talking about uh . : 3 thn i told con about somethings , she also told me about her f/s . con , rmb what i told you , no friend are really true to you , no matter how good they treat you , they will backstab & betray you one day .

i knw this cus i've been through that before . ^^ thn after that break time again , i was at th back listening to songs & reading & thinking about him while they at outside taking photos . LOL .

idonknw why , actually i hold back my tears alr , but thn ahpeng korkor came in & ask , " you two break alr huh ? " what th fcuk , i jitao cry out . -.- thn he say don cry lah , break thn break alr , thn he went out . o.o

thn i cry cry cry , thn i stop , i ask hweeling pei me go toilet awhile . after that thn they going to mammam alr , so i went , i walk alone at first , thn yongyi & hweeling was walking in front of me .

thn suddenly they stopped , tn yongyi say , " xiaomi , you cry uh ? " thn he tap my shoulder , i push away & cry out again . -.- actually i stop alr loh , si yongyi go & say out again .

thn binbin came beside me , ask me alot of things , thn say don cry lah . blahblahblah . hais . thn me , con & damian , bff , we went to mammam ljs together . thn i ask jasmine to call me .

talk to her awhile , thn msg with her . hais . after that went back , time to runrun , thn run , finish alr , my leg is like , super pain ? but con fall when she runs , take good care uh con <3

after that went home , call-ed him , thn quarrel ? i think .. hais , don say alr . thn today morning went school , was damn damn damn tired . i couldn't have a proper sleep last night ..

geo lesson i was sleeping , sci lesson , UH ! super funny okay . cus we learning th sexuallty mah , thn donknw what thing , hengky ask mr.chua girls got how many hole , LOL , thn jingxi say , " mr.chua , if guys pluck wrong hole how ? you got pluck wrong before anot ? "

LOLLLLLLLLLL . we all were laughing like HELLLL . after that recess , i & rachel went to see miss.hariyati , thn blahblahblah , she told me alot of things thn after that went to buy green tea with rachel .

back to class , math , test , sucks , idonknw how to do . anyhow do . LOL . in th end fail . so hard luh . ; \ fri retest . -.- thurs i think i'm not going to sch , idonknw leh . hais .

tmr meeting miss.hariyati , actually meeting him , but thn , hais , no choice . okay , say until here , going audi , con ask me pei her . tatas <3

- 19days w/o you , i had enough of crying , but i can't just stop it . it's so tiring . giving me false hope again & again , idonknw what to do anymore ..

Crush On You.

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction

But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now I've changed direction

Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it too much to ask for?

I'll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it's now or never

Knowing it might seems strange...
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
Oh It's magic magic magic babe I've got a crush on you

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic magic cos babe I've got a crush on you

So if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to
To take a ride beside me?

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic(oh it's magic) babe I've got a crush on you [x2]

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you

- & i simply love this song . it had some parts that really sings out what's in my heart . it's a nice song uh , as well as th JoJo , too little too late , that one meaning also goodgood . ;o <3

today morning wake up , on com , nothing do , seesee show . thn mama ask me what i wanna mammam , i said i wanna mammam " pour-rage " , i forgot how to spell alr . x.x

she keep ask me go help to set up , so i say okayokay . but thn lynn msg me , thn say if i wanna go out anot , so okay loh . i went out with her today .

before that i went to have my tuition first . blurrblurr , donknw what maps & scales , thn triangle , blahblahblah , hard luh , can't catch up . after that my tuitor pei me walk to mrt station .

so i meet-ed lynn , thn actually deciding to go ps watch movie de , but kind of late alr , so we went to tampines watch , 4.50 . we watch th where got ghost , got 2parts we chua tio & scream . LOL .

on th way to tampines , we talk alot of things . & lynn said something that really came into my mind . & idonknw if it's really true or not .. hais , what am i thinking . -.-

thn before going in & sit down , we were laughing like HELLL okay . LOLLLL . thn when show starts , we are also laughing , everyone in th cinema , like we both laugh th most & loud . LOLLLLLLL .

after th show , we went to shop . we go mini bite , & we bought this ring , both one each , plainplain kind , nothing on it , actually i saw another one , nicer , but i no money buy . ) : !

after that we went mini toons , & took pics , but th ppl there say cannot take pic . ) : so we took 2 thn didnt take alr . after that we went to th semo craft de , & bought another ring .

LOL , but this ring more nicer , L.O.V.E , thn can seperate , so i & lynn each have one , she take L.O which is black , i take V.E which is silver , cus i knw she likes th black one ( : !

uh ! before that we went to zinc , & we saw this new bag , so we decided to buy , next week ? when i get th money after tk first , probably should be enough uh . after that we went home alr .

on mrt , we didnt laugh much alr . we were so tired & talking about , them ? ; \ hais , really , i miss him alot , so do lynn . but what's th point to do so ? it wont be back anyways ..

hais , nehmind , thn i called him , idonknw why i talk halfway , i cried .. i'm trying to hold back , but i cant .. hais . but thanks mint daddy for cheering me up abit , though it wont help . ; \

now i reach home , postpost , & thinking about him .. hais . don say alr bah , sleep sleep , tmr everything will be fine , i hope so .

- 18days w/o you . idonknw what to say alr . i've been waiting & waiting , it's really tiring for me to cry everyday just for you . but i cant do anything anymore , i'm not yours anymore , but i wanted to , really wanted to ..

ytd morning went sch , didnt have d & t as lower sec have pft . girls run 2.4 first luh . zz . tireddie . after running , i was totally out of breathe , i almost faint & stop breathing .

but i wanna thank lynn & jasmine . thanks for concerning me & brought me to th sickbay . so i rest-ed there for like , 3periods ? mr.wong came in & gave me back my wallet & phone & ask me to rest well ( :

got one pe teacher , mrs cherng is it ? i forgot alr . she came in to concern about me also . ( : thn i restrest , awhile ltr i really cmi alr , i walk out , thn mr.lee & those general office ppl saw , say i look really pale , so ask me go home .

thn okay loh , call-ed mama & gugu to bring me home . meantime , i went back to class , everyone saw me is like , o.o .. thn i took my bag , teacher give me chinese compo paper to do . zz .

thn i went down , lie awhile , suddenly irwin also came sickbay . ; o he say he was sick , having fever & donknw what , i just said , oh , thn i continue to close my eyes & rest .

thn gugu came , brought me back to ahmah house . ahmah was about to nag me , thn i told her i'm not sick , just that i ran , thn vomit , thn they ask me to come back . LOL . thn she ohohoh , didnt nag alr . : X

uh , i also wanna thank mint daddy for concerning me too uh ( : though i said alot of things to you , & you just donwan listen to me , thn i no choice luh , but i quan you don wait better bah ( :

thn ahmah ask me to cook something to mammmam first , so i cook loh , i scare ltr i faint . but , whocares uh . ; \ mammam finish , watch show awhile , thn i wanna go behind pay mt phone bill .

i walk out of room , ready to go out , i thn realise i forgotten to bring th bill paper out . -.- so i took bus home , take th paper , & clothes , walk to ahmah house .

pay my bill , i paid 60 first , i really pok alr . x.x after that , went to buy something that ahmah ask me to buy , thn i walk back to ahmah house . reach alr , on fan , watch tv until around 3 , thn napnap , bth . x.x

wake up , went to bath , thn mammam . after that see show awhile , ahmah ask me go down with uncle to baibai , so i went down , suddenly mama came back , thn went down together .

bai finish thn go back studystudy , after that , went to watch show again . wa , i keep watch show luh . tsk . watch until 10 , thn i call-ed him . talk to him around half an hour jiu kup alr . ; \

he keep call me , wujiji luh . tsk , anyhow lah him . ) : ! after that jiu went home , sleepsleep alr . today wake up , when i was about to go out , daddy wake up , i didnt cared him , i just went out myself , if not i'm going to be late .

reach sch , same thing , sit at th seats thr with joycelyn they all ( : thn assembly , after that went back class , put bag , thn off to th hall . cus today girls is 5stations while th boys 2.4 ( :

after that , girls had a 2period recess . LOL . we went mammam , thn back to class sitsit . thn i nothing do , took lina 's phone , send songs . suddenly miss hariyati came , thn ask us to go out , cannot stay in class .

but when bell rings thn we went back again . suddenly mint daddy msg me . o.o thn blahblahblah . raining so heavy , me , gladys & her friend , idonknw what name , we walk in th rain to 101 thr .

cus gladys wanna buy something . thn me & gladys went 108 thr sitsit , she keep don let me go home luh . heng got someone she knws came , that's why i can go home early . x.x

went ahmah house , whole body & clothes is wet like donknw what luh . didnt care so much lah , sick jiu sick . so i sit at sofa , fan on , & thinking about alot of things . some of you will probable guess what am i thinking bah . ; \

think until cry thn tired , so i nap awhile . wake up alr , went to mammam , thn weifa came to ahmah house . thn say tk change to sunday alr , so tmr no tk . ) : hais , thn i go watch tv luh .

watchwatchwatch , was msging with lynn , mint daddy & aiai . thn daddy say he walking back home alone , thn ask me whether i wanna talk on phone anot , so okay loh , i call-ed him . 9+ chat until 10+ thn i going home alr .

actually he also ask me call him , but he say his sis in room , so cannot call . ) : nehmind luh , thn we msg , he keep ask me to quickly online as he got something to tell me , so i quickly rush home .

but he like wanna sleep alr , so i ask don wait , thn he told me something that i'm really shock & happy . idonknw how to response that , though i knw that , but , i don think i can get him back ? ; \

hais , reach home , now posting . i really had nothing to say . just that my legs are really painpain nowwwwwwww . can't even walk properly . zz . okay lah , sleeping alr ( :

- 17days w/o you . it's been 2weeks 3days alr . though it's not really long , but i still loveyou .. rmb eeyor ? i always cried onto him , & tell him that daddy donwan us alr . LOL . silly uh . but it's th true . i really want you back , which i cant .. i'm sorry ..

today morning , woke up , prepare alr , waited for papa , thn off to sch alr . reached sch , same as usual , sit down whr we always meet .

today is assembly at class , i still blurrblurr thought is at hall , cus i heard ppl say donknw what can go up alr , door open . so i went up with sophia , awhile ltr joycelyn thn came in .

thn class contact time , donknw say what , do C I P , whole class together . heard hengky say go ecp wor . o.o ! LOL . after that they went pe , i went H O D room ouside sitsit , thn mr.lee saw me & say hi : D

thn i was thinking & wrote down alot of things . hais . after pe , went back class , thn chinese , math , recess . chaper time , was damn boring okayzxc . donknw what they saying , about their past lifes ?

i think no one is listening to what they are saying luh . ; O after chaper , is english , wa , i was like dozzing off alr , i quickly ask mrs.selvam whether if i can excuse & go to th toilet .

after that sci , teacher go through a few questions jiu bell ring alr . LOL . thn english again , do th compre , idonknw how to do , anyhow write luh . ; O after that back to maths .

wa , new topic , th donknw what hypo semosemo de , so hard . o.o ! after that walk out of sch with lynn & jasmine . cus i'm telling lynn about somethings . hais . reached ahmah house , thn i napnap alr , bth .

wake up , tio nag by ahmah again . ass . -.- okay , nehmind . idoncare , i went to watch tv . watchwatchwatch , thn went study . halfway , mama was mammam-ing , i went back home myself , bath & comcom : D

was doing my blog all along , i also went to audi awhile lah . was talking to damian on msn again . LOL . alot of things to say siahs , but i'mma sleeping alr , tmr still got P F T . 2.4km leh , ass . -.- !

fri still got 5stations . zz . but quite good lah , like that i no need to go d & t . : X hehs . counsellor was away this few days , didnt get to find her . ) : ! & i'm suppose to find miss hariyati today & pass that "homework" she gave , but i forgot . x.x !

- 14th day w/o you . it's alr been two weeks ever since we broke . i'm missing you , day by day , more & more . how i wish we could go back to th past , like how we used to be . but mostly , i wish it could go back to th time whr we four , me , you , lynn & desmond were together .

it's so much fun & laughter . i still rmb th time when we first met . it's at era , that time i was with my pigu . after that we went to city hall & find lynn & desmond , we took bus go .

we went thr , to th toy storage , we went to watch movie , ice age 3 . it's really damn fun . we were together on th 30th june , we broke on th 5th august , it's like , 1month6days .

though it's short , but it has become a really beautiful memory for me . laughters everywhr we go . rmb th time when we quarrel .. hais .

everyone didnt thought of how me & lynn would feel , we are humans too , hello ? who understands , who knws , who cares about our feelings ? Nobody , none .. who knws how much tears we had drop for you two ? hais , forget it .

so much words to say , but , you won't be able to knw & understand . all i wanna tell you is that , iloveyou , no matter what happens , though i knw that we won't be able to get back , but i will still loveyou , alot , boy ..

` iheartsyou ..

i said until i went audi that day . went in , aiai & pigu can't on , so mint daddy pei me play awhile , thn he say he going dota alr . zz . -.- now can't call mint daddy alr , must call rape daddy , but bit werid lah ! ; O !

so he went & play , i off com & started to do something nowadays i every night does it . so yea , after that , i can't sleep , so i on com again . suddenly damian msn talk to me oh ! o.o ! miracle siahs .

so had a really long talk with him , it didnt really helped much but abit lah . thanks alot damian , bff always & forever uh <3 : D ! after that really late alr , so i off cus ltr papa come back saw me using jiu jialat . o.o !

morning wake up , went sch , whole morning was quarrelling with vincent . zz . after sch i went back ahmah house . hweeling was there , but after i mammam i went back home , take clothes , sun bian on com awhile .

thn suddenly i online , damian talk to again . LOL . from 3+ we talk until 5+ i need off alr , still hvent finish . LOLLL . didnt really talk for a veh long time with him , now talk , really got alot of things to say . hahs , but thanks again damian: D

thn i walk to th ntuc thr , cus hweeling say she wanna go thr buy things . so okay loh , i step out of th house , thn i call-ed her alr . i reach-ed , still need wait her for so long , pekchek luh . but nehmind lah . ( :

xiaogu also came , we went in , had a talk with hweeling . told her about everything , what happen that day , blahblahblah . thn she kept tell me donknw what luh , bit forgot . ; X sorry hweeling , waste your saliva . : X

after that we went to buy bbt , thn walk back to ahmah house alr . reach ahmah house , tio kan . zz . -.- nehmind . i went inside th room & watch tv . thn go study , around 9+ papa came back , saw got clothes , thn he scold me say today i neh go sch is it . -.-

i say no ? ._." thn continue my study , but when i study halfway , mint daddy msg me wor . o.o LOL . thn he donknw say semo , want jio me , thn he will wait , blahblahblah . hais , daddy uh , don be so dumb & stupid to wait & waste your time on me , idonknw how long would i take to forget you see . ; \ but thanks anyw ( :

after that he sleep alr , so i went back to do th common thing again . ._." thn today morning , wake up , prepare everything , thn papa hvent wake up , so i quietly , slowly went out of house , thn head to sch .

reach-ed alr , as usual , go th sit thr , i sit down , joycelyn thn came alr . o.o thn she suddenly ask me about cca . thn as me join back gg . omg , donknw is she eat wrong medicine in th morning or hvent woke up . o.o !

after that went up to hall , cus of th speak good english , thn must assembly at hall . thn when i sat down with joycelyn , suddenly miss hariyati came beside me , thn she pass me this letter . : B

thn had a talk with her awhile , thn go art room for art . thn suddenly mint daddy msg me . LOL . shock dao luh . thn whole morning msg-ing with him . hais , but i late reply , cus art mah , colour , i draw until so ugly . omg ! ) : !

thn sci , go sci lap , do donknw what kind of experiment . thn go put amylase , starch solution , iodine , alot lah . thn go boil th water , suddenly blue become , green thn yellow , thn orange . nicenice . when th tube " jumps " uh , thn change colour .

after that recess , went counselling room with rachel , she's going home & idonknw why ? LOL . thn went back class , english , lit , nothing much you see . only when lit , i felt sleepy , keep wanna doz alr . ._.

thn cme & pc lesson mr.wong didnt come , so had a long talk with joycelyn , she kept ask me to join gg ! omg lah she , really eat wrong medicine . tsk . thn also talk about , jw maybe ? LOL .

thn gem time , go wesley hall , donknw what talk is that , but it's cute & funnny lah . LOL . after that went had lunch with joycelyn & dionis . thn they went remidial , i went detention room find miss hariyati . had a nice chat with her .

she ask me think about those happy times i had when i was young . OMG , i hvent think , how am i going to tell her tmr !? x.x jialat alr . but nehmind , just ahgar ahgar tell her luh . ; X after that went back ahmah house .

saw hweeling at thr again ! o.o ! thn i went to napnap awhile , thn wake up , pei hweeling went to th back & buy things . had a nice chat with her again . LOL . i siao alr , she also told me something that i also agree with & she had a same common thing as me .

after that went back ahmah house , watch tv , study awhile . thn suddenly lynn nuer msg me , she say she's crying , i also luh . cus mint daddy say he was with jw just now . zz . thn had a really long talk with lynn nuer ( :

came back home with korkor first . thn bath,now post , long post uh , suddenly so lo suo . LOL . had phone with mint daddy & pigu for awhile . thn back to post again . tmr got pe , gonna skip that ! muhahahah ! ; X okay lah , sleeping alr , nights all <3 : D !

- 13th day w/o you , somehow i really miss you much more thn before , & idonknw why .. hais . i had so much words to say , but there's such a little time . i can't think of anything , just wanna say , iloveyou , alot , that meant everything deep down inside my heart , really ..

ytd night at ahmah house , had phone with mint daddy & pigu , thn awhile pigu kup alr , so left me & mint daddy . so we talktalktalk alot of things .

after he kup , cus he's donknw who bday , thn went to cut cake . so he kup , thn i broke into tears .. hais . thn i call-ed him back , awhile thn kup again .

i was watching show , th channel 5 , silent hill . nicenice luh . but bit scary lah . watch halfway going home , thn reach home still got half an hour .

watch finish , went to on com , audi with aiai . hais . ; \ thn awhile , daddy sleeping , so i off , thn i wait aiai 's msg until i sleep alr . LOL .

morning wake up audi with mint daddy awhile , thn audi with pigu . hais , suddenly she say jw ask me want watch movie mah , pigu force me go , so i go meet him .

meet-ed him , return his cover & hairband , thn he go arcade , i didnt went in , i at outside on phone with mint daddy . after that he came out , thn daddy jiu kup phone alr . ) :

thn we went to buy tickets , we watch th "whr got ghost" , th jack neo 's movie , 4.25 , we went in , sit down & see show . quite funny lah , but not so scary luh . but i did chua tio lah . : X

after that he went home , on th way home i was msging with him .. i went ahmah house mammam , thn went home . do my belated homework alr thn go audi liao( : ! tmr sch again . zz .

- 11th day w/o you . you hurt me so deep , but iloveyou more deeper . why ..? why cant i have you back ? this is our last meeting isn't it ? i hate to say goodbye to you .. i can't bear .. ilove & miss & kept thinking about you everyday , every sec . i really fcuk care everything , i want you , just you . idonwan to find any mr.right , you are th one alr . what's th point saying all this .. it doesn't helped at all . zz .

` imissyou boy , alot ..

fri morning went sch , had mass pe . thn blahblahblah , go back class , math , thn history .

recess was decide-ing to go counselling room , thn emily wanted to go staff room donknw find madam nor to talk about their gg things , so she say she also go counselling room with me luh .

reach alr , knockknock door , no one inside luh . donknw whr she went . so nehmind . went back class thn help emily with some cutting . after that back to class , english .

mrs "shell-verm" ( idonknw how to spell . x.x ) , she ask me whr's my homework , i said i cannot finish , too many alr . LOL . thn suddenly she ask me whether i'm okay with th sit anot , if not she can change , but it's okay lah( :

thn miss yee came in . thn do compo , actually it's belated alr . LOL . so i do , it's about a best friend i had . i wrote about aiai & pigu luh ! : D finish , let her mark , & i just pass . o.o"

after that lit , thn chi . hais , boring day . ; \ didnt really had th mood to listen to what teachers says . but nehmind . after sch went back ahmah house , thn blahblahblah .

today morning wake up actually meeting baby , but when i was looking for my clothes & wanna go bath alr , pigu call-ed me . she told me something that made me really donknw should i be happy or sad .

so i told baby i'm not meeting him alr . thn he send a z . thn slowly we quarrel again . kept on quarrelling . after that i went tuition , until 4+ , cus fri got math test . we were about to break when i was having tuition .

after th tuition , they all ask me stay thr , including my korkor . but idonwan , cus i promise aiai that i audi with her at 5+ luh . so came home , makemake my blog first , now going audi alr( :

- 10th day w/o you alr . i'm still missing you like HELLLL . i want you back , but i can't anymore isn't it ? we are impossible alr . though you really hurts me alot , i still loveyou all along .. all i want is you .. you just doesn't seems to care at all .

tue , went sch , art , thn sci , thn blahblahblah . nothing much luh , same thing always , go ahmah house , mammam , watch tv , nap , study , tv , go home , sleep . hais .

cme lesson i went counsellor came to find me . thn when walking , saw mr wong , gave him my mc for tue , wed , thurs & fri . LOL . thn he suddenly gave me this letter , & it's from miss hariyati ! : D ! she's most fierce dm : X

after that , went to th talk . talk about , th poly inside donknw what topic , blahblahblah , didnt really listen much . : X i was secretly mammam-ing baby choco with michelle , lisha & sophia . : X

wed , didnt went for pe , went to see th counsellor . saw miss hariyati: D hehs . i fold-ed my skirt , she didnt saw . : X on th way going to counselling , saw my pe teacher . talk to her , thn i go counsel alr .

thn go back class , maths lesson , was using my phone msg-ing baby , pigu & mint , thn mr wong saw , he confiscated . ass . -.- thn today thn return me . hai me pahseh aiai . ) : ! sorry uh aiai .

today morning , went sch , first lesson d & t , didnt went for that . 1st period went counselling , thn another two period i at discipline room thr , enjoy air con , talk to mrs wong & miss jass , have fun talking to them : D

thn after recess , went back class , lesson go on . zz . ; \ last lesson music lesson , didnt went , went back counselling thr . thn wait mr wong at staff room outside , waiting for my phone . he still say welcome my phone to come back , thr's no way my phone will be back thr okay . ) : !

thn went back ahmah house , same thing , nap halfway , suddenly so noisy . o.o ! i wake up , blurrblurr , tiredsi . ) : thn no choice , wake up , talk to hweeling luh . thn went mammam , thn awhile ltr i go back home .

reach-ed home , bath & post blog which i'm doing now ! : D nothing to post alr . was looking forward to watch up & th jack neo show : D

- Eighth day w/o him . really , why am i still missing him ? ass . ._.

baby , though i'm with you , but i'm still missing him . i'm sorry . i will try my best to forget him okay . it's really hard somehow . but , iheartsyou( :

` Loves .

today got st : D hehs , morning wake up , on com , audi with aiai awhile , thn go bugis mammam , thn head down to st alr .

i love being at st . it always brings laughter , funfun & feel comfortable with them . <3 ti ta no one sings de luh , angle-ry . ) :

they saw th fireworks , i think . o.o i only saw lights of th fireworks , LOL . but i knw it's really nice watching fireworks( :

after that , reach home , audi with pigu until now . here to post not saying all those craps up there , th motive is , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE ! : D <3

& i did something makes me really feel happy . pigu should knw . LOL . : X & i'm thinking about , something , which i think th whole day alr . pigu say yes luh , but idonknw . ) :

- Fifth day w/o him . ihateyous lah , pathetic liar ! but , somehow , i still missing you . & idonknw why . ._.

` LoveLoves .

ytd didnt went sch , was resting at home . meet-ed mama at bedok , thn we took cab go down Changi Navel Base . we saw hsienyung kor , he bring us go inside his ship seesee .

omg luh , it's damn big can , inside so luan , so many staircase , somemore th stairs so small . x.x manage to took this photo , th ship is too big , can't snap th whole ship out . : X

so he left & it's for 6weeks you knw . ) : i will miss him de okay ( : be safe & have fun uh : D

after that we took mrt go paya lebar mammam , thn went back home , bath alr , thn go ahmah house , watch tv , blahblahblah .

today morning wake up , on com , audi with aiai awhile , thn i went to tuition alr . th place so secretive kind luh , hard to find , but korkor lead me to it , so i had tuition with my tuitor , Jillian : D

she teach , still okay luh , mian qiang to understand what she says lah . : X but it was quite good luh . i had my sec 1 work back into my mind , not all , but some ( :

thn meet-ed mama at mrt , thn buy food , thn come back home . cus tonight i wont be going ahmah house , cus of some reason lah . hahs .

audi with aiai , talk about alot of this . we was actually finding cpl , but in th end we were at thr talking , crapping alot . LOL .

- Today is th third day w/o him .. though is some how , still veh hurting , but i would try to let it go . cus he is just a pathetic liar & crap-er . i'm so dumb to believe him , but , i still love you , though ihateyou to th core .

- Thanks mint , vinvin , pigu , aiai , cutecute , hweeeling , meiyin , & all those who cheer me . though it didn't really help-ed much , but , i appreciate it . Tyvm .

` Pathetic & Fantastic Liar .

went sch , was quite sick , so i went home . mama bring me go see doc after her work . waited for th doc for so long . x.x thn we went to mammam , thn went home .

thn go ahmah house , thn back home to sleep . stayed at home watch show whole day . doc gave me 3days mc . i was like , o.o !

went ahmah house today , everything came so sudden , idonknw how to accept it . all your words , your promise , is just a pathetic lies . you big liar , you said we may be together again one day , that wont be happening , wont .. all is just lies & lies & lies . your parents knw you have stead that's why you break ? is it true ? how come sh would call me ? hahs , lies & lies . how pathetic is this . idonknw what to do , iloveyou , alot , idonwan to lose you .. no point for me to live anymore , no point .. everyone is leaving , including you .. bye everyone , iloveyou ..

ytd went sch , thn counsellor come & find me wor . o.o" LOL . thn went counselling , for 4periods plus recess time . LOL . so i skip cme & history . x.x

thn went back ahmah house , actually meeting baby , but idonknw why he say don go alr . so nehmind loh , but imisshim like hell lah . ) :

thn today morning , wake up at 8.30 , 9.30 meet meiyin at mac , we had breakfast together <3 hahs , finally we can had breakfast together uh , funfun & happy to be with her ( :

thn buy things for hsienyung kor to mammam , thn went home . we both from 12+ watch show until 5+ . LOLLLLL . th show nicenice : D

thn went ahmah house , watch tv , sleep , blahblahblah . didnt have dinner . i'm kinda having sore throat & flu luh . ; \

baby today went msia , tmr thn come back . rawr ! imisshim luh . ) : take good care of yourself uh . <3

` LoveLoves .

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Name: Kim Jonghyun.
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Name: Son Dong Woon.
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DOB: November 18, 1991.
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Name: Shin Dong Geun.
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& now, there's nothing I could do to bring you back to me.

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