Hi earthlings.

I'mma back to post again.

It's gonna be dead soon man.

No one will be reading.

Anyway, my memories are weakening as you know.

I can't really remember what happen.

Tuesday had tk at senkang.

So damn near Yulun's house.

Heng I didn't check in, if not I think Yufei will come down(?).

Wednesday.

Went to dye my hair nearby my house.

I from 1pm sit there till 5plus.

Pro a not (Y).

Come out, colour too bright, don't know if ITE can accept a not.

I bet not.

Heck care.

Thursday, prepare and went down to airport to find Constance.

She end work, she went to eat with her friend, I went around to walk.

She ate finish and we took cab down to downtown.

Went to cathay to buy tickets, wait for Damian to come and he bought popcorns.

We went to watch "Already Famous ; Yi Pao Er Hong."

Hmms, it's quite a nice show.

Quite funny too.

After watching, went to coffee bean to meet brother.

Met, we sat down awhile, and we walk to pasir ris mrt to meet mummy.

Met and we went to eat.

Ate and went down to my uncle's funeral.

Went to bai him and hugged my cousin.

Feel like crying while hugging her, but I held back.

Went to sit down with my brother.

We both like anti-social.

My mother side's children all very close, except us.

Brother keep talk rubbish as usual and make me laugh.

Awhile later my eldest brother came.

Until around 10plus we went off.

We and father took cab home.

In cab, me and my other two brothers keep whatsapp each other.

We from pasir ris laugh until reach home sial. LOL

Home and went to bath, and use comp.

After then went to sleep.

Friday, thought whole day stay at home.

But Liru suddenly very steady, say at night watch movie when it's already 2plus.

Actually we watching movie at saturday, but she changed.

So I went to bath, and prepare.

Prepare and met Liru at Aljunied mrt.

Went down to Tampines.

Reached there and we went to shop around.

Went to century square's toilet, like high class toilet. Lol.

Then we went outside to sit.

Took pictures, blahblahblah.

Then back to mrt to wait for Emily.

Saw Audrey. -.-

I bet she dont recognise me.

Say 6, Emily 6.20 then reached.

We actually wanted to watch at 645, but we changed to 9pm.

We went to buy tickets.

What show? "You're the apple of my eye".

Yes, I watch it again.

And I cried, after watching it, again.

And an unexpected thing happen.

A baby was in the cinema, and he crawls downwards and upwards.

Stand up and fall down.

So damn cute!

After movie we went home.

Home and use comp.

Use and went to bed.

Saturday, woke up and went to prepare.

Prepared and went to Liru's house.

Went there, ate lunch, maple awhile, and helped her paint nails.

Emily very noisy!

Done and we start to watch spongebob.

Liru went to cook maggie.

We three share.

Ate and we watch tv.

Then Liru play maple, I lie on her leg, almost fall asleep and Emily say she going home.

So I woke up unwillingly, and went to take bus home.

Home and went to use comp.

Maple maple maple.

Sunday, woke up late.

Went to prepare and went to eat with my parents.

After that went to Nex.

Accompany brother study at starbucks.

Nex got hello kitty show. LOL.

Brother study and I draw Sunny's anime picture.

Draw halfway and brother say he wants to go home.

So we went to eat pepper lunch first and we went home.

Home and maple.

Monday, which is like yesterday?

Stay home whole afternoon.

At night went to mac with brother cause he want study.

Continue draw my Sunny.

He keep pester me say he want go home, make me draw until it looks weird.

Aiya, dont care.

Next time shall draw on my sketch book.

If I finish drawing the whole book, I wonder who should I give it to. Hmms.

Today, woke up late too.

Went to run just now, bought 100plus and came home watch tv while drinking.

I thought 430, after the show I go bath.

But I came to post first instead of bathing. HAHA.

Chouchou :B

Having flu and dizzy I still go run.

Eye keep watery.

Just now running keep rub away, I bet people thinks I'm crying(?).

After run I feel double dizzy, grr.

I just remembered, I cried on sunday night.

I cried, hard.

It's been long ever since I last cried.

Yea, I cried.

Because I've been acting strong for too long, I'm tired of it.

And guess what.

I actually fall for someone, someone that I shouldn't fall on, someone, impossible.

It's so cruel.

I don't know what to do.

I love him, I need him.

It's, just, so hard.

Man, I feel like telling someone about it.

But I don't know who to turn to.

What's wrong with me ..

Anyway, I shall go and bath now.

Maple at night!

Bye earthlings. :D

I'm back to post once again.

I don't know how long I haven't post already.

Don't wanna let it dead so, since I'm free, here I am. (:

Well, my memories are not that power yea.

So I shall start from when I'm overseas.

Which is 19 Nov.

Yeps, I went overseas, to Shanghai.

At first say flight is at 10plus in the morning, reached there, they say flight delayed to 1pm.

So we went to have breakfast.

Ate finish, they say flight delayed to 3pm.

So the staffs there provide us a so called VIP room.

Have a "car" drive you there, no need walk.

The room have buffet, eat until you siao.

Have three desktop for you to use.

And even give you a $20 voucher to go eat whatever you want, Subway, Ajisen, etc.

We stayed at the room until I forgot what time and we all went to eat.

Me and cousin went to eat Ajisen.

We gossip gossip yi xia. x:

Ate finish and we went to wait to board the plane.

Board and ta-da~ , fly off.

We reached there around 9plus le.

We followed tour, not ownself shop around.

So we went to hotel to rest.

Hmms, well, can't say is really go shanghai shop.

We went to other places of China, which is see mountains all that.

Kinda boring but, when I climb up to the top of the mountain and look down, look around, I feel, relax, calm.

Quite beautiful. (:

Those whole week jiu shi like that.

Keep sit bus for hours, not minutes leh, is HOURS.

Sometimes 2 hours, sometimes 4 or 5. x.x

No choice, China very big.

Until the last day, we went back Shanghai.

We went to sit ferry, and see and enjoy the beauty.

If you have the chance to go shanghai, at night, you take the ferry.

I can guarantee you, it's so damn beautiful, you won't regret it.

Especially couple, imagine with those beautiful lights, the breeze blowing, and you are hugging your love one.

Like O.M.G, damn romantic.

When I'm there, just by imagining it, I can feel the sweetness.

But too bad I don't have the luck. (:

After the ferry we went back to hotel to rest.

The next morning we went to shop around awhile.

Bought two bags.

We then went to a building, which is 88 stories high.

We took the evaluator up and look down, high. o.o

Purchased two pearl necklace, shall give it to my best friends.

Meeting them soon, miss them, miss the laughters and nonsense. Haha.

After that we went to airport already.

Went in and we all sat down to have a drink, and talk.

Funny much.

Made two new friends (: .

Both of them make me thought of Yulun and Yufei.

Brother and sister.

And the guy gave me a feeling like Yulun.

But, too bad he's only 14.

Express neh, don't want spoil his path.

Anyway, until 4.15, plane fly off~

In plane, the seats behind no people sit.

All go behind, middle seat, which have 3, all lie down there and sleep.

Me? I'm short enough to lie down on the two seatss one. ^^

Wanted to sleep but can't.

So I walked around, and watch show which the tv is playing.

Then went to talk to my new friend, Hui Ting.

She let me thought of my wifey, Yufei.

We talked quite a lot of things.

We stopped when plane is gonna land soon.

Landed, I on my phone, just a second when I on, my brother called me.

I'm like so happy when I reached Singapore!

Happy cause I can use comp, I can use phone etc.

Not happy because I'm back to usual life again, having all thoughts in my mind. x.x

Anyway, parents bought liquor and we went to take cab home.

Home and gave my brothers thing that I bought for them (:

My second brother took a desktop back from his company and set up everything nicely for me to use.

I love my brother :B

After that we went to mac and eat.

He say mac now you buy just nuggets, they give you another box of nuggets for free. o.o

So we went.

He ordered 2 meals plus the nuggets, I cannot finish. x.x

Ate finish, we went home.

Brother changed and he went to drink with his friends.

I stayed home use comp awhile and went to sleep.

Damn sleepy.

Until the next day woke up and use comp again.

Downloaded itunes.

Tried to download maple but cannot, I don't know why.

Then went to bath and prepare.

Prepared and went out to eat with parents as usual.

Ate finish and we went to salon, I wanted to cut hair, if not my fringe very irritating.

Cut my back hair short a bit too. ><

I wonder who will see through that I've cut my back hair shorter a bit, hmms.

I see my hair now I feel so sad sial, my hair ):

But I've no choice, those parts spoil already, need cut away.

Cut finish and took bus home.

Home and my brother helped me downloaded maple, now can play le!

He ask me train him. HAHA

He wanted to train a priest at aqua.

I prepare awhile and me and brother went to Nex.

We went there de starbucks.

He ask me accompany him study.

So he study, I do crossword puzzle.

We drank hot chocolate, damn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

He ordered big one, which I drink half only, cannot finish x.x .

I do halfway and went to play ipad. x:

Until 10pm we went down to eat our dinner, Wendy's.

Ate and we took mrt home.

Home and I restore my phone.

Which means, yea, un-jailbreak my phone, update to 5.0.1.

Though jailbreak can do a lot of things, but what I don't like is, very lag.

Original is always till the best for me (:

Done and slowly put songs in.

Put halfway I super sleepy, went to sleep.

Just now woke up and continue to do, and I'm done. (:

Just less videos, shall ask my brother tonight.

Oh, and I heard a bad news.

My mother's younger sister's husband, which is my uncle, passed away /: .

Before going overseas, I went to visit him, he still can walk, talk, etc.

After I come back, my mother told me he can't walk nor eat.

Until yesterday night, he passed away.

I bet my xiao yi, her daughters must be damn super upset right now /: .

Sigh.

Life, is that short.

So, we must cherish and treasure every moment, everyone around you.

Especially your love ones.

Learn to appreciate what you have.

You don't and won't know what will happen at the next second.

Maybe I will get hit by car, or electric shock etc.

But most people don't understand that.

Anyway, staying at home.

If mother work until 3pm, I want go dye hair, again.

I ownself dye liao like not obvious at all, only under the sun or light then have.

Shall think about it.

Brother ask me accompany him study later again. x.x

I see how also~

Ok, I don't know what else to say already.

Though I have, but, no one reads my blog anyway.

Shall go watch anime, or maybe maple.

Bye earthlings. :D

Hi earthlings.

I'mma kinda bored at home so I decided to come and post.

My last post was like, a week ago?

I try to refresh my memories.

I'm getting old here, memory failing.

Tuesday, home maple?

Watch my brother play 'Dead Island', fun fun.

Dyed my hair too.

But not really very obvious, under the light then you can see a bit of colour.

I feel like going salon dye an obvious, natural colour.

Wanted to reborn too.

Shall think about it.

Wednesday, it's Deevapali, whatever it's spelled.

Went to eat with family, ate and we went to suntec to window shopping.

Bought a pair of shoes, thanks mummy! :D

We then went to buy luggage for our trip to Shanghai in about two weeks time.

19Nov-26Nov.

Man, I don't feel like going, but I don't have a choice. ):

But it's ok, I've no boyf now, no one to miss, so I can just try to enjoy myself, hopefully.

I like my luggage, mickey mouse~

I know very childish but I like the design and the colour.

This year gotta carry my own luggage, always mummy carry.

Bought fbt too.

After that we head back home.

Painted my nails.

My brother say not nice! :@

I also not study manicure, not professional of cause not so nice.

Tsk.

Rest awhile and parents went to grandma house.

Me and brother went to hawker buy dinner and went back home to eat.

Ate and went to maple to sort things out with Emily and Liru.

So we decided to watch movie the next day.

Thursday, morning woke up maple awhile and went to prepare.

I feel like a different me.

Liru also feel the same. Lol.

Went to take mrt down to dhoby to meet them.

Met and we went to collect ticket.

What show we watching?

Paranormal activity 3.

They say want watch NC16 show, so we watched that.

Emily like not scare at all, she still can laugh. Lol.

Liru scare until she took out her ipod and blast music using ear piece.

While me?

I didn't blast, I didn't laugh, I is jitao stone.

There's no ghost face actually.

It's just like something drop or what and scare you that's all.

But the show is not bad.

I got kanna chua tio a lot of times.

After the show we went to eat pepper lunch.

Ate and we went to shop around.

Then went to arcade, wanted to play pump but, in the end didn't. /:

We actually want to take new-print, in the end also didn't.

Met brother at orcahrd at 630.

Emily and Liru went back home.

Met brother and went to a salon, he want to cut hair.

Just cut one hair only, $50 fly. (Y)

Thought of reborning at there.

But guess what, for reborning, it's $400 ++ wor.

I see the price my eyes went wide. LOL.

We then took mrt to Aljunied and ate our dinner there.

Ate and went to ntuc to buy drink.

Bought and we walked back home.

Home bath and rest.

Friday, I think I stayed home the whole day, maple-ing. Lol.

So there's nothing much.

Saturday, brother didn't went to school.

We went to ntuc, we bought vegetables, carrot, potatoes, a lot a lot.

And we went home.

Yes, we are cooking.

He take care of the soup, I take care rest of the things.

He cook halfway and he went to play game, li hai right.

Then I've to do everything myself.

Cook finish and went to bath.

Tada~

We eat dinner together.

Ate, he wash.

I cook, he wash. Haha.

Washed and he went to play game, while I use his ipad.

He say see me so ke lian, nothing to do, he let me play maple.

He went to watch show.

I level and I return him, cause I want to watch him play 'Dead Island'.

He play till 1plus and we went to sleep.

Next morning woke up and play maple again.

Brother went USS.

Awhile later went to prepare and went out to eat with parents.

Mummy saw how I wear.

She was like so amaze.

She keep say "woah, you wear like that don't look like 16 leh, like 19, 20 like that."

Haha, old liao.

After we ate and we went to marina.

Went to body shop and bought a serum.

We then went to Kenko.

What's that?

A place for massage, a place for people to relax themselves.

Father sat a cafe and drink coffee, while me and mummy went to relax ourselves.

We had the fish spa first.

Yes, which means you put your leg inside the water and the fish will come and eat your dead skins.

At first very excited to go in leh, when we got in, we both are afraid of putting our legs in.

HAHA.

Mummy keep put in and quickly take out.

I think the fish all pekchek already, LOL.

You just lift your legs above the water, all the fish all standby waiting for you to put in.

I keep don't dare put in, for the last 5-10 mins I don't care already, I put in and didn't took out.

All the fish eating my dead skins.

A bit itchy nah, put very relaxing.

After that we had leg massage.

It's super relaxing I can guarantee that.

Especially when they press until those sour kind of pain, best. (Y)

Long time let yourself relax a bit it's a good thing. (:

Finished and we went back home.

Home maple awhile and went to grandma house.

Watch tv, then use ipad, and went to ntuc again.

Bought a lot of things.

Carry everything and walk back home.

Suddenly Ian take to me wor.

Surprisingly. Lol.

And I start to think about the past, when me and him were together.

I still remember I almost cried everyday because of him.

We were together only for a month and he dumped me.

Haha.

I got used to it, I'm always the one who is being dumped. (':

He say he want jio me back.

I'm shock but I don't believe it.

I dreamed of Yinhong, o.o .

I dream of Yulun, Kendrick, Junwei.

Just all weirdo people.

I swear I didn't thought of them before I got to bed.

They just appear nowhere in my dreams o.o .

But I forgot what I dream about.

Anyway, home and I tried to sleep, but I couldn't.

Went living room to watch tv with mummy awhile and went back to sleep.

Today morning mummy ask me accompany her see doctor.

So we went polyclinic.

It's super long, ipad going no battery, I didn't charge my phone.

Well, my phone is off for around a day already, I don't intend to on it.

Cause no one would find me.

And I dont have to wait and always looking at my phone.

Hoping he will text me.

A miracle would happen.

I know it's impossible that's why I dont wanna on it.

Back to story, I don't have my phone, ipad no battery, I is bored dao~

I'm going insane.

Without music I will die. x.x

See finished and we went to eat.

Ate and we went to buy don't know what and we went home.

Home and mummy went to play mahjong.

While me stay home, maple maple maple.

Just now dozed off and woke up, maple maple maple.

Now I came to post, I think I'm going back maple maple maple again.

Bo bian, I nothing to do, so I keep maple maple maple.

I only played for a week plus and I'm level 58 liao, hosehbo. (Y)

Hope I can get third job before I go overseas.

Today's post, won't include any feelings of me now.

I will keep these feelings to myself.

No pictures of words to show too.

Keep to myself means keep to myself. (:

No one will read my blog anyway.

Who still blogs nowadays? Very few.

I'm one of the very few.

I've no one to turn to, so, blogging has already become a habit of mine.

Though I'm lazy at times, I still bring and drag myself to do so.

Hmms, I guess there's nothing to write about anymore.

Oh and this person, wa like seriously, your presence irks me man!!

Come on lah, get a life bitch! -.-

Ok that's all.

Love you guys~

P.S: The picture is big because I use ipad to take it. ^^